and now. the real question to ask. where do i belong?

omg. this week has been bad bad bad and REALLY BAD. what the heck is wrong man.. my book got confiscated. my phone got confiscated. the econs test suck so bad. and my spectacles broke. what a nice way to have the week pass like that. thank goodness for those people in my life. some, just take one look and that's that. some will say things to have a grin on my face. some will send things that will just make me do nothing but smile to myself. and some, just thinking about an image and i'll be ok.
for this week, i have been very emo-tic! HAHAH! emo-tic (a word i created) alot of people have been asking if i was having problems and all. seriously, I'M FUCKED UP. really. can't seem to remember things anymore. like my brain is failing me. even how hard i try. i've even been thinking about things that i know i shouldn't do. haha! i was chatting with TAN TEN again and here's something DAMN RANDOM.


elaine says (10:54 PM):
OKIEEEEEEEE
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
high already uh
my first kiss leh
elaine says (10:55 PM):
WAH LIPS AH
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
no uh.
elaine says (10:55 PM):
THEN
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
both cheeks and lips. HAVEN'T GIVE AWAY HOR.
elaine says (10:55 PM):
NO LIPS NOT FIRST LA!
REALLY
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
really.
elaine says (10:55 PM):
WHY
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
because. i don't want la
elaine says (10:55 PM):
GIME GIME MEMORABLE
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
hahaha.
-.-
elaine says (10:56 PM):
HAHAH
aiya save la
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:56 PM):
you already took the first bite.
elaine says (10:56 PM):
later you say i rob away ur first kiss
HAHAH
wah
sound like i eat pizza

she's like. ya you know. haha.

back to the point. i have to try alot harder during the june holidays. with all those bullshits that is in. f. so it's studies, st.john, ja, basketball and more stuff. damn it. someone, KEEP ME FIRM DURING JUNE. i'm really going to collapse. i really need someone. that will hold on to me when i drop. i'll just break down and cry like a baby if i get too @#!$%@% more interesting stuff, keep tune till june. someone, tell me i can do it. tell me i can overcome June with no worries. tell me to just go ahead and do what i should do. because by telling this to myself, DOESN'T SEEM TO EVER WORK AT ALL. bitch. haha!

bye guys. finally a decent long post after a while huh!? HAHA!

I MISS DUNEARN. I MISS 4TOPAZ. I MISS CELINE TAN. I MISS CHRISTINE WONG. I MISS ELAINE TAN. I MISS HULDAH CHIN. I MISS WINNIE ONG. I MISS WONG ZIJIAN. I MISS ROMAN 3. I MISS EVERYTHING THAT'S GONE ALREADY. I MISS MY FRIENDS FROM DUNEARN. I MISS SJAB. i miss everything. and i miss you.

nights darlings.

once you turn the wrong way, it's hard to turn back. and now, i'm loss for words.

i'm not who i am.

300th post!

IT'S THE 300TH POST! WEET! :D

Broken says:
=x hols mus make ton often,
coz really nt study haha need
ABL(X) says:
"look at me look at me... which inch do i look like a bad girl? drop the idea of me wanting to be one or not.. even if i want i doubt the gangster team will ever enroll me.. bet i will fail at the first round of interview like please.. hello"
Broken says:
HAHAHA CARTOON AH?
Peishi (David) says, did that just happened? says:
LOL!
Broken says:
but really wad lOl
Peishi (David) says, did that just happened? says:
SO FUNNY
ABL(X) says:
my parents used to think i am bad also and thats what my sister said to my parents
Peishi (David) says, did that just happened? says:
i'm going to post that on my blog!!
ABL(X) says:
and my parents totally change their thought about me

these people make my day in school! haha! :D but i'm so sad now. because i can't go with them to study and complete the assignment with them. it's suppose to be a group thing. BUT I CAN'T BE THERE TO HELP THEM i'm so sad :( SORRY GUYS.


CAN'T BELIEVE PRIMARY SCHOOL DOING THIS KIND OF SHIT. i don't know how to do. DO YOU KNOW?




elaine said:
HAHA
I WANT TO HOLD YOUR HAND
YOU STILL RMB!!
Peishi (David) says, did that just happened? said:
LOL :D
elaine says:
hahahah
HAHAHA
you just made my night happy wtf
Peishi (David) says, did that just happened? says:
really?

WHY?? ahha :D
i'm itching all over now. GOT MOSQUITOES! damn it.

BYE!

MAVIS; & all the happiness&sadness seem redundant now. says:
aiyyoo
k next time i tag more lor
i tag u qm jealous
see la
haha
and can u try ur best t come on 27th may
Peishi (David) says, don't blame if i'm different. says:
LOL
MAVIS; & all the happiness&sadness seem redundant now. says:
____ just made me so no mood t celebrate
Peishi (David) says, don't blame if i'm different. says:
okk
MAVIS; & all the happiness&sadness seem redundant now. says:
so u can make me happy

i make people happy man. but no one makes me happy. why?

when was the last time that my heart got broken?

i feel like shit now. it feels as if my heart is tearing apart. have no idea why.

anyway, happybirthdayFITZ.

just don't blame me if i'm different.

you just totally suck la ass. think what? champion uh? bitch. now it's all over. gone!
since it's going to be that that way. or maybe even going to end like that. then end like that. fuck.

THIS WEEK IS GOING HAYWIRED! IT SUCKS LIKE A TOTAL CHICKEN MCNUGGET PIE. don't know why does it suck so badly.

是不是因为我太爱你?

STAR AWARDS! woooo! HAHHA! i think that some of them are trying to act very feminine. CAN'T THEY JUST BE THEMSELVES? haha. act till like that. AIYO EH! want laugh then laugh lorrr. HAHAH. not criticizing. but i'm serious! haha. LETS GO! byebye. going to watch. ZOOM~

i just reached home. like 25 minutes ago i guess? (it's 1250am now) yeah i missed the last bus from the interchange. then I WALKED HOME. what the f. all the way from bukit batok interchange. it was not tiring but i was like perspiring. as though i just finished training. all wet. haha. not going to try it again. unless i'm full of energy. waiting for my hair to dry before i can sleep! hope i don't have to wake up so so early tomorrow. PLEASE! training is fun today. finally, some laughters in the training. against TJC on monday. hoping for the best man. :D we can do it! GO GO GO! why training at bradell heights? it's so far! haha! like from one corner of singapore to the other corner. i'm going to fall asleep soon. i'm feeling so hungry :( many interesting happened today. but i can't remember :( too tired i guess. it's really FUNNY! k whatever man..

I'M JUST SO TIRED.SO I'M GOING TO STOP POSTING NOW AND I'M GOING TO GO IN A DEEP DEEP SLEEP. please, don't wake me up :(

alright, so, see you guys soon. MI JIAYOU! byebye goodnight.

HAHA i just wrestled my youngest sister on her bed. WA SHE BECOME HEAVIER
hahaha! can't lift her up anymore. i'm so tired. GOODNIGHT.

what's the fucking meaning of trust?

don't even think trust exists in the world now. (k that's obviously false)

had a match today and skipped one period of econs and 2 periods of chinese. SHIT MAN. (DORCAS PLEASE TELL ME ABOUT ECONS OK! THANKS.) went for match. warm-up and practise the strategies shit thing. the place was at aljunied. (SO FAR!) then, played against Innova. they were having 0 points all the way till the 4th quarter! yeah really. then maryang say let them shoot but don't block them only box out and take the rebound. we did exactly that. (well not the box out thing) and they let in 9 points. (they didn't cherish their chances well, thus..) yeah and so. 34-9! (or was it 31?) whatever laa. then debrief. wa, maryang is like a total @$#@%!$#. although we won or whatever, she never ever said a word of praise. you know how ridiculous she sounded when she said this..

MARYANG: I ASKED YOU ALL TO LET THEM HAVE AT LEAST 10 POINTS. BUT NONE OF YOU LISTEN TO ME?!

I BET ALMOST THE WHOLE TEAM GAVE HER A BLANK LOOK. so ultra-mega stupid. and the point of her being angry is because we didn't watch the match HCI VS TJC. omg -.- whatever man seriously. nvm. get used to it .. talked with candy and alexandra nicole and watch matches and here i am, home.

i just sat there on the floor, looking into the computer. suddenly, she came in and asked why i so late and why never give her a message then what time does my school close everyday. i answered i had match and i DID send her a message and i said 7-8 plus. she said i twist her words and flung the string of beads (used for prayers) on me. the beads broke la duh. wa, my hand almost wanted to cry for help! then she took my hair and shook me around. (not violently la dumb) and damn it, she grabbed the part where i got knocked on monday by alexandra nicole. so double pain. F. then i started to tell her all kinds of facts but she just wouldn't listen. my hero, PX, came in to save me. thanks alot. and another one more hero, PR, came down as well. thank goodness for them, if not i think i'll be dead tired to argue back and to start doing stuff. seriously, NO COMMENTS MAN. lucky my tests results didn't disappoint her even further. i'm so sorry for all i have done and i'll try to do better next time.
MUM: so, are you a boy or girl?
ME: that's not the point.

so yup. i have a line on my hand now and i think i lost some hair! hhaha!

goodbye people

HELLO BITCH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU!

