Tuesday, July 22, 2008

what's up people? tell you what. i'm in love. damn it. bye :D

Sunday, July 20, 2008

since she's that "perfect" then go be with her. i'm a piece of worthless shit. i can't do anything to please anyone. GO AND DIE PEISHI!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

hello :D i'm back.

oh well, many things happen. one major thing is, I STARTED PAINTING MY CANVAS! woohoo. but guess what? it's not a good thing. i spent SO MUCH TIME trying to paint only 1/100 of the canvas. BASTARD! how mann? i'll try. and and, guess what? I'M ADDICTED TO PSP! the game dj max? is it? whatever. sorry to people whom i borrow to play from :D EH I'M A PRO OK. i want a psp :( DAMN IT! so, yesterday, art for 5 periods, ran around with canvas. AHAHA! then recess then math, had to do quadratic equations. THE QUESTIONS WERE LOUSY. well, finished it very quickly, with assist. DUH? then i was the only one done, so cannot go through yet, GUESS WHAT I DID? nothing extraordinary, just play dj max! HAHAHA. then had poa tutorial, sapphire stillhaing chinese stuff, so had to wait, guess what i did while waiting? PLAY DJ MAX! ok then poa tutorial. TOPAZ ONLY 4 PEOPLE ATTEND. saddening. while, it's only ruiqi, rowena, lilin and i. three of them were tempted to go because they didn't know how to do. while, i was the most diligent person :D:D:D ok bhb. i did finish ok?! impressive? while, asked for help from the pro people from sapphire of course! the parent-volunteer teacher was busy teaching the boys and seldom came over to teach the girls. so, LIKE THAT LOR? yup, then after that almost got my finger broken again. went to play basketball! wth cadman and kahmeng. but as soon as the ncc people came, their moods changed, because it wasn't fair. so yup. then sjab-ed then basketball again! with mr tan, alan, shawn, bowei, guanteck and WHAT'S HIS NAME? i forgot. played match. then homed. woohoo, basketball rocks man :D

it was because i didn't want any lip gloss, you looked me in the eye, walked towards me. :O and just like that, our lips met. you were serious about it. after 4 seconds, i pushed you away and said, don't play. why did i do that omg. maybe i should have said, you have a boyfriend already. then i might get an answer. damn it! forget it.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

i think i'm going to write a story. really. ANY SUPPORTERS? YES NO? who cares. no one. hahaha.
Each time i see you. The heart of mine just keeps aching. I regretted not having the guts, regretted being a scaredy cat, regretted not letting my feelings made known. And now, look what'd happened? If i could have just said it earlier, everything would have been different. I miss the month July in year 2007, the time when everything happened. We behaved as though no one was around. You knew what was going on, but didn't say anything. I didn't listen to anyone who commented and gave critics. I just knew it was you. The one who brings the smile on my face everyday. Everytime i do something not rightful and not suppose to do, you just allowed me to carry on and not say anything. I believe you felt something. It was some other people who told you different stories, some other people who freaking controlled your mind, some other people who thought what we were doing was wrong, then our relations drifted. I stopped doing what i did. I thought what i did was best for us. But then i realised. It's good for you and bad for me. I All i wish for now, is for time to go back. When we could start all over again, and spend the times we always spend together. I wouldn't mind making any sacrifices, it all didn't matter. Just that one time, when i could tell you how i felt. And you responded. No matter what the answer would be would not even matter to me. Now this urge and sensation of telling you how i feel keeps coming. But i just cannot let it out. Because if i do, it's DOOMDAY. while, seeing you with your partner hurts sometimes, but guess what? as long as you're happy with him, it's fine. really, it is. Maybe i'm thinking too much. But you're trying to, i don't know? but what you're doing, is just so hurtful! everytime i want to give you something, i will have to stop myself and give it to someone else because i can't. i really can't continue to do that already. i'm glad that you remembered the times we spent last year. and wearing that _ during the meal. you even remembered what i said to you last year. did it make an impact? i hope it did. whatever you're doing now, just don't hurt yourself alright. i'm happy for you, i really am. i'll still be standing here, watching you.

