and i'll miss you gorgeous. totally.

tonight.
i shall sleep with aircon. (haven't slept with it for quite some time)
i shall not take only half of the bed.
i shall sleep in peace at a comfortable position.
i shall only have good dreams.
i shall set my alarm CORRECTLY.
i shall write down what i'm missing from the packing list.
i shall pray for the best tmr.
i shall stop looking at my brown skin and compare it with the white.

alright. so. people. i'm heading off for camp in a few hours time. utterly excited. utterly because i'm going to get tortured and excited because i'm looking forward to what's going to happen. they say. 2.4km every morning. MY GOD. and heavy exercises. with all those shit triages. WHICH I DETEST! because maybe we'lll have heavy casualties and i'll just die moving them. but i think i've become stronger :D so yup. i can't help but keep looking at my brown skin. it's just so nice man :D maybe when i come back. i'll become black? HAHAHHA! retarded.

anw, i'm not feeling well AT ALL now. there's like this lump in my throat that is NOT going away. and i'm having headache again. and my stomach is going in circles. everything's just not right. i think i'm sick HAHAHA! not now please. NOT NOW. breathe. breathe.

i'm like listening to all songs possible now. because in camp. i'll only get to hear screams and shouts? hahhaa! so yup. maybe when i come back. i'll have more muscles HAHAHh! it's been long long long since i've been in a camp as a trainee. so. hmm, got to get used to it SOON. like in a few minutes? ok relax..

went for sjab bbq just now. it was. fun? probably. pushed people down the pool. almost got pushed down. ate a little food? tried to memorise the creed, but failed. had some fun there. today's the last day to have fun, the last day to have good food. BEFORE 3 DAYS OF HELL. ahahha.

people who will miss me. don't miss me too much till you cry to sleep.
people who need to rant, combine all your rants and vent it out only on Monday :)
people who need to be happy, BE HAPPY.
people who need to study, PLEASE STUDY HARD.
people who can tag on my blog, PLEASE KEEP IT ALIVE WHILE I'M GONE. ahha.

i'm not sure if this post can last for 4 days of absence, but hope it can alright. or you guys can just re-read my older posts. i'm sure those are more interesting than this huh!? haha. i've decided to surrender my phone during camp. but maybe i'll change my mind if i'm daring enough :)

nay, have a safe trip, have fun. don't cry to sleep, and take care of yourself :)

GOODBYE.
and i'll miss you gorgeous. totally.