YOU'RE SO OLD NOW. AHHAHA! hehehe! can buy alcohol already right? :D DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME IF YOU BUY SOME NICE DRINKS. (eek, i won't like) HEHE! REMEMBER UHH. HAPPY BIRTHDAY D-J! wish you all the happiness and the joyfulness and ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR A'LEVELS.

peishi. please try to pass the ball well, aim the board properly, shoot accurately, bounce with style and do your very best tomorrow. don't keep sucking sucker! HAHA! ALL THE BEST TO PEEPS HAVING A DIV TOMORROW AND WHENEVER! haha :D

GOODBYE!

happy birthday grandma in advance. her birthday's tomorrow.

hello people.
training today after school. haha!
i got #4 :D yeah. the jersey was ordered earlier, so it's like a fixed size. got M. and it's so. YA! whatever. i'm so freaking fat. HAHAH! so. I'M SO TIRED NOW. going to sleep anytime starting from now. HAHAH! goodnight people :D

and even after she reads the posts.

elaine loves david (: says:
yeah
HAHAH
hahaha yay ty
HAHAHA
REALLY
I NOW READ
SO FUNNY LA
Peishi (David) says, Who's in my heart now? says:
haha
elaine loves david (: says:
HAHAH
I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING
k la
honestly
Peishi (David) says, Who's in my heart now? says:
LOL
elaine loves david (: says:
i need you in sch
LOL
I MEAN
HONESTLY
LOL
Peishi (David) says, Who's in my heart now? says:
k i'm still going to post more HHAHA
elaine loves david (: says:
cos when i freak out you need to be there to calm me down!!!!
HAHA BASKET
anything la i know you read already you fly HAHA HI PEISHI'S READERS ^^
AND TO PEISHI LOVERS HAHAHAHHH SORRYYYYY BUT I NEED HER IN SCHOOL HAHAHAH
Peishi (David) says, Who's in my heart now? says:
-.-
elaine loves david (: says:
^^

DUMB

elaine loves david (: says:
TODAY!!!!!!!!
12 AM NOW I HAVE SCHOOL TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG I 6 MONTHS NEVER SAY ALREADY
Peishi (David) says, Who's in my heart now? says:
LOL
excited?
elaine loves david (: says:
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
PEISHI!!! I NEED YOU IN SCHOOL..
Peishi (David) says, Who's in my heart now? says:
LOL1
why?

HAHA! elaine is sounding dumber each day. HAHA.
ps: the david she loves is not me. i can keep dreaming man :D HAHA


elaine loves david (: says:
CMON
+1
FROM TOMORROW MUST +1
ELAINE
MUST THINK
Peishi (David) says, Who's in my heart now? says:
LOL
elaine loves david (: says:
WHAT IS ELAINE DOING NOW
ELAINE CONFIRM SUFFERING IN SCHOOL
Peishi (David) says, Who's in my heart now? says:
for what?!
HAHAHA
elaine loves david (: says:
ELAINE CONFIRM FEELING LIKE SHIT
ELAINE CONFIRM DAMN SIAN
ELAINE CONFIRM NEED
ME
I SHALL MSG ELAINE
MUST LIKE THAT THINK OK
Peishi (David) says, Who's in my heart now? says:
HAHAHA

LOOK AT HOW'S SHE BEHAVING. it's just so hilarious!


elaine loves david (: says:
i need u in sch
sigh
k
i rlly nd u in sch
-.-

i think she's desperate for me. TOO BAD! hahaha

LOL

afterall, no one can really help me and tell me what to do.

HAHA! hi people. i can't believe i poke my eyes yesterday. sounds wrong right? but it simply means that i actually dare to take my sister's contact lens and put it in my eyes! for one whole night. but i took like a zillion years just to put it in and just about the same time to take it out. OMG! it was really so -.- STUPID MAN. ok it sounds dumb, but really lor.

went to celebrate grandma's birthday at jurong science centre's sakura. WAA! so many things to eat. quite fun actually. and i realised that of all the pictures i take, all of them have the white line at my eye there. the spectacles line la! you know that one? ya! hahaha! played that table soccer thing. IT'S SO FUN! especially when everyone's screaming because of one small ball. HEHE! headed over to my place to cut the cake and mahjong. knocked out in my crib as soon as i laid on it. HAH!

oh right. in the morning, speech day in Dunearn. nice marching my dear juniors :D haha! after that, had JA meeting. HAHA! quite enjoyable but was irritated as well. by _. bastard. chill! then went to cck for a while to find Elaine. and that lady sent me home (no actually only to the garden) :D ahhaha! (TOLD YOU I WAS GOING TO PUT IT UP) eh dumb. actually, the real reason is because she had too much time to spare. HAHA! caught up more during the trip back to my home and when eating mushrooms :l

alright, wrapping up, training tomorrow. OMG! and pe! WA DIE! haha. have a jolly nice day everyone :D HAVE FUN TRYING TO SPOT THE WHITE LINE ON MY FACE IN THE PICTURES BELOW :D more at facebook :D hehehe! see you ALL soon!

hello peepsters.

i had a match today. and i'm so tired now. there's a parade tomorrow at Dunearn. and a junior alumni meeting as well. OH MY GOSH. so looking forward. fall in at 7am! in full uniform. SAD! anw, i got myself huge blisters under my feet again. the match made it even worse, i tore the whole blister skin and now there's only like 1cm holding on to the whole piece of skin. SIGH!

i dare not say my life is stressful now after i heard what situation some other people are going through. i shall just keep quiet and "enjoy" my life. oh well. still feel like dying everyday. IT'S SO TIRING. yeah.

all the best to the GOH contigent tomorrow. know you guys can do it. good luck kids! see you all tomorrow.

k so i'm going off now. goodbye.

hello people.

my hair is growing like a green bean growing on a wet cotton wool. don't know what i mean? k then follow these instructions.
1) Go ask your mummy for a green bean seed.
2) Walk around the house to find a cotton wool. HAHA (perhaps your mother's cosmetic box or in the toilet)
3) Wet the cotton wool.
4) Find a plastic container (those used for putting porridge)
5) Put the damp cotton wool at the base of the container.
6) Place the seed carefully on top of the cotton wool.
7) Move the plastic container to a place with ample sunlight (not direct).
8) Gently damp the cotton wool once in 2 days.
9) Wait for the results.

HAHA! that's it. trust me. in 3 days, there'll be a shoot growing out of the bean. IT'S REALLY VERY FAST. look at my hair now. previously, it was above my ear. now it's like coming down to cover my ear already. like some growing hair machine. HAHA! stupid. going to slice off my hair soon. HAHAHA!

morning. was like dying on my bed. didn't plan to get up at first. but something gave me the motivation. oh well! headed to school then after which proceeded to feel like collapsing wherever i went. HAHA! sound like drunkard manxzxz. then lessons, lessons and more lessons. HAHA! then just keep lessoning. well, it's school, what can i say? heh.

back home. posting. and i just thought of something else to type. but i just forgot in split seconds. oh i remember now. HAHA!

when i reach home at 8+ just now. i went into the kitchen. there was this dough thing in a mixing bowl. my third sister was inside.
me: what are you doing? (poking the dough)
peixuan: don't touch! making pizza!
me: for me is it? haha.
peixuan: ya! wait a while. haven't make finish.
me: OMG really?! THANK YOU :D
peixuan: YA LA. go and bathe.
me: bye.

SO SWEET RIGHT? MAKE PIZZA FOR ME LEH. after that, i started using the computer. the pizza's done. looked a bit weird. but whatever. the first bite was still ok. but then it started tasting weird. there was the taste of the flour. probably because there's no yeast. and no cheese to cover up the flavour of the flour. BUT STILL, appreciated the effort. thanks. HAHA!

don't know what more to type man. HAH! so see you all! someday..

