fuck. i'm super tired with life already. ALMOST EVERYDAY there'll be a time when i feel angry and everything. shant elaborate. if not it'll be boring. sister's psle coming up. she's asking me all sorts of things which i have to help her in. quite irritating sometimes. she's having some problems in school which i duno how to solve and give her v lame answers. my parents are suspecting something about me. which i duno why, but what they're suspecting is somehow true only that some are wrong. haha nvm. stop pissing me off people. although i won't show it but some know it. while others dun. bye.

it's just gonna be a normal day when nothing interesting will happen. it's different from the past two years already. everything's changing but i don't care now. it doesn't matter anymore.

hello. 22 AUGUST COMING OK. AND SO IS 28 PREPARE TWO PRESENTS IF NOT ALL ER. just prepare la huh :D
i cannot believe it! 10 more days :D but i guess it won't be as surprising as it was last year. it's ok. :D
and i'm starting to study. not really going in to study just reading and flipping. hah. ok anw, good luck everyone! i'm gonna make a phone call already
byebye! ELAINE I KNOW SOMETHING! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

go puma! we'll do it. memorise our song -.-
movitate me ok ANYONE. better do so.
lets see. my birthday is coming! yay 32 august. don't know what to buy right? ok here's the list of WHAT I WANT :D
1)a backpack
2)a wallet
3)a basketball
4)a soccer ball
5)my kipling bag
6)something that only some people know
7)a bigger bed :D
8)shirts.

quite demanding huh? i'll add on to it. when i think of more :D haha.

seems like the whole world knows about this matter. why?

i'm gonna shut-up. so people who i think i can tell my stuff to, you'll know soon. if not. ask me yourself.
what's the point of being so nice but in the end, i get nothing but quiet-ness. whatever ok.

i make v nice sentences. well, that's what i think. see.

i'm not a monster, i'm a robot. this one. must say in my language :D
the problem is, i don't have a best friend
thing thang thung
bing bang bong
tralala, wo ai ni, come on out and play with me :D sing it.
you never FUCKING care about me.

lala. ok wadever. badmood.

you're making me piss, asshole.

i love you you love we are happy family with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you won't you say you love me too.

i miss my primary school days, when everything was so innocent and pure.

last night my sister taught me math. although the explanation is good. but some things. omg horrible. i was suppose to bring a bowl of soup down and go up in 5 seconds. WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY IMPOSSIBLE. cos it's soup and will spill. it's not like the bowl is empty. i reached up at her room in about 30 seconds later. guess wad? she made me pump 20 times. and not only that. squats 10 times. madness. if i don't do the punishment, she won't teach me. lame huh. and she gave me tons of homework. well, i'm glad i have my sister.

today. morning. assembly. animation thing thang thung! the instructor showed the same powerpoint that he showed to us last time. and our video was shown. well, it sure brought back some wonderful memories :D animation rocks! poa lesson. said the 1 2 3 thing again. greeted. then like that. next, recess then chinese? math then BASKETBALL! omg. so fun! v long never play already. well. didn't score any. i am lousy. i became v red like wad i was last time. IF ANY PEI HWA PEOPLE IS GONNA READ THIS! RMB HOW I LOOKED AFTER EVERY GAME ON SATURDAY? red, brown and wet. but i don't stink :D i miss basketball so much! SOMEONE PLAY WITH ME NOW! I HOPE IT WOULD BE YOU TO ASK ME PLAY. three pointer 2 times or was it one time? wa. hit the ring then bounce out. defended. and mr tan went. v good peishi v good. haha. until 224. then up to take english test. that english test. SO -.- the whole paper was comprehension. was too lazy to do the lst one. just used common sense to do it. blah. in the night, had some photo-shooting thing. wa so fun! except for the make-up part. slept next morning.

