Sunday, January 28, 2007

I'M SUDDENLY INTO SUNRISES AND SUNSETS! THEY ARE V V NICE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

if words could make wishes come true. peishi.

Sunday, January 21, 2007

yeah yeah! SHUT THE FUCK UP PEISHI!
just realised that i'm being disliked in school. don't ask why.
when i talk, say i talk too much, when i don't talk. think something wrong with me -.- so just shut up lor?
am i making too big sacrifices for some things? making them but people won't appreciate them. what's the point. STOP IT PEISHI. sorry, just disappointed from thing i heard, which are true.

bye.



same old brand new you


I can still remember the time you were there when i needed to hold you, feel you
Every time i ask you to find a new way, you lie a new way
Is it gone gone gone gone gone
You'll chance you'll never chance, you're never never gonna keep your promises
You said you'd change but i'm afraid, it's something i won't live to see,
It seems so strange ,that sometimes fate,
Can appear to be so real and yet turn out to be a fantasy,
Bridge:
Same old line, one more time,
Say you're gonna be, there for me,
Say you'll change, change your ways,
Never gonna keep your promises,
Same old game, (you know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (you're singing that same old song)
No more lies (if you don't wanna find me gone gone gone gone gone)
Chorus:
Another night another day,
What can i say, you're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two,
What can i do, when you're the same old brand new you
You'll change you'll never change, you're never never gonna keep your promises
Because of you, i guess we're through, is this the way it has to be,
I've been a fool (i've been a fool),
A fool for you (a fool for you)
But i've got better things to do then let you walk all over me
Same old line, one more time,
Say you're gonna be, there for me,
Say you'll change, change your ways,
Never gonna keep your promises,
Same old game, (you know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (you're singing that same old song)
No more lies (if you don't wanna find me gone gone gone gone gone)
Chorus repeat
I can still remember the time you were there when i needed to hold you, feel you
Every time i ask you to find a new way, you lie a new way
Is it gone gone gone gone gone
You'll change you'll never change,you're never never gonna keep your promises
You'll change you'll never change,you're never never gonna keep your promises
Same old line, one more time,
Say you're gonna be, there for me,
Say you'll change, change your ways,
Never gonna keep your promises,
Same old game, (you know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (you're singing that same old song)
No more lies (if you don't wanna find me gone gone gone gone gone)

No More



You say your gonna work it out
Then I see your having doubts
Tellin' me you'll walk away
But then you go and stay
You're callin' me day and night
Sayin' He don't treat you right
Then you always turn round and give one more try
Baby you know it isn't fair
You expect me to be there
But we never get nowhere
I got one foot out the door
I don't wanna hear 'bout him no more
I'll make a long story short
Time to make up you're mind girl
No more back and forth I don't wanna hear 'bout him no more
If i'm not what you want
I don't wanna hear no more
stop tellin'n me you need more time
Tired of the same old line
better make a move or you are gonna find
I ain't taking it,
Cos you know it's wrong
Better let him know or it's time to go, you're moving on
Baby you know how close I am to being gone
Waited on you long enoughI can only take so much
Tell me if I have you're heart
I got one foot out the door
I don't wanna hear 'bout him no more
I'll make a long story (no,no) short
Time to make up you're mind girl
no more back and (oh, oh, oh) Forth
If I'm not what you want
I don't wanna hear no more
I don't wanna hear no more
If you're sure that you really love me
I don't wanna hear no more
Out the doorif you still don't know
I've been there for you and you know it's true
You belong with me, what you gonna do
I don't wanna hear no more


Thursday, January 18, 2007

For You I Will (confidence)


Alright, yeah, Yeah
Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you
Oh I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar,
I've crossed you in hallways a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall
Oh I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood, I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room I would
That's what I'd do, that's what I'd do, that's what I'd do to get through to you, yeah
Muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
~
yeah :D

Thursday, January 11, 2007

STOP HAVING FALSE HOPES! I keep telling people that yet i keep giving myself those false hopes.

POA IS A CONFIRM FAILURE, THE TEACHER IS NOT EVEN TEACHING? how do you expect us to do the worksheet when u don't even teach the chapter? lets say out of 5 chapters, you teach two only. and the rest? self-study or you just teach without us understanding. WTH. and the relief teacher is only coming to our class to give us the worksheet. WHAT CRAP!

and HAVE YOUR OWN SENSE OR ORIGINALITY PEOPLE! stop copying what people say and do and YA JUST STOP COPYING. IT'S IRRITATING. ARGHH! want to know what i'm trying to say? read chapter 1 of the life accents 3a. looking good feeling good.

you! STOP IT ALRIGHT?

piss and irritated. bye.
i've changed, seriously.if you don't feel that way and you don't see it, so be it. i don't wana care anymore.
and to you! YOU DON'T NEED LIES TO ATTRACT ATTENTION. YUCK!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

TO THOSE WHO ARE THINKING NEGATIVE RIGHT NOW OR THEN OR LATER, TRY TO THINK POSITIVE. IT'LL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. :D while at least try.

hmm. I JUST FOUND OUT THAT I'M GONNA FAIL MY MATH, POA, CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS. while all of them are just soooo difficult to study and understand. i'm trying. perhaps i'm not, maybe i think i am but i'm not. I'LL TRY! i've change but some people can't see it. haha.