是我想太多. really.

k anw, i'm going to sleep now. waking up at 3am to continue doing shit. so see you later.

hello. i'm dead tired. i forgot what i wanted to type already. initially there was one whole chunk that i wanted to type. but now it's all gone. blanks in my head! so yeah. whatever man.

here to wish my dearest dearest juniors ALL THE BEST FOR THEIR FIRST AID COMPETITION tomorrow. all of you can do it ok :D believe in yourselves! GO GO GO! haha :D hope i'm not too late.

i had a BAD BAD BAD BAD dream. and the devil in my dream was, maryang, my basketball teacher/coach. i'm serious. what the. it was scary. and it seemed VERY REAL.

there was this time when i wrote a confession letter big enough for everyone to see. then i don't know how come, the letter ended up on a wall. facing the entire school, so everyone could see it. i was very shocked. but i couldn't leave at that moment to take it down because i was busy with training. i saw some people smirking at it after they saw the note. after training i ran, to take it down from the wall. then i started packing my bag, with the note on my hand (the paper was quite big). the conversation was something like that.

mary: so what is up with the note?
me: nothing much, didn't know how it got there.
mary: you know, now 7plus, i think the year 2s are still having classes.
me: nevermind already.
mary: are you sure? this might be your ony chance to explain yourself.
me: it's okay.
mary: ok then, can you give me the note on your hand? i want to have a look at it.

and thinking nothing was going to happen, i just gave it to her.

mary: alright, so i'll help you pass it to her then.
me: what in the world did you just say?
mary: since you're not going to do anything about it, i might as well let the entire student body know about it and help you tell your year 2 person everything.
me: what the f. give the note back now.
mary: happy packing your bag. goodbye.
then after which she walked away

i can clearly remember what i did in my dreams. i threw my bag down on the floor HARD! and i kicked the chair that was near to me. my seniors and mates looked at me in disbelief. inside, i was telling myself, i have to get that note back. after venting much anger, i stormed off to the staff room. i banged open the door and walked straight up to her and demanded for the letter. maryang picked it up with her 2 fingers and said..

mary: CHOICES HAVE CONSEQUENCES
me: whatever the consequences are, i don't care anymore.

and then, i walked away mary was saying something at the background like
mary: THE WHOLE SCHOOL IS GOING TO KNOW. beware.

went to the f classrooms there (those special classrooms) and saw the person (name on the note) in class. damn maryang wasn't lying. stood there like a geek and soon, night came. PIANG! i woke up. and i was woken up by a window which had fell out of place in my house. IT DROPPED OUT OF THE LEDGE AND WAS ABOUT TO DROP DOWN FRO THE SECOND LEVEL. hahaha! yeah then i woke up. IS THAT A NIGHTMARE OR WHAT? it is SO SCARY TILL I COULD REMEMBER EVERY SINGLE PART OF IT. SHIT MAN. haha! bet some people are guessing the year 2 person. HAHAH! -.-

it's been VERY long since i last talked to...
celine, christine, huldah, winnie, zijian, 4topaz girls, peeps from dunearn :( i miss singing the dunearn's school song and having exciting assembly periods sometimes. i still miss the food from dunearn. i miss the laksa, the nasi lemak, the chicken rice, hor fun. everything. AND ESPEICIALLY THE MILO. i miss the after school hours in dunearn. i forgot what i always do after school. SOMEONE PLEASE REMIND ME :(

it's very weird not being able to go to school. and i miss drinking lemon tea from the cafe in the school. i miss seeing wency's unbelievable reaction when i told her my secret! (HAHAHA!) i miss talking to the roman3 people. i miss attending lessons. i miss MOB lessons when the wency and yenping and ys and some other people quarrel with miss toh! HAHA! i miss having basketball training although it sucks sometimes. i miss having to do PE although it's like hell everytime. i miss talking to everyone really. i miss the times when we will wait for each other and we'll all walk to the interchange together. i miss the time! WHEN ONLY sylvia, wency fadzly and i were together at macdonalds talking about things from 7+ till 10 and didn't want to go home. we even suggested to meet at 5am the next day. ANY OF YOU REMEMBER THAT? haha.

i regret some of my actions! really, i do. but what's done is done, nothing can replace what i did right? so just let time do the job. i am so tired now. and i have so many emotions in me now and i need basketball to help me regain myself. i still need that someone/thing to listen to me. i need to be myself again. i really don't know what i am now. am i a monster or am i human? i really don't know.

SHIT I'M SOUNDING SO GROSS. ok hahaha! i should stop that right? ok see you guys soon! and i meant what i said just now okk

proudly presenting to you, MY NEW HAIRCUT! haha! :D

got it cut because of sunday's FAC (first-aid competition) HAIS! my WONDERFUL-EX hair is gone. but here comes the new one! IT'S SO NICE LEH :D HAHA!

it's my dream hair style since my secondary school days, but i was TOO AFRAID of telling my parents that i wanted it this way. HAHA! but BEHOLD! i got it! hahaha :D WOO! so happy. when people saw this new style. they went

OMG! SO SHORT! WTH!??! SO SHORT!

but others namely isabelle and qianmei went

WA COOL! NICE! hahaha :D

elaine went

YOU LIKE CAN ALREADY LA! BUT SO SHORT! hahaha..

qianmei and mavis say i look like boy! omg..

YA WTH. hahaha! whatever la. at least i don't have hair poking into my ears now. HAHHa! so exciting! yeahhh..

do you know how outcasted i feel in school now? very. haha! everything's like taken away from me now. OH WELL! outcasted then outcasted lor. also not the first time! HAHAH :D

BYE PEEPS :D

tagged by peepos.
1.Beside your lips, where's the favourite spot to get kissed?
i never get kissed before leh. how?
2.How do you feel when you woke this morning?
i was thinking. AM I LATE?
3.Who's the last human i took photo with?
I FORGOT.
4.Would you considered yourself to be spoilt?
no la. MAD. hahaha
5.Would you ever donate blood?
i would. but i'm very scared!
6.Have you had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
YEAH! he's my brother :D
7.Do you want someone dead?
NO LA siao.
8.What does your last text msg say?
the person saying she want to bathe? haha..
9.What are you thinking right now ?
don't tell you leh :)
10.Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
I guess?

10 'victims' to do this quiz.
1) Qianmei
2) Fadzly
3) Elaine
4) Nay
5) Millicent
6) Fitz
7) Vicki
8) Isabelle
9) Celine
10) Winnie

Who is '2' (Fadzly) having a relationship with?
I don't know leh :D

Is '3'(Elaine) a male or female?
Female

If '7' (Vicki) & '10'(Winnie) gets together, is it good?
NOT POSSIBLE DUMMY! haha

What is '1'(Qianmei) studying?
She's studying at PJC. er. chem bio math? i don't know?

When was the last time you chat with them?
WHO?

Is '4'(Nay) single?
YUP. hehe :D

21.Say something about '2'(Fadzly)?
YUP. he is a boy. likes BBF

22.What do you think about '3'(Elaine) & '6'(Fitz) together?
WA! madness. don't think so -.-

23.Describe '9'(Celine)?
She's a girl with 2 eyes, 2 ears, 1 mouth and 1 nose. haha!

24.What will you do if '6'(Fitz) & '7'(Vicki) fight?
ER. they're good friends. if they fight, just watch. HAHA!

25.Do you like '8'(Isabelle)?
OF COURSE LA! she's my buddy ok :D

TAG LONG LONG LONG TIME AGO. just took time to do it today. haha!

I FINALLY SAW QIANMEI TODAY! her school came over to mine for friendly. HAH! SO FUN! wa lao. when i went out for the fourth quarter. then in the court got one person from PJC.
person: ARE YOU PEIRONG'S SISTER?
me (running): HUH?
person: ARE YOU PEIRONG'S SISTER?
me (confused): OH YEAH!
then i ran away. thinking. omg. who's that? HOW COME SHE KNOW ME? haha!
oh well, got elbowed everywhere! stupid. and scolded for not jumping. OH WELL! haha :D then after that played more ball with mates.

NOW I'M HOME! and i'm falling asleep. GOODNIGHT

A SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT.

yes accomplishment. i feel accomplished today. although i returned home late today. i tried to do extra questions for math. and found out, IT'S NOT THAT HARD AFTERALL. i feel satisfaction. i don't know why. i guess i'm really a changed person. OH NO! HAHA :D yeah.

so guys, just do what you all think is right. do what is best for you. and you'll succeed. it's a short post. because i'm about to fall asleep. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE..

oh ya. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAY CHI THANT ZIN! hope you enjoyed yourself today :D HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY!

For real. I'm looking for something that i can confide everything to. I think there's NONE! oh crap.

i really don't want want want to do badly and retain or whatever. I'M SERIOUS. i think i'm partly safe because i know most of my facts well. But i feel unsafe because i don't know if those are the facts that i'm suppose to follow. And i'm glad that i will want to study even more as compared to the long long time ago me. I may have gotten into certain trouble which were ya. I feel so troubled right now. troubled by what you said. you are somewhat the reason that got me driven to strive hard for my studies. you really did help me alot, sort of changed me to be a person who can be both insane and attentive at the same time. Do you even know that? Bet you don't. You changed me into a better person. A person who will do at least the basic homework, which i don't normally do. Please. I don't know what has gotten into you. But i'm begging of you to turn back into the person that you ought to be. A jovial one. It is very heart-wrenching to see you in this state. It's just not you. I know i can't be asking of you to be in that manner! Just convert back to the normal you alright? Things are quite different between you and i now. It might return to the same way, it might not. But who cares. As long as you return to your original self.

