asshole. everything sucks. but i like the fact that people call me nice :D
my younger sister. that time we went to far east flora queensway, she wlaked next to me and grab my hand. haha. i asked her to let go. guess wad she said? she said:"i like you more then i like da jie." haha. SO TOUCHED!
cheryl. on msn. i think she said she dont like me to train her. cos i'm not strict. LIKE OMG WHEN I HEARD IT. me, NOT STRICT. fine, don't train lor. like it's easy to. haha. NEXT TIME, I'LL SHOW YOU ALL MY TRUE COLOURS.

bye.

AUDREY IS A SUPER DUPER GIRL! HAHA. SHE ASKED ME TO POST IT.

i don't really care what people think about me now. want to say THEN SAY LOR.
anyway, thanks to those who care about me today :D I SHOULDN'T HAVE RAN THE 4X400M :( there's rehearsal tr, i dun think sjab's gonna make it. while, because. nvm. we'll see tmr. I HATE BEING SICK
byebye ("

i hate myself
i cannot overcome some things which are realy important.
HELP!
why are you not here when i really need you? NOT REFERRING TO ANYONE. just random :D grab from other people lines?

SUPER SORRY TO COLEEN, ALICIA AND ZUER
i made you all not have a medal. last year, i ran then blah blah became leading team then slowly became 2nd OMG! this year, from 3rd place to last place! OMG. if that last place didn't come in, i think we'll at least be in the top 4 :( SORRY GUYS! i'll DO MY BEST for 4 times 100m alright! HOORAYYY. we'll win something from there. hopefully.
CONGRATS to those winning teams. WE'LL BE BACK NEXT YEAR :D
really regretted drinking all those fizzy drinks when i was young, IF NOT FOR THEM I WOULD NOT HAVE ASTHMA LA! blame myself for it lorrr. I think, without this fu*king "illness" I'LL BE ABLE TO DO WHATEVER I LIKE! i can join a sports cca, i can erm. RUN V FAST WITHOUT BEING AFRAID OF HAVING AN ATTACK, PASS MY NAPHA TEST WITH AN A! JUST MANY MANY THINGS. sometimes, it's really embarrassing when people see my inhaler and exclaim " HUH?!YOU GOT ASTHMA UH?" like v wad la. it's not like AIYA. haha. ASTHMA SUCKS :D AND TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINK USING THAT INHALER IS COOL AND HAVING ASTHMA IS COOL TOO, THINK TWICE :D
MY TEAM ROCKS! BETTER THAN THE ONE IN PRIMARY SCHOOL. i miss playing basketbal! someone GIVE ME A BASKETBALL SO I CAN PLAY AT HOME. a soccer ball too so i can kick it at home. I'M FUCKING BORED AT HOME EVERYDAY! bye :D

THIS SONG EXTREMELY CUTE. TITLE:I AM THE MUSIC MAN

OMG, THIS IS WHY I WANNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR :D

DID I PUT THIS UP ALREADY?

THEY SANG THIS PRETTY WELL :D

haha. this post. all videos? BUT VERY NICE ONES. HAHA. tmr got sports heat. DIE. JYJY PUMA!

hmm. school ended at 9 march. stayed back for a stupid briefing at 230. waited so damn long -.-
went to tszting's house to grab her stuff. then to my house to grab my stuff. then go to westmall to grab stuff. then to school. and waited for everyone to arrive then board the bus to go to newtown for sjab camp. can you imagine? straight after school u have to rush all the way down to dover for camp. so tiring.
was surprised that only 4 schools attended the camp. queensway, zhonghua, canberra and dunearn. surprisingly, dunearn brought the least number of sec 1s but the most number of ncos. 4 sec 1s and 3 ncos for one school. and the rest. more than 5 sec ones and only 1 nco. splitted up into 4 groups. was appointed to be the nco for group c, Charlie. i expect them to be so hyper. i guess if i didn't tell them to scream and shout we'll be the slackiest group there. ended up, we became the best group. we took like only 45 minutes to bond the whole group while the rest of the groups took like 1 day or 2? glad we bonded quick, if not. i'll die in that group. this camp was great. because.
1)among all the sjab camps, this one had the best food.
2)we could slack in the camp.
3)we hardly got scolded in the camp.
4)we did not have to eat everything up.
the total strength for my group. hmm. 9? group members were.
1)Shawna (she's a girl) i had difficulty saying her name till the last day. from zhonghua
2)Wen Zhong
3)Wei Jie (THESE TWO NAMES. I WOULD CALL ONE OF THEM WEI ZHONG AND THE OTHER WEN JIE)
4)Chanel
5)Gerald
6)Melissa
7)Charlene
8)Yuting
9)ME!
there was one of these girls, yuting. SUCKING UP TO ME ALL THE WAY THROUGH THE CAMP. darn irritating --.- when it came to building something as a team, she was always wanting to do EVERYTHING. just to get my attention. whenever we had to sit as a group she would aways want to sit beside me. and is there was someone else. she would ask the person to move over. GOT REALLY IRRITATED LA. haha. then i keep asking gerald to come with me. and she asked me, why you always with him? then i said. OHH. cos his mother ask me to take care of him. that's why. AND THAT WAS TRUE.
quite happy that on the second half of the second day she left me. YAY.

