WAD THE HELL! I TYPED A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS and poof! all gone. WHY WHY WHY? ARGHH. at least i updated :D
WHILE, HEAVEN'S NOT ON MY SIDE MAN! MY BILLS ARE NOT PAID. AND MY DAD WON'T PAY THEM FOR ME. FOR I DUNO WAD REASON. NOW I CANNOT DO ANYTHING WITH MY PHONE! for so long. i've saved so much messages, IN THE END. ARGHH! and connection got a HUGE ERROR. mummy! come back soon and help me :(
stupid bill. tralala.
OH YA! MY SONG!
tralala, wo ai ni, come on out and play with me :D
want the notes ask me :l
tralala :D
peishi rocks!
OH YA!
Can The Xylophone Laugh?

wad the hell. HOW CAN U CHANGE A PERSON'S PERSONALITY JUST LIKE THAT? and what's your problem uh? JUST BECAUSE I DON'T WEAR A SKIRT YOU'RE NOT GONNA GIVE ME TUITION? wad? does wearing a skirt make me a different person? NO! come on la -.- and wad? YOU TELL MY PARENTS ABOUT ME NOT WEARING A SKIRT AND ALL. now whenever we go out, they'll want me to wear a skirt. AND I HAVE NO SKIRT AT ALL? unless you're talking about the school skirt. SO WHAT IF MY DRESSING IS IMPROPER FOR A GIRL? you tell me SO WHAT? i'm just going for tuition. i wil dress the way i want to dress. DON'T YOU DARE TO CHANGE ME. try me one more time AND U'LL GET IT. i will walk out on you.and those who say i'm changing, maybe i am BUT I THINK THAT I'M NOT CHANGING. gosh. how i hate my life nowadays.SHUT THE HELL UP!
AND MY MOTHER THINKS I'M A LESBIAN JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY I ACT AND THE WAY I DRESS. while most probaby i am one. WHO CARES MAN?

i think my parents are millionaires!
today went for a it shopping spree. but first clothing.
went vivo city to wait for my sisters to finish tuition. my mother went into this shop called GAP. wa! the things expensive like WHOA! my mum chose pieces of long pants. one for me one for my big sister and one for her. the price tag. GUESS HOW MUCH? $89.90! for one. OMG. EXPENSIVE! siao. and bought 3.
then went to millenia walk. walked around. bought 2 ipod nanos. WA! the price was close to $500! maybe more. then went to harvey norman. bought a speaker. dno how much. then 2 mp3s! one for my ma and one for my sister. then walk and walk. THEN WE BOUGHT A LAPTOP. and adding on to insurance and stuff. wa. u should have seen the receipt. OMG. this is the first time i see my parents spending so much.
i cannot imagine how my mother shops. she goes to all those branded shops and places to buy. how much would it cost? hmm. AND ADDING ON TO THIS QUITE BIG HOUSE AND 2 CARS. wow. they're VERY RICH INDEED. i feel proud of myself :D BUT NOW I HAVE TROUBLE PUTTING SONGS INTO THE IPOD. I NOOB :( i finished those two mp3s already. put songs and blah.
sjab camp in 2 days. duno whether it'llbe a success or a failure. it'll most probably be a failure anyway -.-
still trying hard for the laptop stuff and now this computer is NOT WORKING PROPERLY. the internet server. OH PIECE OF SHIT.
whatever :D ta! wish me good luck with these electronic stuff. GOSH HAVE TO PUT SONGS FOR MY MA MY BOTH SISTERS AND THE LAPTOP. IT'LL TAKE A LONG TIME.

one question: DO YOU KNOW ANYONE WHO IS BETTER THAN ME? answer my question :D
quotes: learning without thought is labour, thought without learning is perilous :D

whatever. AND ANSWER MY QUESTION!
peishi :D

WAD ALICIA DID! GREAT JOB :D i found it from your blog

let's take a peek at my report book :D
english-f9
chinese-f9
a math-f9
e math-f9
science-f9
combined humanities-f9
poa-f9
art-f9
total-0/700
percentage 0.0
class position 39/39
level position-185/185
weight for height indicator-severely overweight
remarks-SHE'S A MEAN GIRL.
conduct-poor

I WAS JUST JOKING. THE REAL ONE IS
english-c5
chinese-c6
a math-c6 :(
math-c5
science-c5
combined humans-e8
poa-f9
art-b4 joy!

