Friday, October 10, 2008

hello hello. i just finished 4 hours of tuition. AIYOOO. haha... break time :D

yup, i'm here to tell you all about yesterday. was suppose to post yesterday about it, but too tired :( HAHA.. so hello :D

Lilin, ruiqi and i were out studying yesterday at macs. we saw many familar faces there as well. so, after that Lilin and i talked about a subject haha ok it's going to be quite depressing. haha

peishi : eh, i don't want to be old lehhh. so lonely.
lilin: huh?
peishi: i don't want to be old la!
lilin: OH yaaa. i also don't want lehh.
peishi: then next time we will be alone for everything
lilin: ya! don't say already la.. ~

haha. it was something like that.. then after a few times when we went to buy stuff, i would hint to her about old people. then she huh~~~ haha. imagine we all become old then no one with us. ALONE EH?

lilin: i dont care, i want to get married! no matter what..

haha.. then we talked about marriage, bad marriages. abuse all that. WE HIONG MAN. can from old people talk about marriage then about abuse, and the gay story uhh FOOLILIN.

then ruiqi left about 6. so left with both of us. HAHA.. we saw someone with a horrible feature and we startedtalking again -.- this time, we talked from face to leg. LIKE IMAGINE, BECAUSE OF THE FACE, WE TALK ABOUT THE WHOLE BODY... LAME UHHH. k.. we rock! :D

k la, i love S.H.E :D yay.. :D :D
byebye

Thursday, October 09, 2008

K.O FOR PEISHI.you know those street fighting games? i think my life span in that game right. it's like the just one punch and then K.O already.. sigh!! SOMEONE HELP ME! wa can die man.. study and study but nothing gets in -.- so irritating.. i'm about to faint. i think i'm suffering from some major illnesses. HAHA. ok yup. well, life has been ALL ABOUT ENGLISH. it's so boring to write compos day after day. when eventually, you just get a stupid grade for it. ART SUCKS.. another paper's coming. and i'm probably going to rush again. math is crap. because, i hate it now. P.O.A is another thing. AIYOO! chinese, er that, HOW UH?! science, CAN GO BANG WALL ALREADY. up till now, i just mastered moles. HAHA! no la. still got others..like the bonding and stuff. humanities, SS the main focus and geography, OMG. i think i'm going to die. i dream of teachers in school, which is VERY scary. and i dream of the grades i will get. OMG, SIGH!!! that's the only expression i can use. because i'm pissed with myself. but i just don't want to work hard -.- not because i don't care, it's because i'm too tired to care. IDIOT RIGHT? just call me an idiot.

alright, sad things aside.. TELL YOU ALL SOMETHING. haha. lilin, ruiqi and i are going to form a band!! HAHA! ok.. so the story was, after the superband results, the rabbits won. so the rabbits was the band ruiqi wanted them to win. and, after the whole show, i messaged her and we talked about everything in the music industry. (OF COURSE, THERE'S S.H.E INCLUDE IN THE CONVERSATION) so we finally came to a point when we wanted to form a band. HAHA.. then i said, we'll be the best, even better than the best :D SO ENCOURAGING RIGHT? -.- so yup.. then lilin came to know about it. so on tuesday, whilst walking home with her, we talked like nobody's business -.- WE EVEN CAME TO A POINT OF SHARING A HOUSE. but it's really cool if you think about it. like semi-ds. so she'll take one half of the house and i'll take the other. and beween the walls, there'll be doors connecting the two houses. and breaking the wall in betwen to form a common space for our music! COOL RIGHT? but we thought of it with my house's layout. so, YUP. it's so super di-duper fun okk. SO IF YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO SEE A BAND IN THE NEAR FUTURE, be ready to look out for us :D BECAUSE MAYBE WE'LL BE SUCCESSFUL! (OF COURSE, GOT PEISHI WAD :D)

