my cousin, junwei says my voice is like total shit! cos i screamed while playing maple. first time playing wad. WHAT TO DO? so exciting. and then so fast die. aiyo. audition is FUN FUN FUN! but too noob to play with pros like stella and zuer. TOO PRO!
gonna play soccer soon! and i'm gonna kick everyone till they fall down. HAHA. and marcus. he's gonna act like Peter Crouch,duno the spelling. when he can't get past me. HAHA. too bad. you're never gonna win me (: junwei is gonna play soccer with me! WHEE! haha. anyway. there are like 4 computers here in use and every computer is so slowwww.
junwei is trying to erase what i'm typing here. GRR. haha.
tommorow count down to new year. and next 3 days, SCHOOL IS REOPENING. finally i get out of the house. WHEW. HAHA.
and sjab's banner is gonna be so SUPER nice. haha. to me laa. (: even if u dun think it is, you'll have to live with it. haha. TOO BAD. haha. and new shirts for sjab is coming out and alot oof new things coming.
A MATH IS HARD! haha.
bye.

hmm. gotta buy a present for junhao next year. OH BOTHER! hmm. just get him some book or sports stuff or a maple card.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

and merry christmas and a happy new year is kenrick's line.
so mine is.. HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A MERRY NEW YEAR!

yeah just merry christmas alright (:

i'm being missed (: while not that much huh. ): haha. WHILE GUESS WHAT?
I MISS ALL YOU OUT THERE EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T. but i don't care. haha.
i miss my primary school friends, the secondary school ones, the tuition ones, the holiday ones and all the other ones whom i can think of. ALL OF YOU ARE BEING MISSED.
hmm. basketball is being missed. bowling is being missed. running is being missed. badminton is being missed. having fun is being missed.
haha. i miss alot of things huh.

went to taiwan. came back from taiwan.
got piercings. got accessories. got stuff to eat. got i duno. got many new friends. haha.


ps: the piercings, i didn't pierce them. peirong and peixuan did. CAN U IMAGINE ME WITH EARHOLES? EWW! watch out for peirong, she looks weird with earholes. haha.

tag replies.
19 novembers.
elaine: HAHA. v funny. e la anne..
caiyan: HELLO! yep you can send it to me once you and i are online (:
zijian: YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE ON MY SIDE :(

20 novembers
alicia: HELLO.

23 novembers
celine: WILL LINK YOU UP!

25 novembers
elaine: huh? and i've no $ sorry (:
winnie: sure thing. if i can find some (:

26 novembers
aud: HELLO!

28 novembers
christine: here i am (:

29 novembers
stalin: there's someone.

1 decembers:
chalet: Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself When nobody else can help Because you live, girl My world has twice as many stars in the sky
chalet: Since you been gone! i can't breathe for the first time (:
peishi: YOU CLONE. >:(

2 decembers:
kaijun: YEP U CAN WHISTLE! sure will link you up (:
christine:because you liove? haha.
celine: will do.

3 decembers:
stalin: ONE MORE TIME, YOU'LL BE SO DEAD. excuse me. JUNLIN? kns.
elaine and christine: -.-

4 decembers:
christine: TOTALLY AGREE!
elaine: u pay we go (:
kaijun: we'll just hope elaine books it huh. (:
zijian: uncool, i'll miss my mama and my papa. JOKING! but you'll scold. HAHA.

sorry for the late replies. HAHA.
bye!

BECAUSE YOU LIVE
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake-up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know, what I didn't know
[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's all right, I survived, I'm alive again
Cause of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use
If you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me
Always
[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live

BEAUTIFUL SOUL

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah

feel like posting lyircs (:

the words can make a difference in my life

it's been a long time.
late long night chats turn into late long sleeps. trouble came.
tonight another long chat.

you touch and you'll get it from me. you do anything and you'll die.

walking through the knowledge that you never walk alone. you were there for a reason.

haha. went to jp today, watched sinking of japan. kinda cool. the guy died in the end cos the thing couldn't duno wad. haha.

went to swensens. still rmb-ed chris asking for the price for the french fries. haha.

then go swimming. blah blah blah. came home. around 9 plus went out to the road to play soccer, bare-footed and i smashed into a bush of bugainville. wa. got a huge cut on my hand, didn't noticed it till blood came out. it was dripping down all over my hand. haha. blah blah. my eyes hurt like shit and i'm going to sleep. nights.