not continuing the rest. BUT MY LVL OMG V V V V HAPPY!
from 121/190 to 69/185
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. FEEL HAPPY FOR MEEE!
JOY JOY JOY.

i got joy joy joy joy down in my heart,down in my heart,down in my heart,
i got joy joy joy joy down in my heart,down in my heart today :D

aem course :D i got a prize too. LUCK IS WITH ME! haha.
THANK YOU THANK YOU! I WANT TO THANK MY FATHER, MY MOTHER, MY SISTERS, MY DOG AND MY CATS. HAHA. JK :D

peishi :D

u know wad? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. not gonna complain anymore. ANYWAY. WTFFFF. i regretted trusting knowing you. grr >:(

i'm beginning to HATE sjab. seriously, HATE.

they host a meeting without thinking of whether i'll be in the meeting or not. and when i told them i could not make it. they just said: "is mdm chan say one. i duno ah." WTH? if i were you. i would go to mdm chan and change the date to a date suitable for ALL of us to meet up. EVEN IF I WERE TO GET SCOLDED. what's the point of having a big rank in sjab now? NO POINT OK?! no one repects the fact that i'm having the big post and u'll have to listen to me. and guess wad. what i have to do for my post. ARE BEING TAKEN AWAY BY SOMEONE ELSE. AND WTF DO I DO? nothing. i'll briefly tell u wad i do in sjab. first, fall in. then training. first aid and foot drills. i only get to train foot drills. and i train those not up to standard and all those not good but ok kinda people. AND SOME PEOPLE GET THOSE BEST AMONG THE SQUAD ONE. omg. I DON'T CARE IF ANY SENIORS LOOKS AT THIS NOW! the proposal for camp. I'VE NO RIGHT TO CLAIM CREDITS FOR IT. COS I HAVE DONE NOTHING TO IT. while i did write some comments. BUT THEY DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO CHANGE ACCORDING TO MY COMMENTS. waste my time. i'm not saying i hate everyone in sjab now and i hate sjab. I SAID THAT BECAUSE I WAS TOO PISS. if i chose this cca myself, i would have to agree to wadever rules and wadever i have to do. SO YEAH! actually i typed more than this, BUT STUPID COMPUTER. GOT INTERNET ERROR. THEN ALL BYEBYE. if not all the anger i have inside u guys will see. DAMN WHY ALL GONE? maybe the computer doesn't want me to post them. OK FINE. i will forgive and forget NOW AND AGAIN.

TODAY ALL I DID IN THE COURSE. WAS WATCH AND DRAW DRAW DRAW. omg. speed drawing. TURNED OUT TO BE V NICE. NICER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. show u guys next time :D U'LL BE IMPRESSED. HAHA.

all i ever wanted was for you to care. thanks huldah and cheryl for letting me VENT MY ANGER.
peishi.

out of the 4 papers i got back today, i only pass 1. how great can that be? WHILE, IT'S BAD. seriously. after school went to germaine's house. talked about my secrets :D. play. slack. came home. i intended not to tell ANYONE at home about my grades. but i told my dad. then he like. disappointed. wth. and he -.- don't wanna explain. my mum said something. eh come on la. u think i really that smart? OH GOSH. while, gonna work harder.
i realised for papers i didn't study so hard for, i scored ok. like physics. i didn't study for it. dont say i bluff. BECAUSE i lost my physics textbook the day before the exam. HOW ON EARTH AM I SUPPOSE TO STUDY? yes, ten year series. but i didn't look at it. just scanned. while. WA LAO EH. nvm. i deserve these grades.
SUCK FAILURE -.-
bye

