DAMNTHEDUMBDASH

maybe i should just back off. yup, that's what i'm gonna do.

Coversation with myself. don't bother people, in case it gets too scary.

peishi, you don't have to know everything. you don't have the right to.

yup ok i know. i know what to do already. maybe it'll be just the way it is, like that?

you just can't help it you know? you don't have to please everyone. you just be who you are.

yeah i know, i already tried. don't have to brood over this matter.

but it's not a small matter, it's like you have to care, but you don't know how.

why the hell should you care? like what people say, they are taking advantage of you.

... i have to care for this girl ok. i'm not there whenever she needs me. it's feels kind of weird though. even though i told her already, but it just feels like a responsibilty.

you being like a FUCKING NANNY.

whatever, shut up. it's just, i have to care. but i don't know how.

you're freaking wasting your time and brain space for this matter.

i don't think so. any matter in my head is an important matter, regardless whether it's big or small.

YEAH OKOK I LOSE!! I GIVE UP. ahah

yay. i win! you lose. :P

oh wait, one more thing, your vulgarities are influencing people

oh really? ok i'll change then :D thanks.

you're welcome.

END OF CONVERSATION

people, please do not mind that conversation. it's somehow like the good and bad in my head talking to each other. yup.

yeah people people, I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS NEW GIRL. her name is CARMEN :D please, don't be jealous. kidding.

oh ya. AND HELLO WINNIE!!!!! YOUR NAME IS HERE!!! AND IN CASE THE NOT ELAINE GETS JEALOUS. HELLO NOT ELAINE, YOUR NAME IS HERE TOO!!! :D