DAMNTHEDUMBDASH

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OTC 2009 Prep Course‏

Hey ppl

Zone 5 will be orgainising a OTC prep course for you all. It will be held on 30th and 31st May. It will be an almost full day affair. Do try to keep these couple of days free. If there are any changes to the dates I will inform you guys asap. Email me if you guys cant make it for either dates. Lastly, anyone here have Chan Yuen Tuck George's Email?

Thanks
Regards
Qing Jun

omg. so hair would be gone by then. poor hair :( damn it.. the STUPID FORM. is killing me (maybe tszting too) like what the f? it's like a very tideous assignment. went into a deep sleep from 930-10 with intervals of my third sister waking me up.. and when iwoke up. WA FUCK. it's like the whole world came crashing down. received a call from Teow Lyndia and she said. we're going to miss the deadline even if we submit the assignment tomorrow! so we have no choice but to use that speedpost thing. LIKE WTH. seriously. my entire spirit went down to negatives and i was speeding through the assignment. just TIKAM all the way. whatever la! at that time.my brain was like hurting. i was having a headache. and it felt like my head is being squeezed like a stress ball. and it's still there now.going to submit that shit tomorrow. PLEASE REMEMBER... and throughout the whole process of doing that crap, i was talking to many people. and tszting and i. Kinda funny now i read it. but we were saying the questions are very, HARD TO ANSWER. really.. oh gosh. June is arriving June is arriving!!

Completed my sister's art already. the outcome is disastrous.

ANNEX A - Self Reflection Questionnaire
1) List 1 goal you would like to achieve in life.

2) List 1 goal you would like to achieve in OTC

3) What knowledge, skills, and experiences do you need to achieve your above goal?

5) What's your greatest fear?

7) List characteristics of a work environment you would enjoy.

12) List your best workskills

13) What brings you joy?

14) What would you do if you knew you could not fail?

THERE'RE 16 OF THIS KIND OF QUESTIONS. how to heck am i suppose to answer?! and i asked tszting for help. she said. making people happy. hmm. and all the answers i wrote. seems to be ALL saying about making people happy. SHIT MAN... look at thissss..


Peishi (David) says, Loser. says (10:31 PM):
least
OI
i feel so fucked up
I DON'T WANT TO GO ANYMORE
MISS KO TSZTING. says (10:32 PM):
sigh. don't give up. the cadets need you, they DON'T WANT that one!
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (10:32 PM):
lol!
MISS KO TSZTING. says (10:32 PM):
THEY WANT YOU TO PROTECT THEM FROM a person! LOL!
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (10:32 PM):
whatever la. i feel so @#@#$!
k
relax.
calm down


Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (10:42 PM):
what am i prud of myself?
MISS KO TSZTING. says (10:42 PM):
hmmm, being able to make others happy?
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (10:42 PM):
really?!
MISS KO TSZTING. says (10:43 PM):
yeah, from my point of view
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (10:43 PM):
thanks


Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (10:45 PM):
HOW?1
whats my talent!?
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (10:46 PM):
being able to put a smile on people's face is indeed a very _ feeling
what's the word!?
MISS KO TSZTING. says (10:49 PM):
comforting?
pleasant>
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (10:49 PM):
ok done
TALENTS?1
MISS KO TSZTING. says (10:50 PM):
i haven't even do that question sia. hmmm, motivate your cadets?


MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:10 PM):
oh please, i'm giving nabilah tuition.
lol
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (11:10 PM):
so you can teach wad
haha
MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:10 PM):
that's a talent? lol. that's cooooool
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (11:10 PM):
you're sounding dumb kotszting


MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:15 PM):
what are the qualities of a good officer?
ah, fuck la.
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (11:15 PM):
AH FUCK
ya! FUCL
MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:16 PM):
isn't qn 10 and 11 abt the same?
lol.
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (11:16 PM):
YA
MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:16 PM):
so dumb.
zzzz. -.-
MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:17 PM):
best work skills? wtf is that? lol
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (11:17 PM):
YA
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (11:18 PM):
i give up
i'm waiting for your answers


MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:44 PM):
write down in DETAIL a situation when you feel so connected, happiest and content. -.- zzz
=/
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (11:44 PM):
YA
i don't know what iw as writing
MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:45 PM):
you're doing that qns alr?
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (11:46 PM):
YA. i was saying
there was this time
at a dining table
everyone was sad
then i said a joke and everyone laughed
HAHAHA
i know dumb!
MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:46 PM):
you can write that. it somehow links to the part abt laking ppl happy. lol
making*
MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:47 PM):
i don't recall anything sia. =\
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (11:47 PM):
LOL
when you were in the sjab roo
then we quarrelled
HAHAH
then we ended up laughing
MISS KO TSZTING. says (11:48 PM):
HAHA? oh yeah, that! lol.
yeah, it does has a meaning. lol
Peishi (David) says, Where are you? says (11:49 PM):
HAHAH

ya.. at first we were like freaking kanchiong about the letter thing. and missing the deadline. and becoming so fed up with the questions.. YUP. it's dumb.. thanks tt for the answers.

hope h1n1 become red! then no OTC!

bye peeps.