the last paper didn't seem like a last paper at all.
straight after the last paper, headed down to wm. ate breakfast. then went back to school. saw people walking out and it seemed quite weird. because people are walking out and we are going in -.- played basketball. THE FEELING'S BACK PEOPLE! then when we playing. mr ong anf mr ow came to join us. they play well ok :D seriously, didn't know they play basketball. then went for aem course. at first BORING. then eventually it turned out quite well and interesting. then when back to school. from school rushed to tuition. at tuition. wa teacher siao. because i wearing school uniform. then she kept saying. "WA! WEAR SKIRT! FIRST TIME SEE! MUST SEE MORE OF YOU TODAY" HAHA. then yaafter tuition. waiting for my mum. her tenant came out. then we chat. mum came. and they say something ridiculous. not gonna post wad they say later u guys say i bhb. want to know then ask me. then they say my complexion good. f. they're like suaning me. can't you look like my legs as well as hands. can't you see the countless number of scars i have? aiyo -.- i think my skin is some stupid sensitive thing. even from a misquito bite. can become scar. RIDICULOUS. it's ok. i'm born with it. so i'm satisfied with it. be happy with wad u got now :D regardless whether it's good or bad. don't ask me why i become like this. ok nvm. i say. it's because last year. i think i had been a really. emo and idiotic and irritating kid. i hated myself and all. so i decided that this year, it'll be better. so even if any unhappy things happen, i'll look on the bright side. UNLESS. SOMETHING BAD REALLY COCKS UP. if SOMETHING REALLY MAKES ME PISS OFF. GUESS HOW ANGRY WILL I BE. U'LL NEVER IMAGINE. cos usually, i'll REN. those who know how long i have ren-ed :D haha. yuup

aem course on mondays wednesdays and fridays.

OH YA, AND GREAT I SPRAINED MY LEG. how did i get this sprain. art paper. i jumped down 5 steps. omg. that one. DUNO WAD I THINKING SIA. i was thinking of jumping two by two steps. in the end, i from 5 steps jump down. wa. the pain lasted for 1 sec. then gone. after i go home. wa. pain. went to sleep. next morning. wa suck. i forgot to take something, then i run back to the house. when i ran out. wa. twist my leg. OH MY F. IT'S LIKE END OF THE WORLD PAIN. no better. haha. WA! omg. then came home, WA ONE BIG BUN DOWN THERE. sai.

YAY FINALLY PLAY BASKETBALL! FOR SO LONG ALREADY! OMG JOY!

I LOVE BASKETBALL BUT I'M NOT GOOD AT IT :D
peishi

i'm a ....
yeap. dun ask wad's the ..... cos it's horrible.
nonsense poa.
bye

who was the last person you held hands with?-lets see. dno.
at what time do you go to sleep?-see first. mug mug.
how many times have you spoken french?- none.
have you ever drunk milk straight out of the carton?- i think so.
have you ever won a spelling bee?- nope.
how fast can you type?- see lor.
are you afraid of the dark?- no. sometimes maybe.
eye colour?- brown. want see. come to my eye. :D
the worst ex you've had?- don't have one before :D hah. wrong question to ask -.-
do you miss anyone?- ya la.
are you drinking anything right now?- my saliva.
can you hoola hoop?- ya.
are you good at keeping secrets?- ya la then?
what do you want for christmas?- stuff lor.
do you know the muffin man?- yes. the man who makes muffins.
do you talk in your sleep?- no.
who wrote the book of love?- wad that?
have you ever flown a kite?- YES!
do you consider yourself successful?- no. obviously.
how many people are on your contact list on your cellphone?- not sure. dont bother to count.
have you ever asked for a pony?- no.
plans for tomorrow?- have exams. come back for tuition.
how are you feeling today?- happy, tired. moodless.
are you happy?- indeed.
what are you looking forward to?- mid year to finish. o'ls to finish better :D
have you crawled through a window?- yes :D
have you ever eaten dog food?- no.
can you handle the truth?- AH NA! THEN?
do you like green eggs and ham?- green eggs? ham=NICE.
what 3 things you always bring with you place to place?- ezlink card money :D myself.
do you like or have a crush on someone right now?- duno.
how many kids do you plan to have?- too far away.
what do you do when no one is watching?- lets see. not sure. alot sia :D bathe. no one watch me bathing.
do you talk to yourself?- i think so.
is there something you want that you cant have?- yes, freedom and courage.
three physical features of the opposite sex you first notice?- no idea. i dont notice them :D
who are you thinking about right now?- why must i tell you? haha.
who did you last hug?- siao. isabelle or germaine.
where is your phone?- in front of the computer.
what was the last thing you ate?- dinner.
who was the last person who made you cry?- how i know? when was the last i cried?
what is your favourite colour?- black, green? duno.
what was the last movie you watched?- no idea.
what song are you listening now?- 987 fm!
what do you want to do now?- i want to skip studying math and go to sleep.

i think i'm weird. don't ask me for the reason. because i won't tell you. if not, you'll avoid me like hell. trust me.

to people studying hard: you may think you're studying hard, but it's just not enough for the exams :D so u'll have to study harder than hard. meaning have to study more than what you're studying now. based on my analysasion :D i don't even know whether got that kinda word or not haha.