continue another day

continued.
overall camp was fun :D haha.
14-15 was the trip to bintan. while, first overseas trip with friends. was quite a fun trip. had many first times :D the stars in the night were beautiful. jpl. WA V ACT. one word to describe only. ACTION. kns. like thinking he's a professional or something. haha. though it was only 2 days, fun la :D knew alot of new people. haha. christine fell off a sofa when they all saw a cockroach. she hurt her ass. haha. and she lost her voice too. LOL. got alot of mosquito bites. so itchyyy! haha.

got my hair cut. OMG I LOOK LIKE A . I DUNO HOW TO DESCRIBE. haha. i still have my sides so i dun really look like a guy, YAYNESS. haha. wanna see it, on monday. haha. now, only germaine elina tszting and sabrina have seen only.haha. :D while, see u guys on monday!

HEY SATISFIED WITH THIS POST ALREADY? V LONG HUH?
byebye :D

AWFULLY AWESOME! bintan rocks :D

XIAO WU GUI! MUST HEAR THIS SONG. WON'T REGRET :D

THIS ONE ALSO MUST HEAR OK :D

zhang dong liang voice is just I DUNO NICE! WEI XIAO PASTA ROCKS :D THANK YOU ZIJIAN! YOU ROCK! WATCH WEI XIAO PASTA :D U WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH IT! GOGOGO!

PEISHI

I'M SUDDENLY INTO SUNRISES AND SUNSETS! THEY ARE V V NICE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

if words could make wishes come true. peishi.

yeah yeah! SHUT THE FUCK UP PEISHI!
just realised that i'm being disliked in school. don't ask why.
when i talk, say i talk too much, when i don't talk. think something wrong with me -.- so just shut up lor?
am i making too big sacrifices for some things? making them but people won't appreciate them. what's the point. STOP IT PEISHI. sorry, just disappointed from thing i heard, which are true.

bye.

same old brand new you

I can still remember the time you were there when i needed to hold you, feel you
Every time i ask you to find a new way, you lie a new way
Is it gone gone gone gone gone
You'll chance you'll never chance, you're never never gonna keep your promises
You said you'd change but i'm afraid, it's something i won't live to see,
It seems so strange ,that sometimes fate,
Can appear to be so real and yet turn out to be a fantasy,
Bridge:
Same old line, one more time,
Say you're gonna be, there for me,
Say you'll change, change your ways,
Never gonna keep your promises,
Same old game, (you know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (you're singing that same old song)
No more lies (if you don't wanna find me gone gone gone gone gone)
Chorus:
Another night another day,
What can i say, you're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two,
What can i do, when you're the same old brand new you
You'll change you'll never change, you're never never gonna keep your promises
Because of you, i guess we're through, is this the way it has to be,
I've been a fool (i've been a fool),
A fool for you (a fool for you)
But i've got better things to do then let you walk all over me
Same old line, one more time,
Say you're gonna be, there for me,
Say you'll change, change your ways,
Never gonna keep your promises,
Same old game, (you know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (you're singing that same old song)
No more lies (if you don't wanna find me gone gone gone gone gone)
Chorus repeat
I can still remember the time you were there when i needed to hold you, feel you
Every time i ask you to find a new way, you lie a new way
Is it gone gone gone gone gone
You'll change you'll never change,you're never never gonna keep your promises
You'll change you'll never change,you're never never gonna keep your promises
Same old line, one more time,
Say you're gonna be, there for me,
Say you'll change, change your ways,
Never gonna keep your promises,
Same old game, (you know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (you're singing that same old song)
No more lies (if you don't wanna find me gone gone gone gone gone)

No More



You say your gonna work it out
Then I see your having doubts
Tellin' me you'll walk away
But then you go and stay
You're callin' me day and night
Sayin' He don't treat you right
Then you always turn round and give one more try
Baby you know it isn't fair
You expect me to be there
But we never get nowhere
I got one foot out the door
I don't wanna hear 'bout him no more
I'll make a long story short
Time to make up you're mind girl
No more back and forth I don't wanna hear 'bout him no more
If i'm not what you want
I don't wanna hear no more
stop tellin'n me you need more time
Tired of the same old line
better make a move or you are gonna find
I ain't taking it,
Cos you know it's wrong
Better let him know or it's time to go, you're moving on
Baby you know how close I am to being gone
Waited on you long enoughI can only take so much
Tell me if I have you're heart
I got one foot out the door
I don't wanna hear 'bout him no more
I'll make a long story (no,no) short
Time to make up you're mind girl
no more back and (oh, oh, oh) Forth
If I'm not what you want
I don't wanna hear no more
I don't wanna hear no more
If you're sure that you really love me
I don't wanna hear no more
Out the doorif you still don't know
I've been there for you and you know it's true
You belong with me, what you gonna do
I don't wanna hear no more

For You I Will (confidence)


Alright, yeah, Yeah
Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you
Oh I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar,
I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall
Oh I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood, I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room I would
That's what I'd do, that's what I'd do, that's what I'd do to get through to you, yeah
Muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
~
yeah :D

ELAINE DID THESE

i can't believe i'm saying this, BUT I WANT MY HAIR BACK :(

STOP HAVING FALSE HOPES! I keep telling people that yet i keep giving myself those false hopes.