I don't understand why do you keep blaming yourself for things you didn't do! Or perhaps, even things that doesn't even concern much about you. You just take those things as if they're light objects but they're not and just place them on yourself. Won't you feel more tired and heavy? placing unncessary objects on yourself. stop increasing the burden that you already have. Maybe you are stressed up by things which are personal to you. Yeah. you already have your own problems. So, stop adding on to your problems. What i think is, those are people's lives. They live it the way they want it to be. Be it screwing it up, doing their best in their life, or even just leaving their lives alone.

I know and sense your concern for all of us. But please PLEASE! take care of yourself first before concerning about others. You are the main priority of your own life, not others! So take good care of yourself. You may think that what you say is not and never going to affect anybody. But, you are so wrong. It affected many people emotionally and mentally. You leave us pondering on why you said that. it was out of nowhere. you left us speechless. just want to tell you that. You have all the support and love from us. If there's anything we can do to help you, just come straight to us. We will be your faithful listening ears. If the others don't want to be that, you have me. Yes, this is it. Just come. I'll be standing to listen to your sorrows quietly. No regrets.

There will always be this pillar of strength for you to lean on. Just say when you're going to fall. Just say when.
It's true, i promise.

Peishi.

LOL!

i am wondering how come i could survive the day today with the lack of sleep.
i am wondering how come i could run so long and do all those exercises during PE.
i am wondering how come i cannot pass a ball properly now.
i am wondering how come she typed that in the blog, and i'm seriously very bothered by what she said. wonder why.
i am wondering how come i can become such a fucked up person.

I'M SURPRISED I DIDN'T FALL ASLEEP IN CLASS TODAY. not a single nodding away or whatever. i did feel like fainting during basketball and PE. but what the heck. HAHA! i think i'm becoming stronger. HEHE! and i'm going to wear contacts soon! after my sister assures me that it's fine and nothing will go wrong. HAHA! if not. NO WAY! my eyes are going to be shut any moment now. but have to perservere till 12midnight. HAH!
i can't find my freaking file and my english journal. and yes, i'm out of my mind now. i can't think right.

i'm becoming such a failure. sorry peeps. it's just sudden. don't have to bother much ok. so see you all soon!

WHICH GIRL?

hi people. haha!

i'm looking forward to monday to see what's new for that day.

i'm looking forward to TUESDAY BECAUSE IT'S NAY'S BIRTHDAY! and. ya more things are going to happen.

I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO WEDNESDAY BECAUSE PJC'S BASKETBALL TEAM IS COMING DOWN TO OUR SCHOOL FOR A FRIENDLY. AND I WILL GET TO SEE QIANMEI! AND LINGRONG. and we can exchange many many many many things (HOR QIANMEI?) heheh :D

finished homework already. what a good kid -.- AS IF! i don't know how to do some la. isabelle, MI IS NOT SLACKY! it's quite tiring sometimes. but you know why i so slack and everything? BECAUSE I CAN! HAHA AS I HAVE FINISHED EVERYTHING THAT IS MEANT TO BE DONE FOR THAT DAY.

oh yesterday, saturday. went back to Dunearn for some JA thing. reached a little earlier than some peeps. SO I WENT TO PLAY BASKETBALL. when i first went in. i didn't know it was a size 7 ball. it was heavy! not used to a size 7 ball anymore. but soon got used to it anyway. played with BELLE AND JUNHAO. after some free and random shoots. we proceeded to play ABC. WA I FINISHED FIRST LEH. damn cool! EEBAAA! like chop chop chop all the way! no la. not consecutive. haha! BUT I FINISHED FIRST! HAHA NOT DEMORALISING ISABELLE UHH. but it was like :O :O :O yeahh! FUN!

monday training again. PLEASE DON'T RAIN! I DON'T WANT TO GO GYM AND CLIMB HILLS AGAIN.. PLEASE RAIN! i don't want to do strategies. VERY COMPLICATING. so contradicting. stupid.

imissrecevingmessagesfromyou.

GOODBYE PEEPS!

ps: the previous post right. that sentence wasn't said by me! it was by someone who was talking to me the other time. HAH!

somebody said..
if she was not a curve ruler, she'll be my best friend.

HAHA! anyone get that? tired.

WA. my mummy VERY UNEXPECTING LEH!

mummy: so how's your training for your basketball?
me: ok lor. i climbed a hill today.
mummy: HAHA! is it? eh there is a mdm wu who called me today.
me: WHO'S MDM WU?
mummy: your teacher from MI? she tell me alot of things about you.
me: WHO IN THE WORLD IS MDM WU? i don't know a person called mdm wu! hahaha.
mummy: she told me that you haven't been to school for 3 days already. your principal, your teacher, and your friends never see you. so where did you go?
me: HUH? what the.
mummy: so where did you go during the 3 days?
me: i was in school doing my work!?
mummy: don't bluff la. then why will mdm wu call me?
me: HUH! but i was in school leh :(
mummy: HAHA. ya. i just joke with you only la. HAPPY APRIL FOOL!
me: WA LAO!!
mummy: so did you go to school for the 3 days?
me: I DID LA..
mummy: ok rest early. goodnight.

FUNNY RIGHT? what the.... IT WAS SO DARN STUPID LOR. i was like thinking: mum.. are you talking to the right person? i thought mdm wu was like the teacher from my primary school? maybe you wanted to tell this to peiyi? AHHA! ok quite stupid. but i can't believe my mum actually said that to mee! HAHAHAH! come to think of it. IT'S SO DUMB! hahaha.

k i'm so beat right now. going to sleep.

HAPPY BELATED (by a few minutes) APRIL FOOL!! :D
see you all tomorrow.

HELLO. can you all guess why are there so many HEBE pictures here! HAHAH!

IT'S HER BIRTHDAY TODAY! wooo! YES THE 30TH OF MARCH. ahaha. so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HEBE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

may you be happy always :D BYEBYE!
wish you all the best :D

she's 26 this year btw (:

THE SKY IS SO NICE LORR. and it's like i own the whole universe man! :D credits to syazwani :D

basketball is just about having fun, so LETS JUST HAVE FUN OK :D haha..
YUP! exactly.



had interview for officer training course today. very nervous. obviously. and it was quite ok! and then went back home and reached about 3+pm. AND I WENT TO NAP IMMEDIATELY. so woke up at 9+pm so it's as good as saying, i did nothing today except to sleep. oh mann!

i got to cut my hair again. although the back is already short. because it's not up to the officer course standard. so yup. OH MANNNN! what theee. so see how i'm going to cut then.

alright. so GOODBYE PEEPOS :D

although it's different now.

HELLO! hahaha i bet there's like a huge mistake to everyone reading my blog. I NEVER SHIFT HOUSE LA. it's just another house my parents bought. HAHAH!

ok i'm currently studying for my economics test. it's quite hard. BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST. or rather i'll do my best! and there's a match against NJC tomorrow. damn it. still darn confused with the strategies. omg. I'M LIKE DEAD TIRED BY PE AND TRAINING. AND STUDIES AND EVERYTHING LAAAAA.ahhahaha! ok sorry, too stressed. hhahaha. I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD EVEN GO FOR OTC (OFFICER TRAINING COURSE) because it clashes with MY PROMOS! i'm so scared really. the principal in my school said, if you maintain at the top 15% in the cohort then you're safe from A'Levels. BUT THE PROBLEM IS I'M SO SCARED!

k la study now. BYEBYEBYE! :D

i don't know why. when there's something wrong with you. something's piercing through my heart. HOW? what the. shit

DON'T YOU THINK THE PICTURES ARE LIKE DAMN NICE? AHHAH! i think so man! AND JEALOUS RIGHT PEOPLE I CARRY ISABELLE! HAHAHA! who want also can one mann! JUST HOP ON! because my first was given away already. LONG LONG AGO. so now can do how many times also can. WA. THE PICTURES REALLY VERY NICE. credits to HARRISON!

