Hello everyone, 

Should I start reviving my blog after a long 4 years? I think I should, so I need to have ideas on what I should type in here. I'll probably just type all about my daily life, about where I go to, what I do every single day of my life, with pictures and all. 

Let's start with what a little introduction on myself shall I? I am turning 22 already, quite old for someone who wants to revive her blog after 4 years! While, let's try shall we? I am currently still studying at SIM-RMIT, majoring in Business Management. Not looking forward to graduate not because school is fun, but I am not looking forward to the ceremony AT ALL! hahaha. Wearing that black robe with a square hat. While, the real reason shall be known in the future..

Hopefully my attempt on reviving my blog will succeed and I shall try my best to update! And putting nice pictures on my blog :)

Chao with love~!

hello! i know i've been saying this for countless times. but I'M EXHAUSTED.

oh a few main things that i got to mention today.
-Dunearn's Cross Country on friday
-The Bike Trip with Fadilla
-SCHOOL.
-LIFE

1) Dunearn's Cross Country.
i must say, IT'S ONE OF THE MOST HECTIC PUBLIC DUTY EVER.. oh. i skipped basketball training for this day. it started off with Celine coming over to my school. She was trying to be funny by hiding at the door of the centre stage. I was so scared that she'll get caught la! Stupid girl. keep playing. so then, we took a cab. we shared it with a little boy who happened to be a SJAB member from BBSS. he forgot to bring his nametag. HAHHA. wonder if Dunearn's SJAB will rush like him or not. GUESS NOT RIGHT. then reached WCP. settled the admin stuff with the ambulance driver then went ahead to our stops for the day.
while walking to the stops, it starting to drizzle, then it started to rain -.- so i got really wet. then, the rain stopped, so the race continued. soon, trouble came. During the race, someone literally collapsed. had to call the main post to bring a stretcher over. and manfred and gerald and i carried the person back to the main post. IT WA DAMN FAR AWAY. and the worse thing was, while walking, it started to rain heavily. walao drenched for the second time. upon reaching the first-aid post, treated that person. then another trouble came. another casualty who cannot walk, took the stretcher again and carried the person back. OMG. it was more tiring than basketball training.the stretcher was so heavy and we had to sprint to the spot. AND IT WAS FREAKING RAINING.
i think the school think SJAB superhero man. we just had to save all the people that were injured. and this year, there was SO MANY casualties! then for the first time, the ambulance is filled! thank goodness. So, left WCP back to MI in ultra drenched clothes and shoes.
THANKS NAY FOR THE T-SHIRT!

I NEED TO EMPHASIZE ON THIS THE MOSTTTT. THAT IS...
GOOD JOB MY DEAR JUNIORS IN ST JOHN! YOU GUYS HAVE CERTAINLY DONE AN EXCELLENT JOB FOR THE CROSS COUNTRY. ALTHOUGH THERE WAS ONLY A SMALL NUMBER OF YOU. YOU GUYS DID WELL. I'M PROUD OF YOU :) ALTHOUGH THERE WERE SO MANY CASUALTIES, YOU GUYS COULD AT LEAST HANDLE THE SITUATION PROPERLY. BUT ONE THING TO NOTE. DON'T BE SO ANXIOUS TO SEE A CASUALTY! BECAUSE YOUR ANXIETY WILL AFFECT THE CASUALTY ALOT OKAY! CALM DOWNNNN! LOVE YOU ALL! SEE YOU SOON!

2) BICYCLE RIDE WITH FADILLA
this is damn hilarious. On saturday, fad wanted to cycle to my place. so i met her at her house there and i cycled while she sat at the back. HAHHA. ultimate failure. apparantly i looked like a retard trying to ride. i had todrag the bicycle for a bit before riding it smoothly. what's more embarrassing was crossing the road. the drivers looked at us as if we were animals in the zoo. HAHAH. then it was so funny and fad and i just couldn't stop laughing. HAHHA. it was just hilarious laaa.

3) SCHOOL
it has been really tiring. everything's cramped up together and i don't know what my main focus should be. Because EVERYTHING is important. and almost all the deadlines were the same. ahhhh. i'm so tired already. it feels like half the year is gone but actually, it's only been like what? 4 weeks?! OMG. there's debate, basketball, schoolwork, project etc..
oh i'm so scared for the debate tomorrow! I'M GOING TO STAMMER LIKE MAD. i'm just, so scared. okay, i don't know how to phrase it laaa. it's just, hmm. yeah.

Please, just let me do the debate well.

i'm uber worried for Common Test also. i'm so scared i won't be able to do well. ahhh.