today was a bit of a difference, i didn't study the whole day, but during the process of time passing, i did learn something. i went to Far East Flora sort of business seminar. (i was the youngest there please -.- ) so, they were talking about the strengths and weaknesses about the company. but of course, i wasn't allowed to say anything, because i'm not in the company yet AND I DON'T HAVE A SAY :( next time, you wait.. just wait... HAHA. yup. so, there were many common thoughts among the staff there (mind the fact that they were all directors and mangers of FEF) most of the people there were known to me. BECAUSE THEY ARE MY RELATIVES DUH.. yup, so it was quite amusing to see the different and serious side of them. even my dad and mum were sort of different. haha. but the people talk, guess what i'm doin, i'm very guai one okk. i was doing my homework, on my ipod. you see, pro mann.. so if you guys take a look at my ipod, you'll see a long long note, a compo. (yet again) yup..PEOPLE THOUGHT THAT I'M OLDER THAN PEIRONG BECAUSE I'M CHUBBIER and the fact that she's shorter.. (waaaa, good man if i'm older than she shall be under my hands :D ) my lovely granduncle whom i used to be very close with when i'm just an ant size, came over and did the same old things. (OF COURSE WAD, I'M HIS FAVOURITE GRANDNIECE).. HAHA. just kidding.. but it was quite embarrassing laaa, he shorter than me man! see, tall people uhh, sometimes, have a benefit you know :D so after lunch, they started talking about ikea. that time was the worst! why in the world are we comparing with that company? and obviously, it was none of my business, and i was (like i said earlier) suffering from a major illness, and i had a very very dizzy encounter. wa.. can go bonkers man. so after that, it was getting better and i continued doing the "homework" FINALLY IT CAME TO AN END. (yes!) i definitely learnt alotfrom this seminar, although i'm still very young (:D) to know about the business, but soon, if i'm allowed to, i'll be the adult sitting there in the future :D

the amusing thing is, my BFFFFFFFFFFFF (the people) are working very very hard. huldah typed this very "cute" message and winnie just send a message asking all of us to add oil.. ALL OF YOU 6 PEOPLE, WE'LL GO CRAZY AFTER NOVEMBER 13. (my's november 11 :D) and we'll have hotel stays, chalet stays, stay overs. and we shall go for shopping (sadly :O) love you all and ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF YOU. wait till it's my turn to send the message. :D i haven't thought of what to say YET. so all 6 of you, just wait uhh :D many many many many (x1000000000000000000000087865987132425327923114321532 infinity) loves.. w0aiiNiMenzwOrSsSsSs. i took a long time to type this too :D

classmates of 4TOPAZ are working very hard too. saw most of them when i went out to study. also, quite worried for some of them. they are clueless about what they're learning (ME!). work hard man (ya lor peishiass)

ONE MORE THING. THANK YOU TO MAVIS FOR BUYING THAT ALBUM FOR ME OK. appreciated.. AND WHAT THE HECK. YOU MAKE ME GO BONKERS YESTERDAY... HAHA. i haven't explore yet. THANK YOU MANNNNNNNNN. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! S.H.E ROCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! ok high already. 1:16am.. wrong timing to get high.

i want to cut hair lehh, BUT I SCARED MY MUMMY SCOLD AGAIN.. haha. when i always want to cut my hair she'll always #^%@*# what irritating hair i have. HAHA.. relaxx.

WHERE'S THE PRESSURE YOU'RE FACING? I DON'T EVEN THINK YOU HAVE ANY PRESSURE ON YOU.. YOU'RE NOT STUDYING AND NEITHER ARE YOU EVEN TRYING TO STUDY. YOU REALLY WANT YOUR FUTURE TO JUST GO AWAY HUH? BASTARD.