I THINK IT'S ONLY RIGHT TO REPLY TAGS RIGHT? hahaha

ok from the earliest.
LILIN:
WHATEVER LOR. want to take money only. SO BAD!
YUHONG:
THANKS ALOT FOR YOUR HELP :D
ELAINE:
WHATEVER LOR! like yours rock! hahaha.
SABRINA:
EH YOU TRY LEH. DO THE PSYCHIC THING AGAIN! :D hahha. EH I VERY LONG NEVER SEE YOU ALREADY! WOOO!
QIANMEI:
WHATEVER LORRR
ANDREW:
HELLO ANDREWW!
ELAINE:
IN THE WOK! HAHHA.
YH:
hahaha! that was damn funny! :D
PEIRONG:
SHUT UP LA ASS! HAHAHAH.
LILIN:
I THINK I DON'T HAVE ALREADY LEH! I SEND YOU THEN I DELETE ALREADY! WHAT THE. YOU SAY YOU WANT UPLOAD! ASS.
DORIS:
NO LA! I STILL STAYING LAA. I MOVE HOUSE CONFIRM WILL TELL YOU LORRRR!

HELLO PEOPLE! hahaha :D wa mavis YOU WIN LIAO SERIOUSLY. your blog ROCKS BADLY! thanks for helping man :l she's really hot wad. WA LAO. you all expectations too high! and YOUR NUMBER 4:PEISHI WHAT NAY HERE NAY THERE. WANT DIE UH?! ass. nvm forget it. ALL FORGIVEN. one more chance uh. I'LL PROVE TO ALL OF YOU. lol.

I WANT TO BRING YOU AND ONLY YOU TO A PLACE WHICH ONLY BELONG TO THE BOTH OF US and i think i found a suitable place already! (sometimes, i wonder who's the you)

f! i realise, I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT don't know why. forget it man. let time do the job.

GOODBYE PEOPLE.

went to my new home today. it's so freaking cool man! haha! just imagine my house ok.

the lift opens. you go in the lift and tap the "key" a card. the lift brings you all the way up and the door opens. HOME SWEET HOME! tadahhh! COOLNESS MAN. then 4 rooms. 1 living room. 1 kitchen. 5 toilets. HAHA! it's a condominium with only like 2 blocks. haha located at river valley road. HAHA! it's very close to orchard leh :D WA! hahah! just way cool. spent a few hours there doing work. then went down to swim. (LIKE FINALLY, since the time we went to the hotel elaine had, REMEMBER ELAINE?? :D) then A STEAM BATH. WA DAMN COOL SIA. like all the steam in one room. TRYING HARD TO BREATHE THOUGH. then up to the house again. OH RIGHT I FORGOT ABOUT ONE MORE THING. the intercom thing. like you press the number then there will be this phone. HAHA I COULD LIKE SEE THE PERSON WHO'S CALLING! COS THERE'S A CAMERA. DAMN FUNNY MANN. ahhaha. ya -.- SORRY LA FIRST TIME HAVE HOUSE LIKE THAT. haha. so had fun in the house. then went for dinner. then home! HERE I AM NOW.

been a long long long time since i blogged right? haha! so team selection for basketball probably next week? like wednesday or something. hmm there're loads of seniors. so it might be their last chance playing for the team because of the age limit. and the year 1s, there're many good players. SO YA whatever. haha! just hope for the best :) homework piling up day by day. and it's getting harder and harder. MI is really not like dunearn when you can actually UNDERSTAND what most of the teachers are saying. in MI, maybe you won't understand. HAH! i just messaged sir for help with POA ( YES FOOLILIN ARE YOU JEALOUS?) haha! math i think i can just screw it although it's just H1! economics and management of business as well. lol. can just kill myself and die. MY HAIR DAMN THICK LIKE BUSH MAN. going to cut botak! HAHA. ok

GOODBYE!

WA FINALLY. back from CAMP and everything! LIKE FINALLY. omg. one word, TIRED.

saturday and sunday. RECRUITMENT CAMP. nothing interesting really happened. but ya just. TIRED.

monday. BASKETBALL TRAINING. torture. REALLY. like can faint anytime. haha.

tuesday. HOME! studied, played, eat sleep. HAHA

wednesday to thursday to friday. ANNUAL SJAB CAMP! it was quite different than usual. the cadets, some became bad to worse. some, were showing TREMENDOUS improvement. GOOD JOB! some of the sec 1s were hilarious. kind of made a big joke out of it. nice start, nice end. BUT I DREADED THE PROCESS. oh well...

NOW I'M HOME AND MY EYES ARE ALMOST GOING TO BE SHUT CLOSE! OMG. really.. the feeling of tired is HORRIBLE! so i'm going to rest now. SORRY FOR ALL THE SHORT POSTS. BECAUSE I CAN'T TYPE ANYTHING IF MY EYES ARE SHUTTING.

I MISS YOU LEH :(

byebye

THUNDERSTORM

LOL. i just came back from the recruitment camp. i'm tired! and i'm going to go to bed now. if i come online later i'll blog. BYE!

VIRGIN MATCH

what the. played a friendly match against ahmad ibrahim today. i played first quarter. the coach kept saying terms which i don't understand and i think i screwed up. OH WELL. my very first match. haha. it was scary man. can feel the pressure! and i think the Number 6 hate me alot. i was like blocking her all the way. haha! then she got pissed and punched me and then we got into a terrible fight. and both were sent off. HAHHAHA omg any of you believe that? BECAUSE IT'S TOTALLY FAKE. she only elbowed me without the referee noticing. WHATEVER. haha and in the end, we lost. DUH? haha. but overall, NICE GAME MAN! waa. and i was sick :(

I THINK A SORE THROAT IS COMING.FOLLOWED BY A FEVER AND COUGH. SHIT. yeah. what the...

MY POSTS ARE ALL SO SHORT ALREADY RIGHT? and don't even have S.H.E pictures anymore. OH WELL. i'm too tired. and i'm starting to feel the pressure already. alright. so see you all very soon. GOODBYE!

HI GUYS i know i suck for not posting. ya.

BUT TODAY HAS BEEN A REALLY BAD DAY FOR ME. so i shan't post anymore. elaborate next time ok. BYEBYE.

i'm damn sad and angry and sick.

shucks. what's happening to you is affecting me deeply. OMGGG. HOW?! DIE SIA! omg omg omg. anyone can understand what i'm trying to say? DIE DIE DIE! damn it.

shit. i haven't been posting for a long time. but oh whatever. MI has been REALLY fun! heard that i've got to meet the main alumni on monday. SHIT! and heard that i have to be an officer in SJAB before it'll be regarded as an external CCA. like what the hell please. basketball has been really fun. lessons have been quite a hassle. that's about it. i'm really tired now i don't know why. there's PE tomorrow and i'm so NOT looking forward to it. enjoy PE in secondary school now. HAHA. ok i'm going to sleep now. goodbye everyone. hope to see all of you soon!

Peishi

i think i'm in love. how?

WA LAO EHHHHHH! know what?!?! S.H.E WAS AT CAUSEWAY POINT YESTERDAY!! :(
WHAT IN THE WORLDDDDDDDDDD.. YES, i'm feeling very sadddddd. DAMN IT. nvm -.-

SCHOOL HAS BEEN REALLY FUN FOR ME! (duh!) the new friends i met. the new campus. the new cca. the new subjects. JUST EVERYTHING! woo! SO EXCITED TO START STUDYING AGAIN. can't believe i'm saying it. HAHA! seeing my juniors all beginning to start stressing over their O'Levels really make me want to recall the past years. HAHA! i think i've mentioned my WHOLE secondary school life to Elaine! REMEMBER? hahaha! it was really funny mannn! SHEESH.. maybe the whole PRE-U thing will work out afterall? it's not really that bad. OH WELL!

i just found out that i'm deproving in EVERYTHING! i forgot how to do Math, spell words, write Chinese characters, do accounts! HAHA! DIE UH! guess what? i opened my A MATH textbook and did 3 sums yesterday! i can't find my POA tys though. DID I GIVE IT AWAY? omggg. and my English is killing me already! DAMN IT.

it's been VERY long since i've last posted! RIGHT? hahaha.

OH my new class is called... 09B2! AWESOME! no la. not the class but the name. haven't got to know the people inside yet. so yeah. SO GLAD AND THANKFUL that there're my OG mates in that class! THANK GOODNESS!

basketball has been really fun! except for those strategies thing. can't seem to read the board! HAH! whateverrr.

alright, wish me luck. I MISS ALL OF YOU! AND I MEAN IT! dangggg.