4) LIFE
oh well, you won't want to know what's been going on. ups and downs obviously. many many major things happen but i don't think i'll type it here. HAHHA.

i'm so tired. i'm going to sleep now and wake up tomorrow for school again! TAKE CARE EVERYONE. sorry for not updatingggg. thanks for the loyalty and kepe coming here.

saranghae!

hello everybodyyyy.
it's been a week since i last posted right? yeah I'M SO TIRED. that's the only thing i can say. school has been crazy. homeworks followed by homeworks followed by tests followed by basketball followed by sjab followed by projects... NEVER ENDING.

ok i really got no time to do this
so bye.

hello everyone. i know i haven't been blogging for a long long long time. this is the first time i touched the laptop after i think 2 weeks? yes it's been THAT pathetic. has been either too busy to use it, or just too lazy. so, missed me everyone?

today was kind of like a hectic day. due to some stuff, slept at an unearthly hour. morning woke up at freaking 6am for POC at St John HQ. extremely proud of my dear group, Bravery. words can't express my joy for you all. :) Good Job guys. <3 then after debrief and all, went to sha's house. reached at 630pm? WAS IT? then went home at 915pm. yes and my headache is still there. so sad!

k i shall stop blogging. the main motive of using the computer is to charge my ipod. so yeah, GOODBYE.

yes i did this on the last minute of 2009. PURPOSELY! so if you don't like my purposely act (omg, what's purposely act?) HAHHA, er, well, you still have to like it in order to read the following. so, too bad!

HAHHA.



ps: it's 3:13am, and i haven't started typing what i intended to type -.-
ok and now it's 2 january and i haven't even completed what i wanted to say. loser-ish, i know :)


okay yeah. here it goes.
what in the world happened to resolutions this year? last year everyone was typing their resolutions and all in their blogs. haha (PSST: I only read about 5 blogs and that's about it) now it's all highlights of the year. amazing :) while, my highlights of the year is as follows:

1) the most hectic year ever (with endless meetings and endless camps and courses)
2) the most "got grounded" days
3) the most "got into serious trouble" days
4) broke my clean record and got into suspension (oh great)
5) the "still no guts" attitude
6) the most scoldings -.-

omg, just realised all were bad. k lets start over.

Enrolled into a new school this year. Millenia Institute. oh, before enrolling, went for Dunearn's orientation, must say, it was different. excited for Millenia Institute at first until shit happened. Late-coming became a rather big issue, detention led to suspension led to almost not taking the examinations. Passed the mid exams and tests in MI, went on to June. It was the most torturous and packed month. Went for OTC, the camp was ZOMG. er, what did i have in June again? Right, there was StJohn BBQ, StJohn activities. JuniorAlumni meetings. SL camp. Dinner&Dance. Sec 3 Day Camp. Sentosa Trip with Romans. yeah, took up 3 weeks in total of the month. so there was 1 week left to hardcore study for the exams. Proceeded with normal life.

Ok, i don't know what else to add. i'm feeling like crap.

Love the year,
Love the people i met,
Love the new friends i met,
Love whatever good happened in the year,
Try to love whatever bad and learn from it,
Look forward to what the new year will bring.

I'll see what challenges i'll meet in 2010, check damnthedumbdash in 2010 for more information.

i miss this cute little boy - mayghan. yeah, ever since christinewongxz came back from cambodia, i suddenly thought about the OCIP trip to Tanjong Pinang :(

i miss my roomies, i miss the people who went there, i miss the night reflections, i miss the food, i miss the pool games, i miss the bus rides to and fro the orphange and the hotel, i miss seeing the kids chasing after the bus, i miss the morning lessons with the kids, i miss listening to bahasa indonesia....

oh well.

finally, after i don't know how long, i saw what i want to see. HAHA.

kay, my poor blog, have been left like that for 10034242329213947218 seconds or more! haha, 45 min to Christmas. So, advanced Merry Christmas everyone :)

this holidays were special. As in, as you all should probably know.. i'm grounded. so i didn't have the time to go out to buy presents or whatsoever. i decided to start a project, The "To Send my Love through Christmas" project. thought it was innovative at first, but when i started it, IT WAS SO. i don't know how to describe it. maybe i started really late! when i completed all 50+ or more of them, i literally shouted "HOORAY!" i sent out the cards to people who gave me their addresses on 23 December. and seriously shockingly amazingly, some people texted me and said they received the card already! HOW AWESOME IS THAT! i thought i was already late because i heard that it takes 3 days to send a letter! yeah, so some people confirmed that they received the letter. OMG. i hope no letters bounce back to me :(
oh there're still some for people who didn't give me their addresses. about just 10 more?
ooh well.. lets just hope that none of the letters get sent back to my house.

it's 3am now. and wth, i take so long to post. distracted by some other things.

i miss many people.

byexz.