THOSE SEC 3'S OR SOON TO BE SEC 3'S. please study during your sec 3 life. if not you'll regret it when you reach sec 4 and you can't freaking do anything about it. trust these words mann..

wa so long leh :D(of course la, take so long) HAHA, so yup. i'll post more someday. i'm going to do my compo (AGAIN?!) now.

byebye people. i love you all. wo ai ni ye ai ni hai ai ni duo ai ni hen ai ni ju shi ai ni la bodoh -.-
k la wo ai wo de gfs and wives more. DON'T PLAY PLAY. bye :D m0iix hArtzx iiShz wIif EuU oWaEz kkAeZ?! I CAN ACT CUTE LEHH.NO WRONG, i'm already cute :D kawaii ok!? OMG. I'M GETTING THE CREEPS MYSELF.. zai jian. hou hui you qi.. :D

Sunday, October 05, 2008

LOL. ok i was recalling on my primary school days. haha. remembered something very, what's that word. exaggrate uh, AWESOME!

tell you uhhh, HAHA. primary one, I LOVED THE MONKEY BARS. and i could do all the crazy stuff with the bars. like going up to sit on the bar, upside down and all sorts. there was this day, it was raining in the morning. i was in the afternoon session. so when ireach school, i went to play the bars. ok uhhh. usually, there're two steps for me to climb up before i can reach, i was once short -.- so i went up.. THE THING WAS FREAKING WET. SO I SLIPPED AND imagine la. the two legs outside then the body in the middle. so i was sitting on the bar with just my "line" TRUST ME, I BLED LIKE CRAZY. that's my first period. SO EARLY RIGHT? primary 1 lehh. IT WAS VERY PAINFUL. LIKE @$^#&%@$!$!^%# PAINFUL.. so ya. and imagine, no pad, no whatever. so yup. YOU KNOW UHHH. gross right?? CAN'T IMAGINE THAT HAPPENED BEFORE. so, bleed right? last time my uniform all white okk. ALL WHITE. then ya. can imagine la :D you leak, what happen? HAHAH. ok. don't elaborate alreadY, LATER ALL OF YOU GET GROSSED OUT! whoa, really can't believe it happened before... the main point was, i was all alone :( i was a loner man. yup yup. and i have a phobia for monkey bars now. i'll get over it.. AND I CAN PLAY WITH THE BARS CRAZILY AGAIN!! :D k uhh. BYE. tell you more when i remember.

BYE MY DEARS..
I'M SO IN LOVE WIT S.H.E :D DON'T KNOW WHY ALSO MANNN. going to buy their album tomorrow! SO EXCITING!!!! GO GO GO S.H.E! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

whatever la ok. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.. you were way too much mannn. CRAZY WOMAN. i hate you. I REGRETTED SERIOUSLY.. knew there was something wrong when there was this "talk" goin on. I HATED IT AND YOU GUYS LITERALLY FORCED ME TO SPEAK. f you...

let me tell you about something.. my chemistry practical. when only a few people attended.
fast forward uh...
mdm leow taught us how to dry the testtube. it's to like put it above the fire and after that put it back to the testtube holder thing. ok yup, first attempt.. drying drying. haha. all the water came out already so put on the holder right? TELL YOU SO DAMN HARD TO PUT. so i tried to let go of it. TO THINK THAT THE HOT HOT HOT!! TESTTUBE SLIP AND FELL ON MY HAND.. come everybody recap uhh. A HOT TESTTUBE FELL ON MY HAND. lol.. yup. and it rolled on it for about 10 seconds. WTH MAN. so i let go. there's a burn mark.. and very hot as well, duh?! OK COME EVERYBODY SAY AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.... yup. awwwwwwwwwww... haha. damn pain after that. now there's a scar, as usual. HAHA. next time, when i look at it, i'll recall about it. yup. it's quite cool. like one patch.. HAHA.

ok yup. whatever mann. that was just to make things a little more joyful. wth. WHATEVER.. i don't care anymore..

Sunday, September 21, 2008

WA.. i hate O'LEVELS LEHHH. especially for art. IT'S FREAKING PISSING ME OFF. can't draw man.. WHATEVER!!
studies.. DAMN IT. ok study study. BYE LAO POS. all the best :D

Saturday, September 20, 2008

PEISHI, GO TO HELL.
you think you're fucking smart huh? so smart then get all A's la bastard. What you're getting now can bring you freaking nowhere! DON'T BE N ASSHOLE AND THINK YOU'RE SO SMART. if you think you're that smart then prove it. EVRYTHING THINK YOU KNOW. KNOW WILL GET F INSTEAD OF A? is there something wrong with your mind? CAN'T YOU BE DETERMINED NOW? only know how to play. YOU THINK YOU WHAT MANNN. YOU'RE A TOTAL BINGER. and the only thing that can help you is you know what? NOTHING.. you can only help yourself. you bastard GO AND FREAKING STUDY..

