well, i'll upload pictures before i stress about the proposal and geography assignment. damn it. surprise that i'll upload pictures huh? while, first up, CHINA TRIP!



before entering the departure hall!

last picture before take-off! :D

JUMP!


and again, JUMP!


she's my girlfriend fot that day, JOKING!!! :D


last call to our mamas before take-off :D


Lilin being over-excited!!

WONG ZIJIAN!!! SO FUNNY!!

POSERS!

she's my date for that day. <3 haha. KIDDING.


3E4 in China!! everyone!

3E4 in china. without ee chong.

ice-cream.


i'm thinking of food... :D


this is a shop, where we buy food.


flowers flowers.


3E4 GIRLS! YAY :D

picture 1.


siao ding dong. (the one in pink) HAHA.

picture 2


this is the museum. Llin, what are you tring to do. oh ya, and this was the place where many people did many dares after tghe guessing of numbers :D remember people?


my another girlfriend for that day :D (kidding), who wanted to be taller than me -.-

this song rocks!

IF THAT'S OK WITH YOU

I love the way that you look without your make up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
Theres something 'bout you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with u (If that's ok with you)

We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
cos imma make you feel so good thats how i see it happening
yeah, we'll keep the neighbours awake too late too late
cos baby I wanna step up and be with you (If that's ok with you)

* I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna thank your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If that's ok with you (If that's ok with you)

I wanna keep your toothbrush at my appartment
make a second set of keys and ask you to move in
I'm not crazy , I know what I'm getting myself in
I wanna live with you (If that's ok with you)

* 2 time
If that's ok with you (If that's ok with you )
yeah yeah
We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way

* 2 time
If that's ok with you (If that's ok with you )
If that's ok with you (If that's ok with you )
If that's ok with you

all right. HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone.
last night, i guessed i was too excited and i did not sleep until like 3+AM! alright, went to school in the morning, DUH! and helped do duty at the side gate. listened to LONG BORING talks. went to class.
TEACHERS.
form: MR LAI. omg. chinese: WU LAO SHI. the teacher who talked to me in detention. damn. geography: MISS HO. again. chemistry: MDM LEOW. shucks man! physics: MR LAI i guess. math: MR TAN. again. the rest i duno YET :D
didn't buy anything for recess. but i took watermelons and milo from GERMAINE. sorry germs! :D but the canteen was TOO CROWDED. class again then SCHOOL TOUR! toured around with 1 PEARL AND 1 JADE! kinda fun. i wished everyone could be a class mentor. SO THERE'LL BE ALOT OF ENTHUSIAM! after school, had a briefing. i think those "people" suck! they made us spend time on some useless things and in the end, they changed it and run it themselves! damn. then some mass dance thing. EVERYONE was very sian. PUMP IT LOUDER! i thought there was another SL dance. i guess it's cancelled? so home.
and i would like to say SORRY to many people. YEAH REALLY SORRY. i guess next time, i'll just go my own wayyyy. bye people.

hehehe! finally computer done! or rather there's internet in my laptop! hoorayyyy!

well, many events happened during the holidays.
NCO course, China trip, OBS, Student Leader Outing, NCO camp and exam.

NCO Course

Well, obviously it sucked a little, just like old times! Lessons, lessons and more lessons. With some stupid drills and falling in INCLUDED. and the same old lunch we always have at 12pm. damn. Plus the checking of uniforms and changing it from half uniform to full uniform WITH hundreds of people in the same toilet. WTF! yup. SO MUCH FOR 4 DAYS OF THEORY COURSE. for that one month, i hated Saturdays ALOT!

