DAMNTHEDUMBDASH

(: i will be there if you need me. and i won't if you don't.
(: when i walked home today, i saw my sister playing at the playground.
(: i want to return to the past when i was young.
(: i want to go crazy and be who i want to be.
(: i want to run in the fields again barefooted
(: and hang upside down at the playgrounds.
(: and i won't have to care about anything at all.
(: best of all, i'll always have my devoted playmates
(: who will call me to go with them
(: to stalk some pervert-looking man who walks around the park.
(: i won't have to worry about being dirty, smelly, out of place.
(: i don't have to fit it to the crowd.
(: perhaps the only thing i have to worry about
(:my dad scolding me because i played till very late.
(: right now. i'm just typing many many lines.
(: but i deleted them all. because i feel that it's just
(: plain worthless to put it up. so yeah.
(: f man. going to have to give mob a pass tomorrow for that pre-course.
(: all the best. june is coming in, 3 days.
(: you're going to have to hold on to yourself,
(: there will be no one who will grab you when you fall.
(: prepare your own first-aid kit.
(: peishi
(: sorry, this post is just. cannot be described.