POA IS A CONFIRM FAILURE, THE TEACHER IS NOT EVEN TEACHING? how do you expect us to do the worksheet when u don't even teach the chapter? lets say out of 5 chapters, you teach two only. and the rest? self-study or you just teach without us understanding. WTH. and the relief teacher is only coming to our class to give us the worksheet. WHAT CRAP!

and HAVE YOUR OWN SENSE OR ORIGINALITY PEOPLE! stop copying what people say and do and YA JUST STOP COPYING. IT'S IRRITATING. ARGHH! want to know what i'm trying to say? read chapter 1 of the life accents 3a. looking good feeling good.

you! STOP IT ALRIGHT?

piss and irritated. bye.
i've changed, seriously.if you don't feel that way and you don't see it, so be it. i don't wana care anymore.
and to you! YOU DON'T NEED LIES TO ATTRACT ATTENTION. YUCK!

TO THOSE WHO ARE THINKING NEGATIVE RIGHT NOW OR THEN OR LATER, TRY TO THINK POSITIVE. IT'LL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. :D while at least try.

hmm. I JUST FOUND OUT THAT I'M GONNA FAIL MY MATH, POA, CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS. while all of them are just soooo difficult to study and understand. i'm trying. perhaps i'm not, maybe i think i am but i'm not. I'LL TRY! i've change but some people can't see it. haha.

GOGOGO! YOU CAN DO IT! BYE!

these pictures are drawn during a conversation on. i forgot. cute huh. haha. whatever -.-

i becoming stupid-er already. real stupid. dno why. but ya. v stupid lor. that's all la. i dno what to type also -.- I AM STUPID. aiya. math that is suppose to be like so easy, i cannot do them -.- it's like SUPER EASY LAAA. but i duno how to do. just realise i am suppose to study harder this time, AND I STILL DON'T HAVE THAT PUSH YET? someone PUSH ME NOW! if not i'm gonna be the last in class ): aiya! bye.

this picture. not bad huh. was introduced to it on art lesson.

today was cca promotion day, while guess what i'll comment about it? IT SUCKS ALRIGHT? like what like that. some inconsiderate people. tskkk. talking half-way u do not have to interrupt you know? AND WE DIDN'T TALK ABOUT YOUR CCA, YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY THAT WE SUCK OR SOMETHING RIGHT? come on la. would you like to hear people like saying your cca sucks? like example we promoting our cca, then suddenly someone walks past you and says: " ST.JOHN SUCKS LA, DON'T JOIN". LIKE KNS CAN?
to get people to join your cca, you don't have to talk about others what. i admit that i say some stuff about others but those are true facts wadd. if i tell you all those facts, you all will somewhat agree can? u don't have to say we suck WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WE'RE DOING?
i'm not trying to say that st.john is the best but i'm just trying to say that, come on la. although we are small we have our strong points also right? like if sports day or what someone got cramp, we'll help treat people waddd. small then small la. some big ccas canot communicate well too
and excuse me, you are like the head.SO WHAT? big deal uh? don't have to laugh at us right? like hazizah's hand, it's like a fake wound you don't have to exagerrate and say " St.John cannot even treat themselves how they treat other people?" YOU KNOW THAT WAS LKE WANTING ME TO KILL YOU ALRIGHT?
while, YOU KNOW WHAT? NO MATTER HOW PEOPLE WIL CRITICISE SJAB OR WHAT. ST.JOHN STILL ROCKS OK (: PEOPLE CHEERS! DON'T LET OTHERS LOOK DOWN ON US. REMEMBER: NO MATTER HOW SMALL WE ARE, WE'LL STILL WALK TO THE FRONT IN BLACK AND WHITE (: HAHA. and we will FIGHT IN THE RAIN AND IN THE SUN! ROCK ON!

hmm. when i was in my mama womb then the doctor was like ultra-scanning the womb, the doctor said i was a boy. nono. not i am a boy but haha. i was I DUNO LAAA. like hmm. look like a boy. but when i came out i am a girl HAHA. i am a girl (:
someone said i was suppose to be a boy when he looked at my baby photo. KNS. EXCUSE ME. I AM A GIRL. look at me. haha!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! it's a new year. and new year is suppose to be a new year. and when u're in a new year. u're suppose to be new. haha. NONSENSE RIGHT? COS I DUNO WHAT I'M TYPING.

MR WEE. BE PATIENT. I'M NOT A FAST TYPER (: SEE THIS IS THE POST I'M TALKING ABOUT. HAHA.