GOODBYE! I LOVE S.H.E! :D

everything just happened so quickly. REST IN PEACE JORDAN. although i don't know you well. but i still remember you talking to me about the Uniform Group things as well as commanding for the major events in school. RIP.

bloody hell. you all don't remember what i told you all then say i make my own decisions. CHICKEN MCNUGGETS. TOLD YOU ALL BEFORE ALREADY LOR! stupid bloody chicken FUCKING HELL LA. anything go wrong then will bring back the past things to talk about. YOU THINK IT'S VERY FUN IS IT? don't push me off my limits. fuck-tards. i'm boiling with rage. don't bother

I GOT A FREAKING BLISTER ON MY FEET. AND IT'S UNDER MY FEET. DAMN IT. DO YOU ALL KNOW HOW BIG IT IS? AND HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO WALK? what the hell. I'M SUFFERING LIKE CRAZY! AND I'VE PRACTICALLY NO MOOD TO BLOG ANYMORE. blame it on the blister please. IT'S HUGE. like really huge! damn it

EH EH! I NOT ONLY HAVE A HUGE BLISTER! I GOT A HUGE BEAR TOO! WOO! AND IT'S REALLY HUGEEE! woo! I'M SO EXCITED mann! I GOT A HUGE BEAR! I GOT A HUGE BEAR! I GOT A HGUE BEAR! sorry. but i like huge and soft stuff. anyone shocked? haha! but i really like them! WOOO! and the bear is from MY SECRET ADMIRER, SHANE CHIOH KIM SHENG. haha he's my dad la! HAHAHA.

I'M DAMN HAPPY TODAY REALLY. but i have no mood to post. my feet hurts like crazy. THERE'S SJAB TMR. YES UH!

SEE YOU!

hello everybody. today i did a very embarrassing thing. which is to kneel in the canteen to give a flower. WHAT THE. and the canteen was filled with people. SO OMG. thanks alot to ROMAN 3 GIRLS. ahha. had econs lecture today. i almost fell asleep. i think it as because of the lack of sleep. econs is quite interesting. then had break when that embarrassing incident took place. then after that, was study skills. IT WAS VERY FUN BECAUSE ONLY ROMAN 3 WERE IN THE CLASS. so it was fun! then after school went to eat outside. and came back to school again for basketball! WEET~ took a bus all the way down to AJC for the friendly match. end up, it rained like mad and wasted time there. HAHA. went back to school to find Nay. then went to CCK for some dumb reasons. IT'S A SECRET AGAIN! ahaha. after that, went to become a love consultant for about 1 hour before wrapping up to head home! I'M SO TIRED RIGHT NOW. there's like history lecture tmr. AND IT'S LIKE TOTALLY USELESS. BECAUSE I DIDN'T TAKE HISTORY AND I'M NOT INTERESTED IN IT. hahhaa. i bet i'm going to sleep! HOORAY!

alright. BYE DEARS. i'm so tired!

i don't think i'll forget about today. because, it just, felt too weird.

QIANMEIIIII!!! they're really going to have a concert here!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTT!!! GOT ENOUGH MONEY OR NOT!?!?! HAHAHAHAA I'M SO EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!! but i'm not sure if i can go or not. wa lao eh!

WOOOOOOOOOO! ROMAN 3 HAS A BLOG! YAY! want to know? ASK ME YOURSELF!

ve been going for lectures for the past few days. IT'S QUITE FUN KNOWING THAT CERTAIN SUBJECTS ARE *PSST, IT'S A SECRET AHAHA. yup. I CAN'T WAIT TO START STUDYING REALLY! yes uh! but also, at the same time. i don't want to! oh well. GO WITH THE FLOW! oh my goodness. my school has a cafe and the ham & cheese is nice! N-I-C-E! oh yeah. and the campus is fine. and yup I'M JUST SO ENTHUSIASTIC ABOUT THIS SCHOOL! YEAH!! AND I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO SCHOOL TMR! however, I MISS DUNEARN TOO :( i miss standing on the stage during sec 1 orientation and play.and i miss having recess with my beloved people. and i miss having lessons with 4Topaz. BUT ALL THESE HAVE TO GO. hahaha! i'm at MI now. it's different! WOOOOOOOO~

oh yeah. when i went back to Dunearn just now. I WAS WEARING MY MI UNIFORM DUH. AND IT WAS SO WEIRD. EVERYONE WAS LOOKING AT YOU AS IF YOU WERE SOME FREAK. WHAT THE! oh wells.

i've got nothing to say anymore. GOODBYE MY DEARS

hey hey everyone!

no pictures today. using another computer you see! oh well.. make up for it soon! HAHA.

I'VE BEEN ENJOYING MYSELF IN MI. really. because it's orientation. the first few days were a bit you know, ~ ! HAH. obviously, because i knew somehow, nobody! yes, believe me, i was somehow another person for the first few days. I WAS NOT SOCIALBLE AT ALL. haha. but, after a few days, on Wednesday or something, i got my new name "DAVID". and then, everyone called me DAVID. so somehow, i'm basically known as DAVID in MI! and then, i got a valentine's day date because of that? it's my OGL, Nay. HAH! it's so, embarrassing! HAHA. so the days of ORIENTATION was INCREDIBLE! (i would retain to go through it again, BUT THERE'S NO POINT! it'll all be different people then) OH I FORGOT TO TELL YOU MY OG NAME! IT'S ROMAN 3! it's kind of like the best group i've ever been in! HAHA. ROMANS WOO! made new friends and had more fun!

the emphasis should be on today right? YUP, sadly, it's the last day of orientation. AWWWWWWW.. morning was talks talks and more talks. then it was lunch. went and rushed to get the preparations for the present LIKE CRAZY! then rushed back to school at 2PM for the CCA day. (OH YEAH! SORRY TO MY DEAREST ST JOHN PEOPLE! I DIDN'T WENT DOWN TODAY! I HAD SCHOOL! HEARD YOU ALL HAD LIKE QUITE A PROBLEM THERE EH? I'M SO SORRY MAN! SINCERE APOLOGIES! SEE YOU ALL SOON!) mm hmm. so after that, walked around the school to look at CCAs. quite amazing man. THERE'RE REALLY A LARGE VARIETY OF CCAS you can pick from. after the CCA day, it was dinner. apparantly, the food was spoilt. HAH. then our present for our OGLs were not done. SO SOME PEOPLE. INCLUDING ME, DUH? to do it. and we were like OMG! OMG! QUICK! QUICK! haha. yeah, you can imagine everything uhh. the main problem was that, we were outside a toilet! HAHA! after that, we gathered back to the hall for the FINALE!! we performed and performed. after that, because the food was spoilt (remember?) so they had something like MAKE-UP food. so dinner again and then (drum rolls.....) MYSTERY GAME! haha. it was about early evening like 7PM or later at that time. and it was quite dark. duh? so the game was like we're suppose to find the murderer and walk around the DARK school! OF COURSE, THERE WER MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF SCREECHING AND SCREAMING! haha. the seniors were suppose to act like ghosts. MM. IT WAS QUITE SCARY REALLY! haha. wa can scream your lungs out man! SCARY SCARY! and after the whole scary incident, THE WHOLE DAY ENDED WITH THE MI DANCE. yes, it was FUN! haha. because this time round, it was FREE-FOR-ALL! no need to boy-girl. HAHA! so yup! and then ROMAN 3 GATHERED FOR ONE LAST TIME, WITH THE OGLS AND WE PRESENTED OUR OGLS WITH THE PRESENTS! they were surprised! but at first, they knew that we were hiding something from them, BUT THEY DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS GOING TO BE SO BIG! HAAHA. oh yeah, we made a poster and bought some presents. OH ONE MOST IMPORTANT THING. remember my valentine's date, Nay? haha! i got her a valentine's day card. and trust me, i wasn't even thinking or even looking at it before buying. HAHA. so i gave it to Nay. OH MAN! i know GOT PEOPLE JEALOUS NOW OHHH! ahaha. the card wrote: "my heart belongs to you" AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW. oh well.. then HOME! woo! quite reluctant to wash away the paint on my heart. OH YEAH! I FORGOT TO MENTION ABOUT THAT. there's this art club. so we went to that booth. THEN Nay wrote "I LOVE NAY" & "I LOVE SAB" on my arm. OH YEAH, SAB IS MY ANOTHER OGL NOT ANY OTHER UH! LOL! it's nice hor! oh and Nay's arm also had "I LOVE DAVID" haha! yup. everyone was asking her who was DAVID LOR! ohmygod. then there was this conversation between Nay and Another person.