18 july
morning. had pe. HOCKEY! had a game. at first orange t-shirts+mr tan vs the others. LEADERS! hhaa :l then switched team after we scored 2. played and played i scored 1. haha! the only point for the other team. that means 2-1 :D heard from many other classes that there were injuries in their classes. BUT OURS DID NOT HAVE ANY. whoa. surprise surprise. was dripping sweat or water. cos the droplets dripping down NOT SALTY AT ALL. but i didn't pour water over my head of course. it was the natural thing. but it's just that it isn't salty. after that. WA PIANG EH. STOMACH PAIN. i assumed that there was pain cos i'm hungry -.- but the pain was, TERRIBLE! eek. had trouble standing up and sitting down. aiya, almost everything i do causes the pain. ahha. recess. blah then more lessons. slept and woke up. played with that guy's hair cos he played with mine. u ARE SO DEAD! westmall after school. ate. drew. felt V cold. see math. and home. :D i wanna sleep but i can't cos i'm not allowed to. ok byebye.

tralala, wo ai ni, come on out and play with me.

TO ANYONE! who wants to know my last words before i die, ask me :D i'll be glad to tell you. really.
and to you. the secret message to you is in my phone :D but you won't know where i put it. LOL.

this is quite a long post already huh. SO PEOPLE! I'VE UPDATED. start reading :D more people visit=more posts :D haha

WHY? into depression. ok not that bad. just moodless mood. yup. sorry guys. these few days uh. pardon me ok. sorry

kayaking today. the morning was SO cold. cos it was raining. headed down to pasir ris. split into groups. the instructor for my group, charlene was. HOT. chio okk :D but too old. too bad. if not uh. hehe. ok JK. don't jealous uhh. haha. then swimming drills. then duno wad. AND CAPSIZE DRILL. omg. scary. i almost died. we were suppose to flip over the kayak then pat three times then come up. wa. water gush down the nose and ears and eyes. as what people said. btu didn't happen to me. I'M PRO :D started kayaking. WA ALOT OF RAFT UPS. and i can kayak v fast. not haolian la. but really v fast. was in a single kayak. cannot balance properly. ALMOST capsize alot of times. haha. after that. shore then debrief before that. brought back the kayaks. OMG HEAVY! oh ya! i forgot still got this rescue part. must lift yourself up to the kayak and move forward. wa the thighs v pain. those wearing fbts. haha :D cos the shorts will be pushed back quick alot so be careful people. trip back to school. blah. end of day. KAYAKING'S FUN! test tomorrow. i'm gonna pass it :l well maybe not.

i think you know it. but you're just acting that you don't.
i can't wait to fall in love, with you. you can't wait to fall in love, with me. this just can't be summer love.

PEOPLE TAKING THE KAYAKING TEST TOMORROW GOOD LUCK! and people going for the lesson soon. have fun! you're there to learn and have fun. so don't get into trouble. JUST BE DARING!
that girl's hot :D

peishi

WA! GLOBAL WARMING! i'm sweating like a stupid person. from my hair, forehead, back and even my eyebrows. wa very hot man! at least, my sweat. can be cleaned on someone :D haha. today went for qams. for no reason. haha. then to westmall with zijian bought her stuff walked back to interchange. saw xz then walked back to wm with her. then walked back to interchange again. haha. well. youth day thang tomorrow. good luck to those people performing! band etc. SERIOUSLY PEOPLE. SAVE THE EARTH. if not. i'm gonna die due to loss of water. go people! save the Earth!

the trip to batam was, AWESOME! woke up at 7+. headed down to harbour front. got bfast at macdonalds. up to the boat on i forgot wad time. before that, at the terminal, while waiting. my sister and i took CRAZY photos. they look really -.- then reached batam. first pit stop. sea sports. while, we were the only family playing the parachute thing. so the rest had to wait for us. HAHAHA. at first. my sisters and my grandmother didn't wanna fly up. in the end we all did fly up. SHIOK-NESS ok. next stop. go kart :D my sister and i drove. with 2 indian people. WA THEY ARE FAST DRIVERS. they drove like super fast. i thought i was already going very fast. but they were going faster. stupid people. overtake me. haha :D then next lunch. after that to a polo store. i bought the windbreaker :D and shirts. then to a temple. then to a shopping mall. while. celine. i DID walk around to find your thing. BUT to no avail. cannot find. but i have a better idea on how u can present yourself muahaha. then boat back and home. UNTIL NOW I STILL CAN FEEL MY HEAD MOVING LIKE THE WAVES. up and down. suck. like spinning in a washing machine!