Thursday, September 18, 2008

what the...

i can't do the stupid powerpoint thing. and neither can i do my stupid art..

IT'S JUST ALL MESSED UP. f..
bye.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

whoa people people. GUESS WHAT TIME IS IT? (some other time..) IT'S 6 IN THE MORNING!! WOOHOOO.. i'm going to prepare to go to school!! :D haha. NO ONE IN THE HOUSE IS UP YET. MUAHAHAHAA. only me :D ONLY MEEEEEEEEEE~~!!! lol..

oh well, S.H.E is addictive for goodness sake :D

byebye see you in school :D

Monday, September 15, 2008

fuck off retard.
DO YOU KNOW YOU'R FUCKING IRRITATING. and you SHOULD GET OUT OF MY LIFE. no wait, i made a mistake. the point is, YOU WERE NEVER REALLY IN MY LIFE BEFORE. and guess what? i didn't ever need you in my life. all your assumptions are sadly, FALSE! so just step back. attention-seeking bootlicker liar ASSWIPE. that's all. i don't want to talk to you.

alright alright. HAHA! art rocks and sucks.. i haven't done my prep work yet. but the canvas. IS BEAUTIFUL! you know why? because it's done by the one and ONLY me!! :D
gonna do prep work. BYEBYE HUMANS!

Sunday, September 07, 2008

the feeling of being a sparetyre is GREAT! know why? because i felt it before and when i feel it back again, it's just, LIKE THAT LOR? haha..

bye.. study hard!

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Hold On

We don’t have time left to regret(hold on)

It will take more than common sense(hold on)

So stop your wondering take a stand(hold on)

Theres more to life than just to live(hold on)

Cause an empty room can be so loud

Its too many tears to drown them out

So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

One single smile a helping hand(hold on)

Its not that hard to be a friend(hold on)

So don’t give up stand 'til the end(hold on)

Theres more to life than just to live(hold on)

Cause an empty room can be so loud

Its too many tears to drown them out

So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone

And they break your heart

don’t give up on love

Have faith, restart

Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When it falls apartAnd your feeling lost

All your hope is gone

don’t forget to hold on, hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud

Its too many tears to drown them out

So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone

And they break your heart

don’t give up on love

Have faith, restart

Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

Cause an empty room can be so loud

Its too many tears to drown them out

So hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

When you love someone

And they break your heart

don’t give up on love

Have faith, restart

Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on


so yup, to hold on or not? HAHAHA. how uhh?!

Monday, September 01, 2008

TEST FOR GASES



ammonia gas:
1) place some solid ammonium chloride in the test tube.
2) add dilute sodium hydoxide until the tube is about one-quarter
3) warm the tube gently

gas is colourless, has a pungent smell.

To test for gas. Place a moist red litmus paper over the test tube. If the moist litmus paper turn blue, the gas is ammonia..



carbon dioxide:
1) place small piece of marble in the test tube
2) add dilute hydrochloric acid tll the test tube is about half-full

gas is colourless and odourless.

To test for gas, fit a delivery tube and bubblethe solution with calcium carbonat(limewater). A white precipitate is formed.

chlorine gas:
1) place mark of lead solution in the testtube.
2) add equal volume of dilute hydrochlride acid.

gas is yellowish-green and is pungent.

To test gas, place moist ble litmus paper over the mouth of test tube. The blue litmus will turn red and soon, bleached.

hydrogen:
1) place some zinc powder in the test tube.
2) add dilute hydrochloric acid until test tube is about one-third full.
3) warm the tube gently toproduce a vigorous evolution of gas

the gas is colourless and odourless.