Person: WHO IS DAVID?
Nay: OH! MY VALENTINE'S DATE! THERE THERE THERE! (points at me -.-)
Person: WHERE?
Nay: THERE, THAT ONE BESIDE THE GIRL! (excited)
Person: HUH? DAVID IS A GIRL?! (in a very shocked manner) HAHA!
Nay: YEAH! hahahahaha.

ya, it was roughly like that. HAHAH! i took pictures of what she painted oh! HAHA. so who want to see!? HEHEH. now it's gone. DUH? because i bathed. yup the day ended like that! SO COOL RIGHT THE ORIENTATION?! if i have the mood, maybe i'll tell you about the previous days. HAHAH! i bet all of you are like going to read this post more than once. BECAUSE I MYSELF FIND THIS VERY INTERESTING EH! haha.

so, next week's the week for lectures (AWW MAN!) IT'S TIME TO START STUDYING! haaha. and tomorrow, i'm going to get my uniform from BIBI & BABA! yes i'm not kidding. HAHA! i'm already missing orientation! YES! I'M SO EXCITED TO WEAR THE MI'S UNIFORM! BECAUSE IT'S SO COOL! NO NEED TUCK IN! haha! just the button thing! YES UH! awesome!
I THINK! THE COMPUTER CANNOT RECEIVE ANYMORE CONNECTION TO THE INTERNET ANYMORE! OH NO!! oh well.. i'm at the third level. that's why..alright! i really have all the atmosphere to write out everything that happened during the orientation. BUT I'M GOING TO SHUT MY EYES VERY SOON! and i'm going to be knocked out soon! falling asleep really! did i mentioned that i put my name down at the basketball booth? oh no, i didn't. but now i did! WOO!

ok really, i'm going to sleep now!

I LOVE THE OGLS FROM ROMAN 3! I LOVE THE PEOPLE FROM ROMAN 3! I LOVE MY DATE :D haha! I STILL LOVE DUNEARN HOR! I LOVE SJAB! I LOVE MY FRIENDS! I LOVE EVERYBODY READING THIS! WOOOO! SHARE THE LOVE Y'ALL! hahahhahah.. WOOOO. OH YEAH!! AND I LOVE S.H.E!!! :D

ok goodnight my dears, darlings, babys, honeys, wifes, girlfriends. EVERYONE! bye! (THIS POST SEEM SO HIGH! AND ENERGETIC! TO ME OF COURSE. hahaha)

i miss you leh :(

WOOHOO! MI!

orientation has been kind of fun! haha. I'M DAVID NOW! so yup. HAHA! long story. and i don't want to type it out. BECAUSE I'M DEAD TIRED. MI ROCKS! WOO. yeah.. choosing the lectures to go tmr. AND LECTURES BEGIN ON MONDAY. OH NO!! oh well. ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE. AND THIS IS REALLY GOING TO BE A VERY SHORT POST BECAUSE APPARENTLY, I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO BLOG :D haha.

AND ELAINE+QIANMEI+ISABELLE! omg. by saying that, maybe everyone will start clicking July 2008 and wonder what ALL of you are talking about uh?! THINK VERY FUNNY UH?! hahaha. yup ok

BYE DEARS.

WA LAO I SAW THEIR PLAY ALBUM LEH. but it's so expensive. I'M GOING TO SAVE NOW! no, actually i'm going to buy it very soon. eh who want buy for me also can eh :D AT LOT 1 POPULAR. PREPARE ABOUT $21 OR $22 OK :D so who want buy for me uhh. HAHA! but must tell me first oh! because, later got 2 albums. I'VE GOT NO COMMENTS! yes going to buy yes yes yes!

oh. and i'm addicted to saying HEBE! LOL. in a way which is quite, hmm what's the adjective again? oh well. OMG. school was OK la. kind of boring because somehow. there's a way to know what they're going to do lor. haha! because it's the same for ALL orientations! yeah.. oh my.. so excited for school tomorrrow (yeah yeah..)

oh yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIOH PEI YI. THAT'S MY MINI-EST SISTER IF YOU ALL DON'T KNOW. OK HAPPY BIRTHDAY YO.. YOU'RE 10 NOW RIGHT? AIYO. SO MINI! hahahaha.

i'm not random today. or am i? HAHA

alright. bye my dears <3

guess these are enough to make up for the past few days of not posting or posting without pictures. :D FUN HOR? i still got more okk. LOL.

the only question in my head is, ARE YOU IN LOVE? lol. i know, quite random.

i know it's quite late to talk about the o'ls results. but i'm very happy not because i did well but because i'm improved tremendously. HAHA. want to know about my improvements? HAHA. my english! D7 to B3! poa! D7 to B3! chinese! C6 to B3! science! F9 to C6! combined humanities! F9 to C5! i don't know what more improvements i made. LOL. BUT SEE, IMPROVEMENTS!

i want to thank many people for these improvements really!

1) MY LOVE-S.H.E! without them during this period of time, displaying their humour in videos, i'll be like stressed like crazy. and of course, their songs. perfect harmony.

2) MY PARENTS! for paying for my school fees if not i'll not be able to attend school. for paying tuition fees. so i can improve more. for having strict rules with me. so i won't be led astray for all these years.

3) MY BIG SISTER! for giving me all the last minute teachings. without them, I THINK I'LL FAIL LIKE CRAZY. thanks sister!

4) MY DEAR FRIENDS. NAMELY CCEHWZ. DORIS. SABRINA. 4TOPAZ PEOPLE (FOOLILIN, JESLYNLIMRUIQI, SYAZWANI, ROWENA..ETC). THOSE PEOPLE WHO TAUGHT ME POA BEFORE (LIYUAN, ISABELLE, LINGRONG..ETC).

5) MY BEST FRIEND SINCE PRIMARY 3. THE WALL AT MY YARD. WITHOUT YOU, I WON'T BE ABLE TO DE-STRESS WITH THE BASKETBALL.

6) MY DEAR BASKETBALL. WITHOUT YOU, HOWTO DE-STRESS?

7) OF COURSE, MY TEACHERS. REGARLESS WHETHER YOU'RE MY SCHOOL TESACHER OR TUITION TEACHER. THANK YOU ALL! wo ai ni men!

8) MANY OTHER PEOPLE WHO HELPED ME IN A WAY OR ANOTHER. REALLY! IF I FORGOT TO MENTION YOU. I'M SORRY! MUST TELL ME OK!

i'm predicting that my first year of pre-u will be very busy and messy! i'll have to adapt to the new school environment. i'll have to go for officer course! i'll have to manage my time. i'll be joining a new cca! more projects i think? more homework? more things to learn? HAH. that's about it?

you know i have this dumb wish. i want to own this very pair sneakers for a very long time. like even if it tears, i'll use tape to paste it back together. i'm trying to meet this target. REALLY!

i want polo tees leh! another random comment.

i guess i love basketball leh :D i want to play it now! now now now! but too bad, CANNOT! when i mentioned to my parents that i want to join, they all had this weird look on their face. like as if, it's a bad thing. OH WELL. i made up my mind. HAHA. i want to own a jersey!

so, i went to work today. the lion dance troupe came. then woohoo. next was buffet. wa. yummy! then cleared the office and the entire florist! packed fertilisers. stacked fertilisers! print price tags. HAHA! then went home. ate. and using the computer now.

i believe when everyone is down, there is a need to have something, or someone to be there to cheer you up. like i have S.H.E. they really helped me pull through many difficult times. like the o'ls and many more. HAHA! i really love them! I THOUGHT I'M LIKE THEIR MOST LOYAL FAN! BUT LOOKING AT OTHERSI'M JUST A SMALL FRY! hahaha. lame! VERY NAIVE THINKING RIGHT? I KNOW. just a mad fan. but they really made a huge impact in my life. want to say a BIG THANK YOU! woohoooo.

DO YOU ALL THINK I'M MAD? AHAH. I THINK I AM MAD LEHH. OK I THINK I'M VERY RANDOM TONIGHT. HOW? TOO BAD. TODAY I FEEL LIKE BLOGGING BUT ALL CRAP CAME OUT.

there was this night, when i dreamt about this female artiste who belonged to a band. then after their autograph session, i went out with her. then she asked, why aren't you with your friends? guess what i replied? i guess, then why aren't you with your friends? HAHA. then we did many things that cannot be mentioned here! UHH. THOSE PEOPLE UHHH. want to know then ask me lor. the things are quite embarrassing. but this is the only dream without you inside. YOU KNOW? haha. the rest have, regardless of what kind of dream that is. SO SADDENING. ahhaha

i guess this really is like a very very random post leh! can post about anything under the world! from o'ls to feelings to S.H.E to dreams. i think it's time to stop this post before it gets to dinosaurs and monsters. DON'T YOU THINK? haha. ok so i'll blog when i feel like blogging then.

PEOPLE WHO COME. PLEASE DON'T JUST COME AND GO. PLEASE LEAVE A TAG :D you leave a tag. and i'll sing you a song ok :D I MEAN IF YOU ASK FOR IT DUH? hahaha

alright. GOODUHBYE! hope all of you find that something/someone to help you all cheer up. can try S.H.E also. because, sorry, to me. seeing them just puts a smile on my face. HAHAH! that's how powerful they are. SO PEOPLE, YOU ALL KNOW MY SECRET OF CHEERING UP ALREADY HOR? HAHA! must find. so that there'll be less people being emo and sad all the time. be HAPPY! you sad one day will pass, happy also one day will pass. WHY NOT BE HAPPY? agree? haha!