milk run.
was suppose to meet people at a coffee shop. but in the end i was late. met them in school. got sppointed to class, 2n2. omg. wa they make my blood boil. st john is bad enough, this class, is worse. then walked around clarke quay. we had 10 more minutes to complete like 2 km or so. i guess we were too honest to walk the whole thing. MOST PEOPLE TOOK SHORT-CUTS >:( haha. after that. we took the last bus back to school. before that we were chlling out outside a restaurant. i was making a fool out of myself. then soon, isabelle join me. then togeter. we walked around playing and joking. while, it's definetely a good thing. cos we make MANY people laugh and smile. rather than having them to give the -.- look. soon. they started to do wad i was doing. the leader thing. guess i'm quite influencial huh :D it was quite embarrasing doing all those things. especially in public. but who cares :D took alot of pictures. AND that person who loves nature ALOT. went round taking photos. and asked many people to take with her. except for me. so bad right. SHE WENT TO SO MANY PEOPLE BUT NOT ME. i have the evidence. YOU ARE SO DEAD MAN. haha.
frankly speaking, it's good to see people laughing at your jokes. even people whom i don't know laugh at me. I DUNO WHAT I DID TO MAKE THEM LAUGH. haha. i was being myself and not acting out "myself" like. you know.
RIGHT NOW, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M TYPING. MY HEAD IS SPINNING. haha. so, pardon me. while I UPDATED OK.

au revior :D

WAD THE HELL! I TYPED A WHOLE LOT OF THINGS and poof! all gone. WHY WHY WHY? ARGHH. at least i updated :D
WHILE, HEAVEN'S NOT ON MY SIDE MAN! MY BILLS ARE NOT PAID. AND MY DAD WON'T PAY THEM FOR ME. FOR I DUNO WAD REASON. NOW I CANNOT DO ANYTHING WITH MY PHONE! for so long. i've saved so much messages, IN THE END. ARGHH! and connection got a HUGE ERROR. mummy! come back soon and help me :(
stupid bill. tralala.
OH YA! MY SONG!
tralala, wo ai ni, come on out and play with me :D
want the notes ask me :l
tralala :D
peishi rocks!
OH YA!
Can The Xylophone Laugh?

wad the hell. HOW CAN U CHANGE A PERSON'S PERSONALITY JUST LIKE THAT? and what's your problem uh? JUST BECAUSE I DON'T WEAR A SKIRT YOU'RE NOT GONNA GIVE ME TUITION? wad? does wearing a skirt make me a different person? NO! come on la -.- and wad? YOU TELL MY PARENTS ABOUT ME NOT WEARING A SKIRT AND ALL. now whenever we go out, they'll want me to wear a skirt. AND I HAVE NO SKIRT AT ALL? unless you're talking about the school skirt. SO WHAT IF MY DRESSING IS IMPROPER FOR A GIRL? you tell me SO WHAT? i'm just going for tuition. i wil dress the way i want to dress. DON'T YOU DARE TO CHANGE ME. try me one more time AND U'LL GET IT. i will walk out on you.and those who say i'm changing, maybe i am BUT I THINK THAT I'M NOT CHANGING. gosh. how i hate my life nowadays.SHUT THE HELL UP!
AND MY MOTHER THINKS I'M A LESBIAN JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY I ACT AND THE WAY I DRESS. while most probaby i am one. WHO CARES MAN?