GOGOGO! YOU CAN DO IT! BYE!

Sunday, January 07, 2007


these pictures are drawn during a conversation on. i forgot. cute huh. haha. whatever -.-


i becoming stupid-er already. real stupid. dno why. but ya. v stupid lor. that's all la. i dno what to type also -.- I AM STUPID. aiya. math that is suppose to be like so easy, i cannot do them -.- it's like SUPER EASY LAAA. but i duno how to do. just realise i am suppose to study harder this time, AND I STILL DON'T HAVE THAT PUSH YET? someone PUSH ME NOW! if not i'm gonna be the last in class ): aiya! bye.

Friday, January 05, 2007



this picture. not bad huh. was introduced to it on art lesson.

today was cca promotion day, while guess what i'll comment about it? IT SUCKS ALRIGHT? like what like that. some inconsiderate people. tskkk. talking half-way u do not have to interrupt you know? AND WE DIDN'T TALK ABOUT YOUR CCA, YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY THAT WE SUCK OR SOMETHING RIGHT? come on la. would you like to hear people like saying your cca sucks? like example we promoting our cca, then suddenly someone walks past you and says: " ST.JOHN SUCKS LA, DON'T JOIN". LIKE KNS CAN?
to get people to join your cca, you don't have to talk about others what. i admit that i say some stuff about others but those are true facts wadd. if i tell you all those facts, you all will somewhat agree can? u don't have to say we suck WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WE'RE DOING?
i'm not trying to say that st.john is the best but i'm just trying to say that, come on la. although we are small we have our strong points also right? like if sports day or what someone got cramp, we'll help treat people waddd. small then small la. some big ccas canot communicate well too
and excuse me, you are like the head.SO WHAT? big deal uh? don't have to laugh at us right? like hazizah's hand, it's like a fake wound you don't have to exagerrate and say " St.John cannot even treat themselves how they treat other people?" YOU KNOW THAT WAS LKE WANTING ME TO KILL YOU ALRIGHT?
while, YOU KNOW WHAT? NO MATTER HOW PEOPLE WIL CRITICISE SJAB OR WHAT. ST.JOHN STILL ROCKS OK (: PEOPLE CHEERS! DON'T LET OTHERS LOOK DOWN ON US. REMEMBER: NO MATTER HOW SMALL WE ARE, WE'LL STILL WALK TO THE FRONT IN BLACK AND WHITE (: HAHA. and we will FIGHT IN THE RAIN AND IN THE SUN! ROCK ON!

Monday, January 01, 2007

hmm. when i was in my mama womb then the doctor was like ultra-scanning the womb, the doctor said i was a boy. nono. not i am a boy but haha. i was I DUNO LAAA. like hmm. look like a boy. but when i came out i am a girl HAHA. i am a girl (:
someone said i was suppose to be a boy when he looked at my baby photo. KNS. EXCUSE ME. I AM A GIRL. look at me. haha!

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! it's a new year. and new year is suppose to be a new year. and when u're in a new year. u're suppose to be new. haha. NONSENSE RIGHT? COS I DUNO WHAT I'M TYPING.

MR WEE. BE PATIENT. I'M NOT A FAST TYPER (: SEE THIS IS THE POST I'M TALKING ABOUT. HAHA.

Saturday, December 30, 2006

my cousin, junwei says my voice is like total shit! cos i screamed while playing maple. first time playing wad. WHAT TO DO? so exciting. and then so fast die. aiyo. audition is FUN FUN FUN! but too noob to play with pros like stella and zuer. TOO PRO!
gonna play soccer soon! and i'm gonna kick everyone till they fall down. HAHA. and marcus. he's gonna act like Peter Crouch,duno the spelling. when he can't get past me. HAHA. too bad. you're never gonna win me (: junwei is gonna play soccer with me! WHEE! haha. anyway. there are like 4 computers here in use and every computer is so slowwww.
junwei is trying to erase what i'm typing here. GRR. haha.
tommorow count down to new year. and next 3 days, SCHOOL IS REOPENING. finally i get out of the house. WHEW. HAHA.
and sjab's banner is gonna be so SUPER nice. haha. to me laa. (: even if u dun think it is, you'll have to live with it. haha. TOO BAD. haha. and new shirts for sjab is coming out and alot oof new things coming.
A MATH IS HARD! haha.
bye.