GOSH I'M WEIRD.

coming clean in acoustic. NICE! hah.

OMG. VERY VULGAR SIA. HAHA.

why got people like that :D STILL HAVE ALOT OF PARTS.

HERE :D no offence but VERY COOL.the way they rap not the vulgars la.

not gonna put anymore up. haha. DIDN'T THINK SINGAPOREANS ARE SO FUNNY! WEET.

AFTER SO MUCH CRAPM YOU GOT TO HEAR THIS!

OMG! watch

GOSH! gonna fail everything already
POA- DEFINITE FAILURE.
anyway. i realise whatever i say, there'll be someone copying and trying to act 伟大. OMG. STOP THAT DAMN BEHEAVIOUR MAN!
i'm gradually beginning to hate sjab. not because of wad's happening in it. but the people in it. i guess the camp proposal will be done well even without my help. WTH, THEY never even ask for my opinions. and seriously, i think the proposal is COPIED from our past seniors. wad's the point of even doing it. just take the previous proposal LA! not pin-pointing anyone. and i apologise for not contributing to the proposal. editing it the way i want. SORRY LA!

wadever la. BYE. no one knows what i'm truly thinking about.

PEIRONG SAYS SHE FEELS LIKE A LESBIAN! haha. not funny but still, haha.

WHY DON'T YOU JUST STRIP ME OFF EVERY RIGHT I HAVE IN SJAB. JUST TAKE EVERYTHING I HAVE. i know i don't make a good leader in sjab. so i'll just let you guys do EVERYTHING. and i'll just be a bitch and follow everything you guys say. even if the camp is with scout. can also. you don't have to not combine with them cos i say i don't wanna be with them. just plan the camp lor. everything about the camp, you can plan ANYTHING YOU WANT. even if it is torturing them till they die. OR playing with them. since you guys want the post so much. TAKE IT. just STRIP IT OFF FROM ME. have been enduring with ALL OF YOU in silence for a very long time. FINE. too nice right. take advantage. can also. just do WADEVER YOU GUYS WANT. training the juniors in a CRAZY AND IDIOTIC AND WAD EVERYONE WILL HATE METHOD. use it. i have no right to stop you. since it is doing sjab good. BUT DON'T YOU THINK IT'S SO RIDICULOUS. for just one small thing, you have to make up such a big fuss about it. EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES. NO ONE IS PERFECT RIGHT? anyway, i'm not into sjab like i used to be last time already.what's the point of only having one person being enthu in the group? and juniors not listening. YOU THINK I LIKE IT UH? although i still put up a smile. BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WAD I AM THINKING INSIDE ME. AND TO SOME BOASTFUL SENIORS. deosn't mean you are bigger than us in age makes you bigger than us in sjab. WE HAVE THE SAME RANK OK. and you don't even deserve your rank. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYTHING. and although you have fought with a gangster before. THAT WAS HOW LONG AGO? EXCUSE ME. YOU STILL HAVE TO RESPECT THE SJAB UNIFORM. going out under the sun without your beret on. SO WAD IF IT'S SMALL. NO SUCH EXCUSE -.-

i have no idea wad i have just typed. kinda piss about this thing for A VERY LONG TIME. NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT IT. well i'm right. NO ONE TRULY UNDERSTANDS ME.
fuck it.

i hate sjab. sorry to say that, sjab members. but i hate it. not hate but just ARGHH.

band-silver
choir-bronze
peishi-NOTHING. not even fit to have a COP.
I CANNOT BELIEVE WE'RE HAVING A CAMP WITH SCOUTS. OMFG. sorry but ya la! SCOUTS AND SJAB. HOW TO COMBINE? BOTH TOTALLY DIFFERENT. nvm. forget it LA.
in sjab, i'm a useless asshole. wad to do?
bye.
THIS IS MY 100TH POST! WEEEEEEEEEEE

WATCH THIS. SUPERMAN! by cao ge. SO CUTE! :D

got superman must have superwoman right? HAHA. THOUGH IT'S QUITE LONG. WATCH IT :D