i think my parents are millionaires!
today went for a it shopping spree. but first clothing.
went vivo city to wait for my sisters to finish tuition. my mother went into this shop called GAP. wa! the things expensive like WHOA! my mum chose pieces of long pants. one for me one for my big sister and one for her. the price tag. GUESS HOW MUCH? $89.90! for one. OMG. EXPENSIVE! siao. and bought 3.
then went to millenia walk. walked around. bought 2 ipod nanos. WA! the price was close to $500! maybe more. then went to harvey norman. bought a speaker. dno how much. then 2 mp3s! one for my ma and one for my sister. then walk and walk. THEN WE BOUGHT A LAPTOP. and adding on to insurance and stuff. wa. u should have seen the receipt. OMG. this is the first time i see my parents spending so much.
i cannot imagine how my mother shops. she goes to all those branded shops and places to buy. how much would it cost? hmm. AND ADDING ON TO THIS QUITE BIG HOUSE AND 2 CARS. wow. they're VERY RICH INDEED. i feel proud of myself :D BUT NOW I HAVE TROUBLE PUTTING SONGS INTO THE IPOD. I NOOB :( i finished those two mp3s already. put songs and blah.
sjab camp in 2 days. duno whether it'llbe a success or a failure. it'll most probably be a failure anyway -.-
still trying hard for the laptop stuff and now this computer is NOT WORKING PROPERLY. the internet server. OH PIECE OF SHIT.
whatever :D ta! wish me good luck with these electronic stuff. GOSH HAVE TO PUT SONGS FOR MY MA MY BOTH SISTERS AND THE LAPTOP. IT'LL TAKE A LONG TIME.

one question: DO YOU KNOW ANYONE WHO IS BETTER THAN ME? answer my question :D
quotes: learning without thought is labour, thought without learning is perilous :D

whatever. AND ANSWER MY QUESTION!
peishi :D

WAD ALICIA DID! GREAT JOB :D i found it from your blog

let's take a peek at my report book :D
english-f9
chinese-f9
a math-f9
e math-f9
science-f9
combined humanities-f9
poa-f9
art-f9
total-0/700
percentage 0.0
class position 39/39
level position-185/185
weight for height indicator-severely overweight
remarks-SHE'S A MEAN GIRL.
conduct-poor

I WAS JUST JOKING. THE REAL ONE IS
english-c5
chinese-c6
a math-c6 :(
math-c5
science-c5
combined humans-e8
poa-f9
art-b4 joy!

not continuing the rest. BUT MY LVL OMG V V V V HAPPY!
from 121/190 to 69/185
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. FEEL HAPPY FOR MEEE!
JOY JOY JOY.

i got joy joy joy joy down in my heart,down in my heart,down in my heart,
i got joy joy joy joy down in my heart,down in my heart today :D

aem course :D i got a prize too. LUCK IS WITH ME! haha.
THANK YOU THANK YOU! I WANT TO THANK MY FATHER, MY MOTHER, MY SISTERS, MY DOG AND MY CATS. HAHA. JK :D

peishi :D

u know wad? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. not gonna complain anymore. ANYWAY. WTFFFF. i regretted trusting knowing you. grr >:(

i'm beginning to HATE sjab. seriously, HATE.

they host a meeting without thinking of whether i'll be in the meeting or not. and when i told them i could not make it. they just said: "is mdm chan say one. i duno ah." WTH? if i were you. i would go to mdm chan and change the date to a date suitable for ALL of us to meet up. EVEN IF I WERE TO GET SCOLDED. what's the point of having a big rank in sjab now? NO POINT OK?! no one repects the fact that i'm having the big post and u'll have to listen to me. and guess wad. what i have to do for my post. ARE BEING TAKEN AWAY BY SOMEONE ELSE. AND WTF DO I DO? nothing. i'll briefly tell u wad i do in sjab. first, fall in. then training. first aid and foot drills. i only get to train foot drills. and i train those not up to standard and all those not good but ok kinda people. AND SOME PEOPLE GET THOSE BEST AMONG THE SQUAD ONE. omg. I DON'T CARE IF ANY SENIORS LOOKS AT THIS NOW! the proposal for camp. I'VE NO RIGHT TO CLAIM CREDITS FOR IT. COS I HAVE DONE NOTHING TO IT. while i did write some comments. BUT THEY DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO CHANGE ACCORDING TO MY COMMENTS. waste my time. i'm not saying i hate everyone in sjab now and i hate sjab. I SAID THAT BECAUSE I WAS TOO PISS. if i chose this cca myself, i would have to agree to wadever rules and wadever i have to do. SO YEAH! actually i typed more than this, BUT STUPID COMPUTER. GOT INTERNET ERROR. THEN ALL BYEBYE. if not all the anger i have inside u guys will see. DAMN WHY ALL GONE? maybe the computer doesn't want me to post them. OK FINE. i will forgive and forget NOW AND AGAIN.