BYE MY DEARS!

i smell like shit.
i want to go home and bathe comfortably (so badly!).
i miss S.H.E :(
i feel like killing the ridiculous customer yesterday (tell you about it when i have the time).
i feel like shitting right now.
i feel like lying on the bed and stay there till i get sick of it.
i want chinese new year to end as quickly as possible.
i want you to be with me.
i want what i want!
bye.

HEY HO! what's up everyone? MISS ME POSTING RIGHT? ahahhaha.
what happened the past few days. HMM... oh right. isabelle and qianmei came to stay over. A VERY VERY LAST MINUTE DECISION. at 8pm i called qm. EH YOU WANT TO COME AND STAY OVER? ya, that's how last minute it was. then these 2 very nice people. who were suppose to come over and talk to me (ton in short) PANG SEH ME. for 2 hours. i was sitting there ALONE on the chair and those 2 people. slept like @!#$@! HAHA. ya.

so the next day. they went home. and i led a very happy life. and after that. it was another beautiful day again. OH RIGHT. I SUBMITTED MY JAE STUFF. haha. it was totally tikam kind of thing. because i wanted to put jc as a choice. i thought that would have helped. but in the end, i was not applicable for it. (THANKS UH!) so quickly anyhow type other courses. so yup. first 3 choices are MI. and the rest , poly courses. saddening! oh well.

the next day again, i went to work. SAD! haha. but before that, went to take the $150 from school! WOO! for that day, I PLANTED MANY STUFF. WITH MY OWN BARE HANDS! another talent! :D AND I SOLD A POT OF ORCHID, PLANTED BY YOURS TRULY FOR (how much was it?) OH RIGHT, $153! woohoooo.. HAH. sense of accomplishment. and as for today. i sold this money plant, which was needed to be re-potted BY ME AGAIN :D and it was sold for $75.50! WA SEH! what a pro. SO PEOPLE WHO WANT TO PLANT ANYTHING. JUST COME TO ME. BECAUSE I'VE GOT SKILLS :D yes! I'M SO HAPPY. haha.

AND NOW. I'M AT THE OFFICE. i can't believe i spent the night here. WONDERED WHAT TIME I WOKE UP? I WOKE UP AT ABOUT 1 PLUS! hahaha. shiok! my mum, sister tried to wake me up. BUT TOO BAD. I WAS DREAMING TOO SWEETLY. (and sadly, it was about you again) HAH. so here i am trying to squeeze in time for my loyal readers :D do i have? haha. so you all can see this post!! HAHHAAHA. alright. so i'm going to work now. SEE YOU ALL VERY VERY VERY SOON.

ISABELLE! ALL THE BEST YO :D
EVERYONE. ALL THE BEST!

S.H.E ROCKS! YAY!
bye my dears :l

OH YEAH I..

alright. i'm back home. fell sick in the office and was suppose to come back home. so here i am :D i think i have fever and cough and flu and i think i'm going to have a sore throat. HAHA. so pathetic :( SO UNCOMFORTABLE BEING SICK REALLY. i hate it yo! k enough.

i just, feel so weak. and i'm lost for words now. and i'm going to fall into a deep sleep.

QIANMEI! YOU MADE ME SICK! DID YOU PASS THE VIRUS THROUGH THE PHONE OR WHAT? HAHAHA!! omg. i'm so not used to being sick really!

OH IN THE MORNING. I SET MY ALARM AT 745AM. AND I DIDN'T EVEN HEAR IT. EVEN AFTER IT KEPT SNOOZING. SO I GUESS THE PHONE GAVE UP WAKING ME UP AND STOPPED RINGING. HAHA. so i woke up at 9am got ready for work. and off i go! alright here i am. and i'm going off now. see you all. i love S.H.E! :D

goodbye my love wo de ai ren

WO AI NI OH!

WA! my Chinese is the best man. TELL YOU ALL CANNOT LAUGH OK. wth -.-
at my dad's office working ma. then doing sales.

customer: you mei you zhe zhong hua.
peishi: oh, wo men mai wan le.
customer: then ni chi dao na li hai you mai?
peishi: oh ni zou xia qu wen. wo bu tai qing chu
customer: oh xie xie ni oh!
peishi: oh mei ke qi -.-

ok totally off right? bu ke qi become mei ke qi. BEST UH!
no s.h.e's picture now because this's my dad's company's computer. SO TOO BAD! will make up for it soon :D i know you are all dying to see their pictures right? HAHA i have too many :D

tell you more about interesting stuff that happen at work, later!

ALRIGHT BYE MY DEARS!

MY HEART IS BREAKING! omgg.. HOW? PAIN BODOH! MY HEART BROKE! i also don't know why?! i've got this very very uncomfortable feeling. but i don't know why i have it too! IT'S JUST SO WEIRD.

wo de ai!

THERE'S ONLY ONE THING I CAN SAY NOW. I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS LEH :( went to christine's house after taking the results just now. they were crazy! so talked about the jc stuff. ate thousands of food. and we started playing games. TWISTER WAS ONE OF THEM.and it was CRAZY AND TIRING~ haha. then after that, went to brian's house to talk about the jc and poly stuff. so MI is the one! NO MORE REGRETS! shall see me in all blue uniform :D and probably a basketball cca tee? HAHA. join basketball hor! hehe. k i don't feel like posting anymore. S.H.E rocks! byebye :D

WO AI NI OH! haha.

BYE MY DEARS :D

i'm really scared leh! scared until i rap out the superman lyrics! REALLY! like one shot! COOL HOR? and i'm becoming so lame! LAME UNTIL CANNOT LAME ALREADY MAN! i need someone to save me now! HELP!

hohoho~

WHAT THE HELL i'm so scared yo! really very very scared. my heart is beating 3 times faster than usual! HAHA! SO SCARYYYYYYYYY! keep breathing -.- i'm not really confident of the results though. prepared for the worst already :(

i feel like i suddenly miss everyone leh.

4Topaz people. i miss the times we play in the class together! and go toilet together! have pe together! AND THE CAPTAIN'S BALL -.- maybe even sleeping together as a class. i've got evidence. when we study together! FooLilin. remember the fish thing? NICE HOR? when i bought it yesterday, i remembered about us studying POA together! what the hell. SO MANY MEMORIES HOR? haha.

ccehwz. HAHA. i miss recess times when we go crazy about the lamest things ever -.- and the RARE times we get to go out together.

piqsq. although we just got closer together at the end of the year. HAHA! right? ^^ it's really fun to be with you all!

SJAB. still the same old nonsensical people. really bring loads and loads of joy into my life! HAH! be crazy as ever ok :)

doris kwoh. MISS GOING TO YOUR HOUSE AND WATCHING S.H.E LEH! and i miss lying on the sofa studying math and doing everything. maybe even harmonising to our theme song :D know that one? HAHA.

sabrina lim. ASS LA YOU. your favourite line right? i miss your scoldings eh! HAHA. surprised? :D

mavis. STOP BEING SO SAD AND EVERYTHING LAA -.- haha. ask you watch S.H.E already don't believe me. you go try watch their variety shows lor.confirm laugh till @%@#% oh right, thanks for the present. haha!

friends that i did not mentioned? MISS EVERYTHING LEH! miss the laughters we always share together.

WA LAO EH! like so emotional can. as if the world's coming to an end. HAHAHA. alright. I'M REALLY SCARED. that's all i can say now. i spent my night at the bottom floor of wo de jia and slept on the massage chair. AND YES IT WAS REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE. hahaha. i really can't think of anything to write already. BECAUSE I'M REALLY VERY SCARED! someone, calm my nerves down. I MIGHT JUST BREAK DOWN AND CRY TMR REALLY! hahahahahahah. oh my oh my oh my gosh.. haven't gotten my new year clothes yet. already thought of the outcome of having last minute buying already. HAHAH! nvm. only need some. cheap clothing like 3 for $10. HAHA. save money lehhh :D i'm broke now. because i keep using my savings for everything. now i owe many people money :D i'm so scared. i'm so scared. i'm so scared. OH I THOUGHT OF SOMETHING to say.

my adorable sister. CHIOH PEI XUAN. is damn comical and funny!! HAHAHA. yesterday late in the night we were going home. and then, there was somebody behind the bushes. THEN SHE JUMPED AND HID BEHIND ME. hahahaha! ok then she said "who's that?" in a damn funny way. I LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY LOR! and she always go "don't buy la, so expensive!" when it's NOT at all lor? $2 also expensive. HAHAH! cute sia!

oh and i just realised that i'm calling everyone my dear. HAHAHAH! just feel like it lo :D

alright. byebye :D all the best to those collecting results. good luck! i love you all :D

HAHAHA!

i need somewhere to refer to in case i lose the link again -.-


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