people who figured out this message, DON'T ANYHOW THINK UH. what you're thinking, not confirmed then ask me. i may or may not tell you.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

OK PEOPLE. here i am. asked by LAO DA syazwani to update.

today is my suay(unlucky) day mann!! seriously. damn unlucky!
in the morning, the sore throat worsened. f. then i bathed in cold water, then here comes the flu. but soon it became alright. 4topaz was called to move up during assembly. whatever -.- then form teacher time. math. while, mjt went through questions of the paper. DAMN IT. while, all wrong :( and due to carelessness somemore. IRRITATING. during poa class, miss gwee walked in. NATHASHA WAS SINGING AND DANCING. ok damn funny. haha. then cme. wa mr lai black face. OH WELL. i asked about the project thing, and he gave me an answer not linking, OH BOTHER. HERE COMES THE MOST SUAY THING THAT CAN EVER HAPPEN. while, after cme, lilin, rowena, zijian, liesa and i. we went to the toilet, without a pass. ezan and shazwan, they were loitering outside the class. came to know that miss au locked us out when ezan came up to the girls toilet to call us. ok, so we went down. miss au started spouting invalid stuff to us. like ezan going up to see us. HUH!? k then she starting talking about us having no manners. ok nvm, we deserved it. afterall, we did break a school rule.while, english lesson, while, i was listening. but the class became too rowdy. miss au went down to find the dm. wth. JUST AS THE DM WALKED IN, I WAS HELPING SOMEONE TO CHARGE THEIR HANDPHONE. wth, SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME. so for the first time, i had very fast reaction. i pulled ruiqi's charger and the other charger and stuff it in my bag. WITH RUIQI'S PHONE AND THE EARPIECES. mind the s behind. while, our class was given the discipline diary AGAIN! this time, after school everyday, we were suppose to meet the dm. WTH. after school. met mr rani at the concourse. the whole class was there. DUH? those with long nails had to cut. that's what happens if you have a dd. damn it. while, here comes the most horrible thing of the day. ezan, shazwan, liesa, lilin, rowena, zijian and i were called out. hell. mr rani went. "SL, SL, SL, SL, SL, SL, SL, just one week after you step down and you blah blah." he called us bloody wad? and hypocrites. got stripped off student leadership. which means the sl on our cca draft is taken off. and put into pending. so we have to be VERY GUAI people to earn that back. don't understand? ok the more simple way. why in the cca draft sl is not included? BECAUSE WE WENT TO THE TOILET. easy? haha. ya because we went to the toilet. and miss au having a bad mood, our sl thing FLEW AWAY. ok, then chinese listening. then homed with _. studied and felt so super duper weak and went to sleep. before sleeping, all i had was a fever and a sorethroat. and in between my sleep, i felt something pushing up my nose. ps: only the fan was on. i went, "shrmmmmmmmm shrmmmmm" can you imagine that noise? the one when you suck everything up your nose. while, the mucus was stuck and i had a hard time breathing. I FELT LIKE DYING SERIOUSLY. DON'T UNDERSTAND AGAIN? very simple. a heavy head, with a blocked nose and a painful throat. HOW'S THAT? great huh.

LAO DA IS WAITING FOR ME TO POST FINISH :D:D
OK LA I'M DONE ALREADY! byebyebye.

how to fall in love with two people at the same time?

Sunday, July 13, 2008

ok sl dinner, let the pictures talk again :D
I'M THE MAN YO!

some dumb people. LOL. yeshun and darryl!

kianjiat talking to? MARVIN!! :D haha.

TABLE 8. it was crazy, really.

SJAB! :D

ALL THE SLS IN SJAB! woohooo.

MY BROTHER MAN! OPPOSITE COLOURS!

part of bu san bu si! without kianjiat.

sim jiaqi, i still remember what you did after that uhh :D

lewhao and chishuen's dumb faces! act cool uh!

INTRODUCING THE BAND, BU SAN BU SI! ok i blend in right? i know that. sheesh.

it's not what you think guys.

beauties.

dynamic duo.

part of 4 topaz girls!