Monday, December 25, 2006


hmm. gotta buy a present for junhao next year. OH BOTHER! hmm. just get him some book or sports stuff or a maple card.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!

and merry christmas and a happy new year is kenrick's line.
so mine is.. HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A MERRY NEW YEAR!

yeah just merry christmas alright (:

Sunday, December 24, 2006

i'm being missed (: while not that much huh. ): haha. WHILE GUESS WHAT?
I MISS ALL YOU OUT THERE EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T. but i don't care. haha.
i miss my primary school friends, the secondary school ones, the tuition ones, the holiday ones and all the other ones whom i can think of. ALL OF YOU ARE BEING MISSED.
hmm. basketball is being missed. bowling is being missed. running is being missed. badminton is being missed. having fun is being missed.
haha. i miss alot of things huh.

went to taiwan. came back from taiwan.
got piercings. got accessories. got stuff to eat. got i duno. got many new friends. haha.


ps: the piercings, i didn't pierce them. peirong and peixuan did. CAN U IMAGINE ME WITH EARHOLES? EWW! watch out for peirong, she looks weird with earholes. haha.

Friday, December 08, 2006

tag replies.
19 novembers.
elaine: HAHA. v funny. e la anne..
caiyan: HELLO! yep you can send it to me once you and i are online (:
zijian: YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE ON MY SIDE :(

20 novembers
alicia: HELLO.

23 novembers
celine: WILL LINK YOU UP!

25 novembers
elaine: huh? and i've no $ sorry (:
winnie: sure thing. if i can find some (:

26 novembers
aud: HELLO!

28 novembers
christine: here i am (:

29 novembers
stalin: there's someone.

1 decembers:
chalet: Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself When nobody else can help Because you live, girl My world has twice as many stars in the sky
chalet: Since you been gone! i can't breathe for the first time (:
peishi: YOU CLONE. >:(

2 decembers:
kaijun: YEP U CAN WHISTLE! sure will link you up (:
christine:because you liove? haha.
celine: will do.

3 decembers:
stalin: ONE MORE TIME, YOU'LL BE SO DEAD. excuse me. JUNLIN? kns.
elaine and christine: -.-

4 decembers:
christine: TOTALLY AGREE!
elaine: u pay we go (:
kaijun: we'll just hope elaine books it huh. (:
zijian: uncool, i'll miss my mama and my papa. JOKING! but you'll scold. HAHA.

sorry for the late replies. HAHA.
bye!

Sunday, November 19, 2006

BECAUSE YOU LIVE
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake-up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know, what I didn't know
[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's all right, I survived, I'm alive again
Cause of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use
If you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live, there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me
Always
[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live

BEAUTIFUL SOUL

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you, I'd be always faithful
I want to be
What you always needed
Then I'll hope you see the heart in me
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind if you give me the chance
I'll never make you cry c'mon let's try
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Maybe do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Beautiful soul, yeah
Oh, yeah
Your beautiful soul, yeah

feel like posting lyircs (:

the words can make a difference in my life

it's been a long time.
late long night chats turn into late long sleeps. trouble came.
tonight another long chat.

you touch and you'll get it from me. you do anything and you'll die.

walking through the knowledge that you never walk alone. you were there for a reason.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

haha. went to jp today, watched sinking of japan. kinda cool. the guy died in the end cos the thing couldn't duno wad. haha.

went to swensens. still rmb-ed chris asking for the price for the french fries. haha.

then go swimming. blah blah blah. came home. around 9 plus went out to the road to play soccer, bare-footed and i smashed into a bush of bugainville. wa. got a huge cut on my hand, didn't noticed it till blood came out. it was dripping down all over my hand. haha. blah blah. my eyes hurt like shit and i'm going to sleep. nights.

ELAINE SORRY LA. HIT ME BACK OK. -.- SORRY.

Friday, November 10, 2006

tsz ting, it wasn't a fight and i'm not blaming you la, i'm just curious why u always use my name. like that only -.- ANYWAY. I APOLOGISE TOO. i'm making things corrupt in sjab HAHA.

WINNIE! you are my super-woman! she's brave and hot! WOO! she stopped two little young boys from fighting. YOU ROCK WINNIE!

elaine: STOP WHACKING MY HEAD+MY STOMACH LA. pain ok. IF NOT U'LL GET IT FROM ME SOMEDAY HAHAHA. IF NOT I TELL ...

AND TO EVERYONE!
CHEERS!! CARRY ON LIVING!!

peishi
CHAOS
kenrick sent me this. nothing better to do. haha.

