Saturday, October 27, 2007

What if I am just putting a front?
What if I am just trying make things back to normal?
What if I am just a complicated girl who acts as a simple girl?
What if I am just a lesbian who simply love girls?
What if I am just someone who wants to be truly loved?
What if I am just a b!tch in everyone's eyes?
What if I am just meant to give peepo take advantage?
What if I am just a fcuker?
What if I am just a emo sad lil girl?
What if I am just in need of a warmth soul to be there for me?
What if I am just so lonely and upset in things around me?
What if I am just pretending to say I am okays?
What if I am just faking a sadness?
What if I am just lying for everything especially to myself?
What if I am just so in love with you?
What if I am just too hurt to tell myself a end to it?
What if I am just a foolish girl who believes in 2nd chances?
What if I am just a jealous idiot freak?
What if I am just want you to be there for me?
What if I am just making use of you?
What if I am just not so easy as it seemed?
What if I am just going to die right in front of you now?
What if I am just in love with you again?
What if I am just trying to love you once again?
What if I am just completely given up on you?
What if I am just expressing my thoughtS?
What if I am just going crazy everything around me?
What if I am just a ordinary girl who wants things right?
What if I am just losing myself and everything?
What if I am just lying to the words I am typing?
What if I am just a insane peanut butter head?
What if I am just only caring for the way you treat me?
What if I am just treating those who care as thrash?
What if I am just faking a lame-ness?
What if I am just a girl who is mentally disorder?
What if I am just a damn big sucker?
What if I am just a crybaby?
What if I am just hiding all my emotions?
What if I am just trying to cry but I can't?
What if I am just wanting to hold your care?
What if I am just resigning to Fate?
What if I am just crying so much in the inside without anyone knowing?
What if I am just trying to entertain myself with songs?
What if I am just going all crazy by typing?
What if I am just going all haywire right now?
What if I am just needing a listening ear to accompany me?

What if What if What if What if What if?

maybe if i'm almost all of this, i won't have any friends like i do have now. yeah, maybe. f.
LETS GO OUT! bye -.-

Saturday, October 20, 2007

hello people. today i committed one crime and had four acidents.
i went down to play soccer with my cousins. i kicked the ball and it landed on my cousin's butt. then i kicked it another time and it flew down to the carpark. "BANG!" I hit a car. omg. i ran away with my cousins. we waited for the car to go away. haha. then we picked the ball and continued playing. omg. i feel v bad. when we were playing. i kicked the ball off court and it almost hit an old lady and two guys. and i broke my toe nail. wa, pain.

i've "promised" to ttfybyaamaaydnlmne
ok that's it
bye

Saturday, October 06, 2007

hello people. it's been long since i'd blogged. the reason is MAINLY because of my computer break down. haha. exams are freaking long. i hate you and you hate me. we're quall day! its.

yay! i'm gonna slack all day after exams! nah. i don't think i can, study maybe. hell man.
camps and outings for the whole month for november fun! and proposal for the ug, almost finish! omg, JOY! it's more difficult than the sjab one. maybe cos i didn't do the one for sjab. and arghh. ok shan't elaborate. for the people going. i'm gonna try to ask for permission for certain people to go :D hope it'll work. JY! 3 more papers, everyone work hard man!

certain things can't be said and told to certain people. i only tell some people. so people whom i tell things to, you're important to me :D and i'm done. bye :D