ELAINE SORRY LA. HIT ME BACK OK. -.- SORRY.

tsz ting, it wasn't a fight and i'm not blaming you la, i'm just curious why u always use my name. like that only -.- ANYWAY. I APOLOGISE TOO. i'm making things corrupt in sjab HAHA.

WINNIE! you are my super-woman! she's brave and hot! WOO! she stopped two little young boys from fighting. YOU ROCK WINNIE!

elaine: STOP WHACKING MY HEAD+MY STOMACH LA. pain ok. IF NOT U'LL GET IT FROM ME SOMEDAY HAHAHA. IF NOT I TELL ...

AND TO EVERYONE!
CHEERS!! CARRY ON LIVING!!

peishi
CHAOS

kenrick sent me this. nothing better to do. haha.

Leo Personality
You are born to rule. Like the king of the jungle, you are a natural leader. It is not for you to take orders. Needing to assume authority, wherever you are, you are the focus point at any party. Noble as you are, it is very difficult for you to be sly and sneaky. You are honest, frank and courageous and although tending to be outspoken, you are courteous and understand the need for diplomacy when the situation demands. You have a strong aesthetic sense, not only with regard to your possessions, but also the environment around you. You are easily attracted to the rich and the famous, the bold and the beautiful and would often like to fashion your own lifestyle after them. In other words, you are easily seduced by material wealth and luxury and believe in living life in style. Your hobbies will probably be the sporting type or something that is vigorous. You will pursue your hobbies with considerable enthusiasm and excitement and will plunge into th em whole-heartedly, at least in the beginning.

Leo Lover
You have a gregarious personality easily standing out in a crowd, always the centre of attention at social gatherings. You are often loud and brash and people often take offence to that. If your big ego doesn't get the better of you, you can be a warm and considerate person. You are a lover with style, wooing your beloved in the most elegant manner. You wine and dine them, shower expensive gifts and roll out the red carpet all the way. You will find ideal life partners among fellow Leos, Aries and Sagittarians. A word of caution, however -- when you enter wedlock, married life will rarely be the same as it was during courtship and if you want smooth sailing, you will have to be less domineering and treat your spouse as your equal. Nevertheless, you will enjoy keeping a home that is good looking, where you can show off your taste and which is also reasonably equipped with material
Comforts

Leo Professional
You are definitely not suited for any lowbrow job. You should do well in white-collar establishment, where you are required to call upon your skills as a leader and a manager. Normally, you should find yourself heading in the right direction work wise from the age of 22. Since you like to lead a comfortable life, you will manage to earn enough to meet your needs. However, beware of speculation and gambling, as these may not prove lucky for you. Leos often find themselves involved in financial litigation but whether they are settled in your favour or not will depend on your natal chart.

Leo Traveller
You love to to holiday in style. They don't like roughing it out on holidays like trekking or cycling but instead want to be pampered with a good body massage or pedicure. You stretch your pockets to include a luxury cruise or a stay in a five star luxury hotel. You enjoy the thought of eating exotic cuisines and people waiting on you hand and foot!

Leo Teens
Leo girls are at the centre of attraction all the time. And that is the way they like it. The Leo girl always manages to look good. She has a fine sense of style, and is always dressed for effect. Her natural flamboyance and verve make her ideally suited for the show business. With her creativity and drive, she could very well become a film star. Her hobbies include acting and others artistic pursuits, activities like tennis, riding and sailing. She is a sociable person and can always be found in groups. She is a born leader; she dreams big and aims high. She may be a handful at times, but this young lady is definitely going places.
The Leo lad cannot be held back in narrow confines. He is a big player for sure. The Leo boy is a born charmer. He is a born leader and is usually the leader of his group. He sets his own rules and plays by them until he's bored, after which he will pick a new sport. He usually excels at school because he cannot comtemplate being anywhere but the top. He likes to think big and will aim for the best universities. He could grow up to be an actor, or an important politician. Driven by ambition and vitality, he wants it all. His flamboyance and love for the spotlight makes him take quite naturally to fame.