To test gas, hold a burning splint at the mouth of test tube. If gas is present, a "pop" sound will be heard and the flame will be extinguished.

oxygen gas:
1) place hydrogen peroxide solution in test tube until it is about one-third full.
2) add a small amount of magnesium oxide powder. (if necessary, add more powder to prouce a vigorous evolution of gas).

the gas is colourless and odourless.

To test gas, place a lit wooden splint. If gas is present, the lit part will become a burning splint.

sulphur dioxide:
1) place a little sodium sulphite/sulphate.
2) add dilute hydrochloric acid.

the gas is colourless and choking.

To test gas, place one drop of acidified potassium dichromate into the solution on a piece of filter paper. hold the paper above the test tube, the paper of the potassium will turn green.

LOL!! i'm smart huh?!?! ahahah :D suppose to learn this for later's test. it's 5:33AM!! omg omg omg..!! hahaha.
ok byebye people :D:D:D study hard!!

Friday, August 22, 2008

oh, happybirthdaytopeishi :D

GREATEST THANKS TO ALL WHO'VE GIVEN ME WISHES AS WELL AS PRESENTS :D

in the morning, met doris at her voiddeck at 625. went to eat at the coffee shop at the interchange. damn full -.- then went to school oh ya, and doris gave me six stress ball. GIRL! DO I LOOK THAT STRESSED TO YOU? haha she said, if i hated someone, i can write their names on the ball and throw it around HAHA. then headed to school. had many wishes by many people. namely, er, i forgot. but celine, chris, elaine they all sang a "one-sentence" birthday song. HOR? haha. OH YA OH YA, dannya gave me a story book. should be inspiring, thanks senior :D then cheryl ho! SHE GAVE ME A BLACK BASKETBALL. omg. shocked!! nice mannn. thanks junior :) went back to class, had more wishes and handshakes. read daphne's storybook. interesting! while, was very bored after finish reading. then jiaxin called me out of class and gave me a letter and present. THANKS. to jiaxin and the other girl for passing the pesent and mavis for providing it? :D hehe. so recess, went with gang then zijian pulled me away from them and led me to the 4 TOPAZ people. haha. this time round it was special, instead of having a cream cake they always buy, it's a handmade brownie with a muffin in the middle. haha!! EFFORT BY THE F&N PEOPLE. haha. thanks for making me as the guinea pig :D well, turned out to be nice!! hopped around between the celebration and the canteen. mother tongue lesson. damn boring. i dropped coleen's psp. SORRY GIRL! HEHE. and after school went to sjab room. put everything down and went to basketball court to watch the guys play. a girl named rebecca called me. she said she needed to pass me something. HAHAH! ok yup, so soon, i met with her. the girl from cheerleading. OHHH. with mavis. she passed me a cake. was quite shocked! thanks mannn. seriously :D you've spent loads of time preparing huh. thanks! then went to westmall for maym, ate with celie, christine, elaine and winnie. ok, the food was, ~. haha. quite retarded there. we were playing a fool or rather i was playing a fool. they bought a blue dog and those baby thing. forgot what's that. HAHA. thanks :D headed back to school. still had the cake mavis gave. so celebrated again with the sjab people. haha. i thought it would be my lucky day and wouldn't get smashed with the cake. BUT IN THE END I GOT SMASHED. dumbass. dad called and say he would reach in 20 minutes. so went to deliver cake. HAHA. yup. i flew in the rain. nice :Danw, sorry for waking you up again :D while, dad came and fetch me home. and slacked? and slack more. ahah. while just a few more minutes till my birthday ends. HAHA!

THANKS TO:
people who wished and gave me presents :D

celine, you still owe me one. so YA. haha. although you've forgotten :D

bye old and young people :D STUDY HARD!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

hmm. don't know what i did in my previous life.
is this really the "obstacle" i have to overcome now?

got told off again. DAMN IT.
the damn graduation thing. HEADACHE! haha. IRRITATING LIKE FUCK?! probably even worse than the China Trip one. because apparently that one was much easier. DUH? I DON'T CARE!

and so, i forgot what i wanted to type. but i do remember that i wanted to rant everything out from wo de xin! HAHA. oh, MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING. by treating myself, i might not come on that day so i can sleep HAHAHA.

while, still quite upset about the betrayal thing. F.

alright. chemistry mock test tmr. BYEBYE.
btw, we created a malay song. mixed with english of course. with the tune of a traditional malay song. i can't believe i created a phrase "nasi lemak briyani" HAHAHA. bye assholes :D

Monday, August 18, 2008

i'm doing it all wrong. DAMN IT.
fuck.
now i know the feeling of betrayal. WTH.