Leo Personality
You are born to rule. Like the king of the jungle, you are a natural leader. It is not for you to take orders. Needing to assume authority, wherever you are, you are the focus point at any party. Noble as you are, it is very difficult for you to be sly and sneaky. You are honest, frank and courageous and although tending to be outspoken, you are courteous and understand the need for diplomacy when the situation demands. You have a strong aesthetic sense, not only with regard to your possessions, but also the environment around you. You are easily attracted to the rich and the famous, the bold and the beautiful and would often like to fashion your own lifestyle after them. In other words, you are easily seduced by material wealth and luxury and believe in living life in style. Your hobbies will probably be the sporting type or something that is vigorous. You will pursue your hobbies with considerable enthusiasm and excitement and will plunge into th em whole-heartedly, at least in the beginning.

Leo Lover
You have a gregarious personality easily standing out in a crowd, always the centre of attention at social gatherings. You are often loud and brash and people often take offence to that. If your big ego doesn't get the better of you, you can be a warm and considerate person. You are a lover with style, wooing your beloved in the most elegant manner. You wine and dine them, shower expensive gifts and roll out the red carpet all the way. You will find ideal life partners among fellow Leos, Aries and Sagittarians. A word of caution, however -- when you enter wedlock, married life will rarely be the same as it was during courtship and if you want smooth sailing, you will have to be less domineering and treat your spouse as your equal. Nevertheless, you will enjoy keeping a home that is good looking, where you can show off your taste and which is also reasonably equipped with material
Comforts

Leo Professional

You are definitely not suited for any lowbrow job. You should do well in white-collar establishment, where you are required to call upon your skills as a leader and a manager. Normally, you should find yourself heading in the right direction work wise from the age of 22. Since you like to lead a comfortable life, you will manage to earn enough to meet your needs. However, beware of speculation and gambling, as these may not prove lucky for you. Leos often find themselves involved in financial litigation but whether they are settled in your favour or not will depend on your natal chart.

Leo Traveller
You love to to holiday in style. They don't like roughing it out on holidays like trekking or cycling but instead want to be pampered with a good body massage or pedicure. You stretch your pockets to include a luxury cruise or a stay in a five star luxury hotel. You enjoy the thought of eating exotic cuisines and people waiting on you hand and foot!

Leo Teens
Leo girls are at the centre of attraction all the time. And that is the way they like it. The Leo girl always manages to look good. She has a fine sense of style, and is always dressed for effect. Her natural flamboyance and verve make her ideally suited for the show business. With her creativity and drive, she could very well become a film star. Her hobbies include acting and others artistic pursuits, activities like tennis, riding and sailing. She is a sociable person and can always be found in groups. She is a born leader; she dreams big and aims high. She may be a handful at times, but this young lady is definitely going places.
The Leo lad cannot be held back in narrow confines. He is a big player for sure. The Leo boy is a born charmer. He is a born leader and is usually the leader of his group. He sets his own rules and plays by them until he's bored, after which he will pick a new sport. He usually excels at school because he cannot comtemplate being anywhere but the top. He likes to think big and will aim for the best universities. He could grow up to be an actor, or an important politician. Driven by ambition and vitality, he wants it all. His flamboyance and love for the spotlight makes him take quite naturally to fame.

Leo Well Being
Being a leader and commander, you tend to burden yourself with a lot of responsibility and work related pressures, so a good diet and unbounded energy helps Leo maintain good health. Occasionally you are too busy to eat a proper meal but you do try to substitute with lots of fresh fruit and vegetables. Leos are so often single-mindedly busy pursuing career objectives that this can take a toll on your health. You will have to learn to slow down and relax more often. Many Leos are predisposed to heart-related ailments. Thus, you will have to cut down on demanding activities and avoid excess salt in your diet. Though most Leos enjoy exercising, you tend to get bored very easily, it is essential then that you bring an element of fun and variety in your exercise routine. Warming up and stretching your muscles before rigorous workouts will help avoid strains and pulls. Leos are a good-looking lot, with your looks reflecting all the sun's energy and vital ity. Try some yoga it's gentle pace should help you overcome any tensions in life. Problems with your heart and back, as well as those of the spleen also can adversely affect Leos Take care not to put on weight and eat healthily and Leos will live to a ripe old age.
Leo Luck
As it suits you to be the centre of attraction, go ahead and wear reds, orange, sunny yellow with the occasional foray into purple. They happen to be your lucky colours, along with white that stands out anywhere. If you are buying a ring or any precious gemstone, go for topaz and amber. While you like to take the day off and relax on Sundays, remember this is also your lucky day and you can use it for any important work. Your lucky number is 1, The Sun is your ruler and your element is fire.

it's false. aha.