China trip

Well, this trip, alot of things to say about it. In short, embarrassed myself ALOT. got scolded many times, most of them weren't actualy my fault and 1 of them was NOT MY FAULT AT ALL? who cares. Had alot of fun! and of course experiences. Made many new friends, not really new, cos i know them already maybe know them more. uh huh. On the last night i guess, i think i only slept less than 8 hours that's for sure can't really remember. I REMEMBERED one most memorable thing. Zijian, Chi Shuen, Ee Chong, Sabrina, Peini and I, Lilin and Rowena for a short while only. All of us were in the hotel lobby "doing homework". I WAS doing my work while most them were attracted to the computer and psp-s. I forgot to mention that we were all VERY HUNGRY. ok. so we were trying to find food to eat. like room service and all. but we did not order from there. A miracle happened. A delivery man so happened to walk in to deliver food to the reception. Ee Chong walked over and asked of he could deliver for us too. he agreed, of course. Guess what we ordered? A CHICKEN BURGER AND A CUP OF BUBBLE TEA! and how much was it? RMB7 which is only $1+ in Singapore.ISN'T THAT CHEAP. and, it's tasty as well. really nice :D There is one more thing that i forgot to say. I had to tell everyone how i felt about the trip in CHINESE on the tour bus on the last day. OMG. that was v v scary. cos there were not only sec 3s but also sec 5s! yup. v embarrassing! All people who went for the trip. You should remember :D
Overall, this trip has been a really wonderful experience for me. Imagine eating one SAME dish for every meal. And sitting on the table with E1 people. and XINTAO! he's V funny. and he was like the "lao da" at that table. Not to forget Clarence. HAHAHAHA! Without him talking, his actions could make the whole table laugh already. And the after-meals visting. That means to visit other tables to crap :D haha. REMEMBER MINCHI?!?! :D. that's about it.

OBS

so, i was in the group CHENG HO! YAY! members are. er, Zijian, Ervin, Winandar, Syazwani, Coleen, Tyrus, Eugene, Sohail, Nisa, Yumi, Kimberly, Georgina, Johnny, Eddie, and the Joker, what's his name? er, duno :D
wel, learnt many things from there. ya, really many things. many many many things. ok i'm v lazyy now.

TO BE CONTINUED......

i helped my dad this morning. I WORKED! no pay though :( it's ok :D haha. who cares. i wanna work for him man! IT'S SUPER DUPER while, actually, just kinda fun. ANYBODY WANNA WORK WITH ME??? tell me alright :D and i shall ask.

while, many plans for going out, FAILED TERRIBLY! haha :D will try again. lol!
CHINA TRIP IS COMING IN 4 DAYS! woooooo. oh shit, 4 days, NO CLOTHES! gonna buy. WHO'S COMING WITH ME? message me if you wanna go out! to buy the clothes :D OH YA! MY NEW NUMBER. ER... 94522588! i always remember it as 94255288. wrong ok! ITS 94522588!! YUP. OK BYE

and i forgot to mention that i cut an awlful hair style. it's not ok!
AND ONE MORE THING please talk to me people. I'M V BORED!

What if I am just putting a front?
What if I am just trying make things back to normal?
What if I am just a complicated girl who acts as a simple girl?
What if I am just a lesbian who simply love girls?
What if I am just someone who wants to be truly loved?
What if I am just a b!tch in everyone's eyes?
What if I am just meant to give peepo take advantage?
What if I am just a fcuker?
What if I am just a emo sad lil girl?
What if I am just in need of a warmth soul to be there for me?
What if I am just so lonely and upset in things around me?
What if I am just pretending to say I am okays?
What if I am just faking a sadness?
What if I am just lying for everything especially to myself?
What if I am just so in love with you?
What if I am just too hurt to tell myself a end to it?
What if I am just a foolish girl who believes in 2nd chances?
What if I am just a jealous idiot freak?
What if I am just want you to be there for me?
What if I am just making use of you?
What if I am just not so easy as it seemed?
What if I am just going to die right in front of you now?
What if I am just in love with you again?
What if I am just trying to love you once again?
What if I am just completely given up on you?
What if I am just expressing my thoughtS?
What if I am just going crazy everything around me?
What if I am just a ordinary girl who wants things right?
What if I am just losing myself and everything?
What if I am just lying to the words I am typing?
What if I am just a insane peanut butter head?
What if I am just only caring for the way you treat me?
What if I am just treating those who care as thrash?
What if I am just faking a lame-ness?
What if I am just a girl who is mentally disorder?
What if I am just a damn big sucker?
What if I am just a crybaby?
What if I am just hiding all my emotions?
What if I am just trying to cry but I can't?
What if I am just wanting to hold your care?
What if I am just resigning to Fate?
What if I am just crying so much in the inside without anyone knowing?
What if I am just trying to entertain myself with songs?
What if I am just going all crazy by typing?
What if I am just going all haywire right now?
What if I am just needing a listening ear to accompany me?