Thursday, August 14, 2008


just realised this picture is nice :D HAHAHA. -.-

alright. so, school in the morning. what did i have? hmm....
OH RIGHT, ENGLISH. oral practise.
then CHINESE, paper doing.
MATH. god damn it was boring. because all we do are sums and sums and more sums. although it's for our own good. BUT IT'S BORING FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
RECESS.
POA. woohoo... HAD "TEST" while it wasn't really a test because everyone was talking and discussing the answers as well. EH BUT GUESS WAD. I PROVIDED ANSWERS. well not every one DUH? just mst of it. OMG PEOPLE! THERE'S AN EXTRA SMART PERSON TO ASK ABOUT POA. me! come on mannn HAHHAHA.
CHEMISTRY. did the experiment thing thang thong again..
PHYSICS. mcq test. I KNOW HOW TO ANSWER. while most of it. I'M BECOMING A SMART PERSON BABY!!~
after school, stayed back to do the class presentation. spent time looking for the dear MR LAI. was desperate enough to ask MDM LEOW about his whereabouts. HAHA. MDM LEOW IS SO NICE MANNN!!! people, mdm leow is not a mean machine. she's very nice. just that sometimes, she's frustrated because we do things that are not appealing to her. HAHA. so yup. so did the presentation thing. lilin and rowena did in the class while i finished up with the compositions. DAMN IT. hahah. so to macdonalds to complete the essay. homed to finish newspaper report. and off to tuition, yet again -.-
and now, i'm here HAHAHA. this sounds like a freaking diary -.-
going to collapse any soon...

you know. i just realised. WHEN YOU'RE CONFIDENT ABOUT YOURSELF WHEN DOING SOMETHING, YOU'LL ACTUALLY SUCCEED! so people, confidence is the key. be confident with what you're doing and you'll eventually succeed.

WORK HARD PEOPLE! 1 more week or so to prelims! and 67 days to O'LS. i'm so dead. -.-

BYE!

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

to people who thinks i'm in love with enqi.

sorry to break your heart but I'M NOT.

seriously. WHO WOULD FALL FOR HER.

oh my goodness. SO YA PEOPLE, I DON'T LIKE HER.

SO YUP. STOP SAYING THAT.
i'm in love, yes, but definitely not with tokenqi. -.- THAT'S SICK MANNN. eew?! haha.
YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO I'M IN LOVE WITH??? haha. don't tell you leh :D come ask me, i might tell you. MAYBE I WILL :D

ok ya. that's the purpose of blogging today. can't believe i wasted my time just to confirm this stupid thing. HAHA. bye peeps :D

Friday, August 08, 2008

haha, toured singapore today.
morning had school national day celebration. wasn't as good as before. DUH? BECAUSE DON'T HAVE ME INSIDE WADD. haha. kidding. then after school, lunched with celine, christine, huldah, zijian and brenda in lot 1. then, was quite early to be home yet. so called everybody i know. finally, came to a concluson to go with the sjab people. they were at causeway, eating seoul garden. so i sat there with them. and cheryl ho made me grape float. IT'S NICE MANNN. thank you. then walked around to find something. to no avail though. then travelled back to lot 1. walked a little more. DON'T HAVE? then travelled to lavendar. damn it. my legs were killing me. so walked around the army market. round and round. finally. got it. then, too tired to carry on. so took a cab to deliever the magnificent gift. then home. FINALLY.
wth, pain can? but it's worth though.
well, celine tan, hoped you like the present :D
study hard.
bye :D