TODAY ALL I DID IN THE COURSE. WAS WATCH AND DRAW DRAW DRAW. omg. speed drawing. TURNED OUT TO BE V NICE. NICER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. show u guys next time :D U'LL BE IMPRESSED. HAHA.

all i ever wanted was for you to care. thanks huldah and cheryl for letting me VENT MY ANGER.
peishi.

out of the 4 papers i got back today, i only pass 1. how great can that be? WHILE, IT'S BAD. seriously. after school went to germaine's house. talked about my secrets :D. play. slack. came home. i intended not to tell ANYONE at home about my grades. but i told my dad. then he like. disappointed. wth. and he -.- don't wanna explain. my mum said something. eh come on la. u think i really that smart? OH GOSH. while, gonna work harder.
i realised for papers i didn't study so hard for, i scored ok. like physics. i didn't study for it. dont say i bluff. BECAUSE i lost my physics textbook the day before the exam. HOW ON EARTH AM I SUPPOSE TO STUDY? yes, ten year series. but i didn't look at it. just scanned. while. WA LAO EH. nvm. i deserve these grades.
SUCK FAILURE -.-
bye

the last paper didn't seem like a last paper at all.
straight after the last paper, headed down to wm. ate breakfast. then went back to school. saw people walking out and it seemed quite weird. because people are walking out and we are going in -.- played basketball. THE FEELING'S BACK PEOPLE! then when we playing. mr ong anf mr ow came to join us. they play well ok :D seriously, didn't know they play basketball. then went for aem course. at first BORING. then eventually it turned out quite well and interesting. then when back to school. from school rushed to tuition. at tuition. wa teacher siao. because i wearing school uniform. then she kept saying. "WA! WEAR SKIRT! FIRST TIME SEE! MUST SEE MORE OF YOU TODAY" HAHA. then yaafter tuition. waiting for my mum. her tenant came out. then we chat. mum came. and they say something ridiculous. not gonna post wad they say later u guys say i bhb. want to know then ask me. then they say my complexion good. f. they're like suaning me. can't you look like my legs as well as hands. can't you see the countless number of scars i have? aiyo -.- i think my skin is some stupid sensitive thing. even from a misquito bite. can become scar. RIDICULOUS. it's ok. i'm born with it. so i'm satisfied with it. be happy with wad u got now :D regardless whether it's good or bad. don't ask me why i become like this. ok nvm. i say. it's because last year. i think i had been a really. emo and idiotic and irritating kid. i hated myself and all. so i decided that this year, it'll be better. so even if any unhappy things happen, i'll look on the bright side. UNLESS. SOMETHING BAD REALLY COCKS UP. if SOMETHING REALLY MAKES ME PISS OFF. GUESS HOW ANGRY WILL I BE. U'LL NEVER IMAGINE. cos usually, i'll REN. those who know how long i have ren-ed :D haha. yuup

aem course on mondays wednesdays and fridays.

OH YA, AND GREAT I SPRAINED MY LEG. how did i get this sprain. art paper. i jumped down 5 steps. omg. that one. DUNO WAD I THINKING SIA. i was thinking of jumping two by two steps. in the end, i from 5 steps jump down. wa. the pain lasted for 1 sec. then gone. after i go home. wa. pain. went to sleep. next morning. wa suck. i forgot to take something, then i run back to the house. when i ran out. wa. twist my leg. OH MY F. IT'S LIKE END OF THE WORLD PAIN. no better. haha. WA! omg. then came home, WA ONE BIG BUN DOWN THERE. sai.

YAY FINALLY PLAY BASKETBALL! FOR SO LONG ALREADY! OMG JOY!

I LOVE BASKETBALL BUT I'M NOT GOOD AT IT :D
peishi