Leo Well Being
Being a leader and commander, you tend to burden yourself with a lot of responsibility and work related pressures, so a good diet and unbounded energy helps Leo maintain good health. Occasionally you are too busy to eat a proper meal but you do try to substitute with lots of fresh fruit and vegetables. Leos are so often single-mindedly busy pursuing career objectives that this can take a toll on your health. You will have to learn to slow down and relax more often. Many Leos are predisposed to heart-related ailments. Thus, you will have to cut down on demanding activities and avoid excess salt in your diet. Though most Leos enjoy exercising, you tend to get bored very easily, it is essential then that you bring an element of fun and variety in your exercise routine. Warming up and stretching your muscles before rigorous workouts will help avoid strains and pulls. Leos are a good-looking lot, with your looks reflecting all the sun's energy and vital ity. Try some yoga it's gentle pace should help you overcome any tensions in life. Problems with your heart and back, as well as those of the spleen also can adversely affect Leos Take care not to put on weight and eat healthily and Leos will live to a ripe old age.
Leo Luck
As it suits you to be the centre of attraction, go ahead and wear reds, orange, sunny yellow with the occasional foray into purple. They happen to be your lucky colours, along with white that stands out anywhere. If you are buying a ring or any precious gemstone, go for topaz and amber. While you like to take the day off and relax on Sundays, remember this is also your lucky day and you can use it for any important work. Your lucky number is 1, The Sun is your ruler and your element is fire.

it's false. aha.

I realised that i missed basketball so much.

While in this post, i'm not gonna say names but just gonna say out some serious stuff that i have kept in my heart for a long long time.

to you:
stop being over-confident. kinda irritating. and stop assuming that what u are doing can benefit us in many ways. and dun think so highly of yourself. sometimes what u say to other people can hurt their feelings. like for example if johnny have an "aroma" u dun have to say out right in his face. can you imagine someone saying that to you? i'm not saying that i do not do that or whatever. but ya, yours is way too over. btw, you didn't have to use my name lor, i didn't say it was your fault. it's just that you didn't have to make it as though u want me to get demoted and u can be the best. OK WHATEVER. right now, i'm forgetting every little bad things we did to each other and just carry on with my life like nothing happen, we'll be friends like last time. if it's not like that, HOW CAN WE UNITE AS ONE? THE DISASTER IS OVER!

SJAB:
woohoo!! we're gonna recruit people next year! haha. we're gonna try our best ok?! haha. we've come out with the designs and although it MIGHT not turn outlike what we want. ITS STILL OUR HARD WORK. haha. YAY! we had a "st.john" meal together. haha. but next time, we'll have all of dunearn st.john members to sit together and PARTAY!! woo! that's all. haha.

I'VE DECIDED TO FORGET MY PAST ABOUT MY THINKING ABOUT YOU AND I'LL BE FRIENDS WITH YOU LIKE LAST TIME. WE'LL MAKE SJAB THE BEST AND THE STRONGEST! WOOHOO!

to tszting: HAHA. OPERATIONS SECRETARY IS NOT EASY AT ALL, I'M NOT LUCKY, U WERE ACTUALLY YOU WERE THE LUCKY ONE BUT YOU ALL LOOK DOWN ON ME and i got the operations. haha. admin is not hard at all la.get used to it and you're done!

bye.

answers:

1) toothpicks
2)because his heart wasn't in it
3)Nine.

sorry people. dun have the mood to blog anymore.

Goodbye to this blog. post in a decade later.

quizes. LOL

1) What comes from a tree and fights cavities?
2) Why didn't the skeleton kid didn't want to go to school?
3)A man has 12 sheep. All but 9 died. How many has he left?