Monday, August 04, 2008

two words, TODAY SUCKS.

got shoot by people.
in the morning, somebody.
while, they had to settle some scores because of some matter. then i broke a promise. i wasn't there for her. OH WELL, if you think i wasn't there. just carry on thinking that way. because in actual fact is that, when i reached there, all of you walked off already. what do you want me to do? aiya. felt guilty about it. like when you're suppose to be there and you're not. i'm sorry. although it wouldn't mean much. i guess over-protection and care are just worthless thoughts in my head. the thought of wanting peace ends up worse than a war. oh well. hell. and now, i have no idea what to do. i'm already to blame and i admit that i'm in the wrong. but i just can't do anything about it. ok so, lalala

in between the day.
GOT TOLD OFF FOR BEING BIASED. don't know what's wrong also. while,EVERY TIME NOW, at least once a day, i'll be accused of being biased. WHAT CAN I SAY? i don'tknow what i did. but. OH WELL.

after school, mr rani.
so 5 girls names were being recorded in the class diary last thrusday. i'm included. then mr rani wanted to find us. so found. then he talked. AND ALL HIS FUCKING ATTENTION WAS DIVERTING TO ME. it's more like getting blamed for making all those noise.starting all those conversations that are not supposed to be started. for having a loud noise but used in the wrong way. WHAT THE!? and he said many teachers complained about me. as if i'm the one creating nuisance in class. so now, every teacher in dunearn thinks that peishi's a fucking loser who disrupts classes. and teachers from our class even the "angel" complained about me. OH WHAT THE HELL, I'M A BAD STUDENT. i ought to get a personal diary huh? get your facts right first please. and he said we are nonsense. YA WHATEVER ALRIGHT? somehow i feel that i deserve all these. all the blame should be on me. it's ok.

well, after that, i shed. DUH!? haha elaine, you didn't see again

so many big blows in one day. the day when you have to swallow down every of your guts? when you have to bow down to something that you do not have to? when you get told off because of a broken promise? when you still have a give a fake smile even though you don't have to? when you're being treated like a dog, taking orders from people without even saying a thing or letting people know how i feel?

anw thanks to 4TOPAZ girls. coleen for lending me psp to distress. sabrina for breaking my finger. AND THE PEOPLE WHO MADE ME REALISED MY MISTAKES.

for the first time in secondary school life, i hate MJT. only for that moment. but then, soon, it's ok already. just hope that his moodswings doesn't affect his way of teaching.
OK PEOPLE, THIS IS WRITTEN OUT OF ANGER. the tears of hatred and anger is gone. so this, shall be gone too.

to somebody: i can't do what you advised me to do. because i just can't. choices have consequences. and if i make that choice, one word, DEAD.

whoa, i realised, when i am angry or have alot of things in my mind. i post damn long!! woohoo.
actually, since the afternoon, all was well, until a message came. SIGH! don't know what's happening in my life now. why must all these things happen now? maybe there're obstacles that i have to pass in order to move on. just like how my canvas is like. SO I AM GOING TO OVERCOME ALL THESE. and carry on with my life. one more thing. ANT INVASION!!!
there're like so many mini ants crawling around. yup. gross.
ok byebye. PEOPLE WHO ARE DOWN BETTER CHEER UP! because by being upset, you're just wasting your life away. LIFE IS HORT, appreciate every moment you have in your life. try to move away all your sorrows away and let joy and happiness in. LIFE WILL BE MORE ENJOYABLE. right!? :D

just one more thing to add. for some people who have no idea, why i wouldn't tell them which negative mood i am in? BECAUSE IT'LL DAMPEN THE SPIRITS. GET THAT? lets say if i tell one that i'm very sad because of some matter. that person might not be able to do anything right? so might as well just carry on with the current tone and everything? instead of spoiling everything. ONE PERSON GET HURT BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE GET HURT TOGETHER. right? i'd rather suffer in silence than let anyone else suffer together. because sometimes, it's not their fault that i'm suffering.

I CAN SAY ALL OF THIS FOR I AM CHIOH PEI SHI! hehehe