DAMNTHEDUMBDASH

and now. the real question to ask. where do i belong?

omg. this week has been bad bad bad and REALLY BAD. what the heck is wrong man.. my book got confiscated. my phone got confiscated. the econs test suck so bad. and my spectacles broke. what a nice way to have the week pass like that. thank goodness for those people in my life. some, just take one look and that's that. some will say things to have a grin on my face. some will send things that will just make me do nothing but smile to myself. and some, just thinking about an image and i'll be ok.
for this week, i have been very emo-tic! HAHAH! emo-tic (a word i created) alot of people have been asking if i was having problems and all. seriously, I'M FUCKED UP. really. can't seem to remember things anymore. like my brain is failing me. even how hard i try. i've even been thinking about things that i know i shouldn't do. haha! i was chatting with TAN TEN again and here's something DAMN RANDOM.


elaine says (10:54 PM):
OKIEEEEEEEE
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
high already uh
my first kiss leh
elaine says (10:55 PM):
WAH LIPS AH
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
no uh.
elaine says (10:55 PM):
THEN
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
both cheeks and lips. HAVEN'T GIVE AWAY HOR.
elaine says (10:55 PM):
NO LIPS NOT FIRST LA!
REALLY
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
really.
elaine says (10:55 PM):
WHY
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
because. i don't want la
elaine says (10:55 PM):
GIME GIME MEMORABLE
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:55 PM):
hahaha.
-.-
elaine says (10:56 PM):
HAHAH
aiya save la
Peishi (David) says, who is it!? says (10:56 PM):
you already took the first bite.
elaine says (10:56 PM):
later you say i rob away ur first kiss
HAHAH
wah
sound like i eat pizza

she's like. ya you know. haha.

back to the point. i have to try alot harder during the june holidays. with all those bullshits that is in. f. so it's studies, st.john, ja, basketball and more stuff. damn it. someone, KEEP ME FIRM DURING JUNE. i'm really going to collapse. i really need someone. that will hold on to me when i drop. i'll just break down and cry like a baby if i get too @#!$%@% more interesting stuff, keep tune till june. someone, tell me i can do it. tell me i can overcome June with no worries. tell me to just go ahead and do what i should do. because by telling this to myself, DOESN'T SEEM TO EVER WORK AT ALL. bitch. haha!

bye guys. finally a decent long post after a while huh!? HAHA!

I MISS DUNEARN. I MISS 4TOPAZ. I MISS CELINE TAN. I MISS CHRISTINE WONG. I MISS ELAINE TAN. I MISS HULDAH CHIN. I MISS WINNIE ONG. I MISS WONG ZIJIAN. I MISS ROMAN 3. I MISS EVERYTHING THAT'S GONE ALREADY. I MISS MY FRIENDS FROM DUNEARN. I MISS SJAB. i miss everything. and i miss you.

nights darlings.