4 topaz! without danielle, dalton, ezan, shazwan.

4 topaz without dalton and danielle

again, without dalton and danielle

DATE NUMBER 1, ONG PEIYU.

WHATEVER.

pretties

DATE NUMBER 2, CHRISTINE WONG.

DATES NUMBER 3 & 4, WINNIE ONG AND GERMAINE ANG.

THE SEXY! BRENDA.

DATE NUMBER 4 AGAIN, GERMAINE ANG.

4 topaz! without danielle.

DALTON BOK! AND MY DATES 5 & 6, FOO LILIN AND WONG ZIJIAN

DATE NUMBER 7, CHIN YI CHUIN

DATE NUMBER 8, DORIS KWOH!

DATE NUMBER 5, FOO LILIN.

k this one, don't play play. this one my girlfriend. K JUST KIDDING, LATER SHE KILL ME UPSIDE DOWN AGAIN. THIS IS PEISHI'S RIGHTFUL DATE, SABRINA LIM!

SEE, omg, mine mine, all mine. K KIDDING, DON'T BREAK MY FINGER LA!

by far, the nicest picture i've taken. MY DAD! TAN ZUER! nice right? comment uhh.
ps: i didn't think the person on the left was me the first time i looked at it.

unglam pose number 1

unglam pose number 2.

unglam pose number 3

PEOPLE PEOPLE, THIS PERSON USED TO BE MY ORANGE, she's date number, er i forgot. oh number 9. hehe :D you look gorgeous huldah :D

i forgot her name. but she want to take a picture with me. ULIN! ya that's her name!!

junior, NURUL AMALINA!

SICKENING JUNIOR, NUR HAZIZAH BTE HAMZAH :D hehehe i was kidding.

the twins of the day. OH YA, the one on the right. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING I EVER NEED IN MY LIFE, MUSTARD, know why she's important now? cos i need her for my hotdog :D hehe. k no offence. YOU'RE IMPORTANT REALLY. HOR ELAINE? she important to me leh. k so the most important girl, mustard, CELINE TAN.

winnie ong and mustard


handsome, cute, lawyer, businessman, be my date, i want you, you're mine, cool. there's more of it. but. :D

ALRIGHT, so, it was fun. ya quite dumb actually. the table i was at is so far back. so we missed out alot of fun. but self entertained ourselves. quite stupid. i felt touched man!! omg. and i could blend in with guys. really. hahaha! well, didn't take alot of pictures as compared to last year. AND DUMB DUMB MUSTARD DIDN'T TAKE A PICTURE WITH ME grr. nvm. hehe.

while, might post about it some other time. :D byebye people.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING FIRST. the flyer first, the dinner later.



TAN EE HONG!

at the TOP!

it was that high!!! :O

the machine :D

horizontal view?

KO TSZ TING!

NATHASHA! :D

YINGYUAN AND CHISHUEN!

F1 RACING TRACK

AGAIN, KO TSZTING!

random.

PART OR BU SAN BU SI! :D WITHOUT ME AND YINGYUAN :(

SU KAIJUN! :D

THE OTHER CUBICLE :)

CHIN YI CHUIN

LAO DA AND ME! so dark.

KTT & CYC

THE ZOOMED IN CHRISTINE AND ZIJIAN

discussion

WINNIE, LINGRONG, QIANMEI!

THE SJAB!

AND AGAIN :D

SIM JIA QI!

FIGURING OUT HOW THE CAMERA WORKS.

AND THEY POSE!

THE TICKET

ANYHOW


ok, here comes unglam pictures :D ENJOY!

what?!

first attempt

what a nice picture :D

poser.

irritating -.-

not prepared.

and prepared!

stupid foolilin. HAHAHA

AHH! nice nice.

HEHE :D

yay!

NATHASHA!!!! hahaha :D i hope she sees this.

HEHE!

WA!

crazy.

HAHAHA!

-.-


alright, so that's it. the flyer. many ugly pictures :D LOL.
post the ones for the dinner later. irritating leh. TAKE DAMN LONG TO LOAD. irritating. k bye people :D