3 questions today. haha. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE TAN TEN!! HAHA.
elaine: u guessed pineapple and vegetables. YOU GOT THEM BOTH RIGHT!
alicia: u guessed vegetables! THAT'S CORRECT!

answers:

1)What kinds of tables do people eat?
vegeTABLES- HAHA.
2)How do you make a lemon drop?
Hold on to the lemon and let it go (:
3)What kind of apple is not an apple?
pineAPPLE (:
4)Can you spell a composition with two letters?
SA (essay)
5)If you add 2-forget and 2-forget, what do you get?
4-gotten
6)How can you spell chilly with two letters?
IC (icy)
7)Spell electricity with three letters
NRG (energy)
8)Can you spell a preety girl with two letters?
QT (cutey)
9)What colour is a cheerleader?
YELLER (yellow)
10)What is a dimple?
A PIMPLE UPSIDE DOWN HAHA!

next.

1)What kinds of tables do people eat?
2)How do you make a lemon drop?
3)What kind of apple is not an apple?
4)Can you spell a composition with two letters?
5)If you add 2-forget and 2-forget, what do you get? (this is easy with some thinking)
6)How can you spell chilly with two letters?
7)Spell electricity with three letters.
8)Can you spell a preety girl with two letters?
9)What colour is a cheerleader?
10)What is a dimple? (the answer for this is stupid. haha)

WHY SO LITTLE PEOPLE ANSWER? HAHA.
tell you the answers.
1) If six children and two dogs were under an umbrella, how come none of them got wet?
BECAUSE IT WASN'T RAINING. HAHA!
2)What has two hands but no arms?
A CLOCK!
3)What do people make that you can't see?
NOISES!
4)What insect can be spelled with just one letter?
BEE! - B
5)What person has the loudest voice?
THE ICE-CREAM MAN. HAHA. SEE AH. ICE-CREAM = I-SCREAM. AHA.

more coming up later.

STUFF (:

1) If six children and two dogs were under an umbrella, how come none of them got wet?
2)What has two hands but no arms?
3)What do people make that you can't see?
4)What insect can be spelled with just one letter?
5)What person has the loudest voice?

i'll just put 5 for now. haha. answer them through cbox (:

sometimes, it is difficult to give someone up. especially when you know that some other person had already beaten you to telling the truth and making it clear. i can't give you up just like that you know. it's been quite a while get it?
OK WHATEVER. it's impossible. GET A LIFE peishi.

i'm sorry if what i've type some sorta scare or confuse people. just writing out my thoughts. haha.

AND I'M NOT GIVING UP YOU OK (: i'm sorry to the people whom have been trying to change me and ya. but i'm still not giving up no matter what happens.

AHH! i dun want sjab to fall ok. SERIOUSLY. i can NEVER LIVE WITHOUT SJAB. without sjab my life is SO BORING. now without activities, i feel so weird?! STOP SLACKING EVERYONE! look, we were suppose to get 5 or 6 in the first aid quiz remember? but we actually got 4th can u believe it? WE SEC 2S ACTUALLY GOT 4TH IN THE FAQ? WHICH IS LIKE A BIG BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT.!
to manfred:u claim that u join st.john cos you like it, it's v difficlut for a boy to say that. boys don't usually join st.john bacause they think that st.john is all about cpr and cpr is about kissing which is SO WRONG. hey. u have the potential to be oe of the best cadets in the sec 1 squad. ur cpr is good. u learn fast. and u even insist to try for fancy drill despite knowing that it'll be tough. BUT NOW?! U DUN WANNA COME FOR SJAB. U SAY U DUN WANNA BE A NCO. U SAY THE FANCY DRILL IS BORING. WHO WAS THE ONE WHO SAID HE WANTED TO TRY FOR FANCY DRILL AND PROMISED TO COME FOR IT? NOW LOOK WHO'S BREAKING HIS PROMISE? wake up la. DUN GET INFLUENCED BY PEOPLE AROUND YOU. U'RE ALREADY AFFECTED TO A V V DEEP NEGATIVE EXTENT ALREADY. THE MANFRED WHOM I KNOW IN THE BEGGINING OF THE YEAR IS NOT THE MANFRED I KNOW NOW. YOU HAVE CHANGED SO MUCH.

i know the malays have some sorta saying that we have ben treating manfred differently cos he's a chinese. well i'm sorry and i can say that you all are wrong. whether chinese or malay, we are still a family and i treat each one of you fairly. haha. SO CHILL ALRIGHT (:

sjab! we are v v small as u can see. but we have the great bond! we cannot let sjab close down can we? stay strong and LETS RECRUIT MORE PEOPLE NEXT YEAR. if you all don't recruit anybody, you will not have any juniors and sjab might even close down because we are lack of people. SJAB?! JIA YOU!