What if What if What if What if What if?

maybe if i'm almost all of this, i won't have any friends like i do have now. yeah, maybe. f.
LETS GO OUT! bye -.-

hello people. today i committed one crime and had four acidents.
i went down to play soccer with my cousins. i kicked the ball and it landed on my cousin's butt. then i kicked it another time and it flew down to the carpark. "BANG!" I hit a car. omg. i ran away with my cousins. we waited for the car to go away. haha. then we picked the ball and continued playing. omg. i feel v bad. when we were playing. i kicked the ball off court and it almost hit an old lady and two guys. and i broke my toe nail. wa, pain.

i've "promised" to ttfybyaamaaydnlmne
ok that's it
bye

hello people. it's been long since i'd blogged. the reason is MAINLY because of my computer break down. haha. exams are freaking long. i hate you and you hate me. we're quall day! its.

yay! i'm gonna slack all day after exams! nah. i don't think i can, study maybe. hell man.
camps and outings for the whole month for november fun! and proposal for the ug, almost finish! omg, JOY! it's more difficult than the sjab one. maybe cos i didn't do the one for sjab. and arghh. ok shan't elaborate. for the people going. i'm gonna try to ask for permission for certain people to go :D hope it'll work. JY! 3 more papers, everyone work hard man!

certain things can't be said and told to certain people. i only tell some people. so people whom i tell things to, you're important to me :D and i'm done. bye :D

hey people! haha. i'm at elina's house now. thanks for letting me use the computer man! i haven't used it for days. while. many wonderful and bad things happen. haha. but it's ok man! end-of year's coming, EVERYBODY WORK HARD! i'm deprived of the computer and food. i'm addicted to a show. ATTACK NO. 1 go watch it. it's FUN AND EXCITING! haha. :D
you know what? i rock! haha :D

got to go! bye.

My computer is spoilt at home :(
HAHA
HI :D

FUCK YOU LAH
NO THE POST ISN'T NICER

I'M GOING HOME!

Elaine has fanastic throwing skills but my catching skills just suck. :)

fuck. i'm super tired with life already. ALMOST EVERYDAY there'll be a time when i feel angry and everything. shant elaborate. if not it'll be boring. sister's psle coming up. she's asking me all sorts of things which i have to help her in. quite irritating sometimes. she's having some problems in school which i duno how to solve and give her v lame answers. my parents are suspecting something about me. which i duno why, but what they're suspecting is somehow true only that some are wrong. haha nvm. stop pissing me off people. although i won't show it but some know it. while others dun. bye.

it's just gonna be a normal day when nothing interesting will happen. it's different from the past two years already. everything's changing but i don't care now. it doesn't matter anymore.

hello. 22 AUGUST COMING OK. AND SO IS 28 PREPARE TWO PRESENTS IF NOT ALL ER. just prepare la huh :D
i cannot believe it! 10 more days :D but i guess it won't be as surprising as it was last year. it's ok. :D
and i'm starting to study. not really going in to study just reading and flipping. hah. ok anw, good luck everyone! i'm gonna make a phone call already
byebye! ELAINE I KNOW SOMETHING! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

go puma! we'll do it. memorise our song -.-
movitate me ok ANYONE. better do so.
lets see. my birthday is coming! yay 32 august. don't know what to buy right? ok here's the list of WHAT I WANT :D
1)a backpack
2)a wallet
3)a basketball
4)a soccer ball
5)my kipling bag
6)something that only some people know
7)a bigger bed :D
8)shirts.

quite demanding huh? i'll add on to it. when i think of more :D haha.

seems like the whole world knows about this matter. why?

i'm gonna shut-up. so people who i think i can tell my stuff to, you'll know soon. if not. ask me yourself.
what's the point of being so nice but in the end, i get nothing but quiet-ness. whatever ok.

i make v nice sentences. well, that's what i think. see.

i'm not a monster, i'm a robot. this one. must say in my language :D
the problem is, i don't have a best friend
thing thang thung
bing bang bong
tralala, wo ai ni, come on out and play with me :D sing it.
you never FUCKING care about me.

lala. ok wadever. badmood.

you're making me piss, asshole.

i love you you love we are happy family with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you won't you say you love me too.

i miss my primary school days, when everything was so innocent and pure.