I am gonna smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like it is all a dream and pretend it is not hurting me.

to some people, i'm not a person who can express feelings out by talking directly to you all. i dun have that courage to do so. although i want to say those words to you, i just dun dare to say it right in your face and will have to use a message to tell you. i'm sorry that it's like kns. and i know it's irritating. while all i can say is sorry. IF YOU GUYS FIND ME IRRITATING. DO TELL ME ALRIGHT. SOMETIMES I DUN KNOW WHAT I'M DOING MYSELF.

to someone: I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU. BUT I AM TRYING TO GIVE UP ON YOU ALREADY. I CAN'T CONTROL MYSELF. DAMN!

AND IT'S 2:06 IN THE MORNING. I'M STILL THINKING OF YOU (:

I KNOW I'M NOT A PERSON WHO CAN GIVE GOOD ADVICE. HAHA. BUT TO ALICIA AND WHOEVER, I SEND YOU THIS LONG LONG MESSAGE HUH. HOPE IT CAN HELP YOU (:
JIA YOU!

WHATEVER I DID WRONG.

SORRY.

i love my friends and families. and i certainly cannot live without them. and am i scaring all of you? haha. i'm typing like as if i'm gonna die tmr (: haha. as if....

20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people.At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this.
1. huldah
2. christine
3. elaine
4. winnie
5. zijian
6. audrey
7. mrs yeo
8. peirong
9. dad
10. mum
11. isabelle
12. germaine
13. the manikin
14. SJAB CADETS!
15. alicia
16. zuer
17. coleen
18. ain
19. syazwani
20. zakiah

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Questions:

How did i meet #14[ SJAB CADETS!] ?
Through sjab. DUH?!

What would you do if you never met #1[huldah]
Die. Why are u asking this question? -.- Haha

What would you do if #20 [zakiah] and #9 [dad] dated?
that can never happen can it?

Did you ever like #19 [syazwani]?
yep! The way we quarrel like siao char bos! Woohoo!

Would #6 [audrey] and #17 [coleen] make a good couple?
er. I dun think so.

Describe #3 [elaine]always hitting me for no reason? Or rather stupid reasons. Aiyoyo. Haha. Stop dreaming about ahem girl.

Do you think #8 [peirong] is attractive?
way attractive! One of the hottest babe (: guys. Watch out! She’s single!

Tell me something about #7 [mrs yeo]?
She is mean. She doesn’t wanna give me my half mark! she’s my form teacher

Do you know any of #12 [ germaine]’s family?
Yep. Her sisters are way cute!

What are #8 [peirong]’s favorites?
A mizuno bag

What would you do if #18[ain] confess that he likes you?
ain’s not a guy. Haha. (:

What language does #15 [alicia] speak?
Chinese? English?

Who is #9 [dad] going out with?
my mum. HAHA!

How old is #16 [zuer] now?
FOURTEEN!

Who is #2 [christine]'s favourite band/singer?
wth. Lets see. The veronicas (: cos she did a video with it. JUST JOKING (:

Would you ever date #4 [winnie]?
maybe.

Would you date #7 [ mrs yeo]?
Aww man! NO WAY!!

Is #15 [alicia] single?
NOPE. HAHA SHE’S TAKEN!

What's #10 [mum]'s last name?
noi

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11 [isabelle]?
maybe. She rocks! Haha!

What school does #3 [elaine] go to?
dunearn duh?!

Where does #6 [audrey] lives?
in a big big house!!!

What's your favourite thing about #5 [zijian]?
HER ROSY CHEEKS!

Have you seen #1 [huldah] naked?
WTH?! THIS IS STUPID! >: (


And 5 people to do it?
Aiya. Almost everyone did it before.